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 |  | |  | | "To Have Brushed With An Angel" an original song for Bobby | Here is how Bobby passed...in the words of his mother (from a memorial website): "Bobby had left school more...that afternoon and rather than take the bus, he rode with a friend. They stopped at Bobby's house so he could drop off his books, then got back into the car to go just another mile down the road to another friend's house. They never made it. They were on a slushy dirt road, with the driver going way too fast for conditions. The car did not make it through the curve and hit a tree. Bobby died instantly (thank God), the driver sustained numerous broken bones, and another boy walked away unharmed. I will add here that Bobby did NOT put his seat belt back on for this "short" ride.I was working with my husband at our little restaurant when Sarah called, she couldn't even talk, her boyfriend actually explained what had happened. I couldn't even think....I remember putting the phone down and telling Tim "There's been an accident, I don't think Bobby made it...." as I was running out the door and telling Tim that I'd call him as soon as I knew what had happened. I picked Sarah and her boyfriend up at our house and then drove out to Bobby's dad's house, as he lived with his father, about 20 miles away.
The house was already filled with neighbors and friends and the associate pastor from Bobby's church. Then Bob (Bobby's dad, my ex), his brother and myself made the awful trip to the hospital. I wasn't sure I could go on, but a VERY special nurse told me that I really should see Bobby, and for that advice I am very grateful.
On the way home, in town, I'll never forget the snowball that hit our car. I remember laughing (I know....how could I be LAUGHING), but all I could think of was that was Bobby's final message to us....."I'm OKAY, mom!!!"
I knew that on the day of the funeral Bob and I would have a bit to discuss, so I asked my hubby to drive himself and his brother, I'd drive myself. I remember crying the entire way, demanding God to answer me. I also thought of just not showing up...certainly everyone could understand my grief. Finally, in the parking lot I just prayed for God to get me through this one day.
The church was FILLED, and afterward I noticed that the school had delivered THREE busloads of Bobby's friends and classmates. It was during the luncheon afterward when I really felt God's hand already beginning to work my soul. A lady came up to me and said "You must be REALLY angry with the driver of that car." It was then that I realized even from the day Bobby died, I wasn't angry with ANYONE. Even now, I realize that is was simply an accident. My sister who is a lieutenant with the city's police department had been my liason with the state police and the county sheriff. She told me that the state, after investigating, DID have enough evidence to prove fault and wreckless driving (no kidding), and did I want to file charges. I said absolutely NOT. All I had to do was think back to my teenage driving experiences and I realized that this driver was simply inexperienced and had no intention of hurting, much less killing, anyone.
It it with God's grace and the wonderful people I've met here, that I've been able to continue the way that I have. Bobby has started a new life....and so have I."
Here is my story; I had met Nancy and have known her for sometime right here on the internet. One day, I was chatting with Nancy as the subject of passed relatives came up. My heart always goes out to those who loose their children. So it was no surprise that I asked Nancy to share a picture of her beloved son upon learning of him. When I took one look at his picture...my mouth dropped. I couldn't believe how incredibly fun and full of life he was. He appeared to be just as any other little kid that you see everyday...passing a shopping center on his skateboard along with his buddies. As I saw more pictures of Bobby, this song came into my spirit; it was as if God had sent an angel...but in song. While working on this less
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 | | Thursday, July 17, 2008 at 4:20 PM |  | I just learned that there is some guy going on around here blocking anyone who claims to be friends with me. Oh well! I don't care about him, nor the people that take his side of that issue. I am only here to play my music...and to make my videos. THAT'S IT! I am a grown man who has not the time to be messing with that old~time, played out non sense. If you regret being friends with me....you don't have to worry about that. You know where the door is. However, I am happy to report that I have some more...REAL friends here. Because of them (amoung other reasons) I ain't going anywhere. I love it here...I thank God for the chance to play my music...and love the friends that listen to it. Keep hating me for my color...or whatever reason...I am above that. You can't stop me....I am taking flight...and flying amoungst eagles.
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| Thursday, January 24, 2008 at 12:44 PM |  | As you either know...or don't, I had been on vacation for most of this month. It was a wonderful three weeks off to myself and with my family (see pics below). But I must tell you this one thing: I REALLY got to be with my passions ....my production work. Sheesh! I love making music...and setting it to pictures (or is it the other way around...filming moving pictures and setting it to original music?) Either way...I really got the chance to reach in deep and pull my soul out! This was a very humbling more...deal because i was then reminded of how blessed I had been to have this gift! I didn't have to have it....as well as I could have been born without it. So I just wanted to take this time to say that I am one greatful producer. I thank God big time for giving me the gift and talent...so that i can keep making these songs (and videos to the songs) for all of you! When you see one of them, i want you to remeber what I just told you....and realize that I will neither forsake my gifting, nor forget who gave it to me! MM less |  |
| Tuesday, January 22, 2008 at 4:52 AM |  | With respect to the last video "Sweet Spirit of Phaedress" Phadress was ...and has been a friend back at you tube for almost a year now. I had always thought of her as a beautiful spirit. As a musician...I was jealous that someone else started producing original music in order for her to produce her videos with (I had wanted to do that for such a beautiful lady) That's how I knew that I was musically inspired by her. A true artist ...be it with notes on a piano, or paint on a canvas...lives and dies more...(or better yet....just breathes, or is driven) by their inspiration. She had already been driving me.
Well, I was devastated (for lack of a better word, or disturbed) by this video made by my inspirational friend....Phaedress...in which she comes clean with her true self image, which was at times not whole...."and nothing could ever fill the void" ever again.I was moved. As a musician / artist, as a friend...as a fellow human...I was moved! That's when I had to act on my instinct...to not only express myself theraputically, but to replace her void with something, even if it meant only partially. I had no choice. I would not be myself if I did nothing. The song came naturally in three days (after forcing it unsuccessfuly for the first two). If the life and/or light in the person is uplifting and/or celebratory, wouldn't the musical description of that essence be coresrondingly celebratory in an up tempo kinda way, as a kind of musical/poetic impramateur? The visuals and music in this video alludes not to tragedy, but to life, influence, strength warmth and benificence. Enjoy my friends! MM less |  |
| Wednesday, January 2, 2008 at 9:43 AM |  | Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant more...affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more.
But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't an y more.
Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it... it's best we love it... And care for it.... And fix it when it's broken..... And heal it when it's sick.
This is true... For marriage.... And old cars.... And children with bad report cards..... Dogs and cats with bad hips.... And aging parents.... And grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep. Like a best friend that moved away or a classmate we grew up with.
There are just some things that make life important, like people we know who are special.... And so, we keep them close! less |  |
| Wednesday, January 2, 2008 at 9:29 AM |  | Man.....I hope you guys are having a wonderful and Happy New year so far! Can't wait to see what's going to happen in this year! (¯`v´¯) HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! `*.¸.*´PEACE ¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)LOVE (¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•HAPPINESS (`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´ )HEALTH «´`•.* 2008 *.•´`»LUCK (¸.•*´( ¸.•*´ `*•.¸ )`*•.¸ )FUN ALL THE GOOD STUFF!!! Best Wishes!! (((HUGS)))
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 |  |  | "That;s All" a Phil collins cover 06:53 Many thanks to the other musicians that jammed with me on this one. Hey....I rediscovered the art of eating, especially if youcouple it with listening more...to music. Music and food go together so hand in hand; how else could live music fit in so well with fine dining? You combine the bonding of family during the gathering at the dinner table...and you have quite a spiritual experience. We need to get back to the basics these days; all the stress on families from having to have both parents work has taken it's toll on families...and society in general. This video is my attempt to bring all of the wonderful qualities back....the qualities found in eating with your family ....something that we are too in a hurry to care about aznymore. Plus....It feels like I am playing live in some restaurant, something I hope to do in this lifetime. Enjoy my friends!!!!
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|  | "I Can Feel It In The Air" 05:06 I have always loved this song. It seems especially true for today....I can feel something is brewing up in the air....and the wind will blow out the old more...and usher in the new. I have to have the faith to believe that. Wow! less Added: Sep 24, 09 Views: 361 Category: Music |
|  | | |  |  | "I Can't Help It" 01:23 This is a mixed moment of paradoxes for me; my two greatest influences have both died almost within months of each other (Michael Jackson and Wayman Tisdale...the more...bassist). I am saddened by the loss...yet, I am ... This is a mixed moment of paradoxes for me; my two greatest influences have both died almost within months of each other (Michael Jackson and Waymond Tisdale).I am saddened by the loss...yet, I am happy....for the wonderful gift of music I am left with to share. Enjoy this tribute...as it is the first of a series.....with many to come. MM less Added: Jul 17, 09 Views: 252 Category: Music |
| |  | | |  |  | "Walk with Me" (original) 06:06 "You don't have to agree with me....you don't have to have much in common either. Just walk with me.....that's enough to start a great understanding." more...to have much in common either. Just walk with me.....that's enough to start a great understanding." less Added: Jan 22, 09 Views: 343 Category: People |
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