Feelings in black, down in hole of emptyness
Going off track, mouth tastes metal and bitterness
Air feels cold, as I shiver through another night
Eyes blind today to the morning light

Walls of hurt built up slow through time
Now I'm trapped and all the fault is mine
Fingers ache from trying to claw my way out
Mind strangled and torn by all my doubt

So when you find me burry me in firtle dirt
Let the roots of trees swollow up my hurt
And say a prayor so I can at last be found
When Jesus comes, and takes my   more...soul from the ground............  less

Another year has come and gone
This one didn't seem to last that long
Wasn't ready for 08 but here we go again
I'll try my best all the way to the end
Nice people here on lv, I'm having fun
And I know I'm not the only one
People here can share their thoughts
Otherwise in your head those thoughts would rot
Hope everyone has a good day and great year
Enjoy your life before we all disappear
For now that's all I have to say
I'll be back to waste your time again some other day......later

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving


Thanksgiving day, outside sky's are grey

Cold chill in the air, wish it was May

Hope everyone is fine, wherever you are

Running out of time, no matter how close or far



Hope your lives are full of love and joy

Full of things that you can enjoy

We'll talk again some other day

For now there is nothing more to say

Friends come, then dissappear
Still their voice echo's in my ear
Heart freezes here all alone
Still this place I dwell is home

Emptiness of loss is pain
Memories of emptyness remains
Take care as you walk away
Hope to see you again another day

Thoughts seem blurry and distorted,
Sanity has been completely aborted
All that remains is dust in the wind
Along with the memories of all I've sinned

The waters drag me under to die
My spirit flies up and leaves my body to cry
Lungs filled with sorrow I say goodbye
Lend me your hand so I can finally fly

The secrets I keep are killing me slow
Confession is not the way for me to go
Shame is my blanket that keeps me cold
It's over my eyes, It's what I hold