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This is the most important video to me, it has alot of meaning to it. it was the start of the ebst thing to ever happen to me, the love of my life. her more...name is monnie a very beautiful girl. she gave me the happiest year of my life, she mad me happy, i acaually felt loved for once, like i had a reason to live. she gave me a future i wanted to live, kids, marriage, and all that stuff. i always hated my life, never had any meaning until i meet her. i was never really happy, never felt attractive. i just thought of myself as a ugly, stupid pointless person who didnt deserve life. all that changed until i meet her. the reason this video was made was because she didnt pass school and had to go to summer school and her parents said they where taking away the internet, i liked her but she didnt know, and i kinda thought she liked me so listen to your heart was me telling her if she liked me listen to her heart and tell me before she had to go. her parents didnt take the internet away and the best happiest year of my life started when we started dating. but i go and mess it all up by being the worst boyfriend ever possible. i have no meaning again because i dont have her. she wants to be friends but doesnt see how much its killing me. i have no future or meaning again. im not loved by the one i lvoe. she thinks ill get over her in a week but the thing is i will never get over her ever. i love her its so hard being friends because ill never hear i love you zachie again, ill neverbe her husband. but ill go through the pain just to heaar her voice and if it will make her happy ill try n be her friend. peopel keep saying you will move on there are others to love but yet they never loved a girl like i love her, i cant love another girl it wont be the same and all i will do is think of monnie. she will move on but i cant, i cant. she is the only girl i really want to lvoe and be loved by. monnie this si why i dont dlete this acocunt this video is here. sorry for being a fuckin loser and pushing you away. its my fault n i deserve it all. i deal with this pain until i die i love you and wished you still loved me i need your love i really do. http://www.livevideo.com/iNsAn3x3mOxPrInCeSs less
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Jun 23, 08
By: zachanruto88
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