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In response to Agerbon's call to make a video and post it on New Year's Eve in memory of those we've lost (although it became something else for me- so more...thanks Agerbon)
This is my attempt at letting go of all the woulda-coulda-shoulda's around the sudden loss of a loved one (my younger sister, pictured in the vid) and forgiving myself for things that can no longer be changed (they can only be lessons now). I have a fear of appearing vulnerable, so this is also, in a BIG way, an opportunity to face that fear.
For those who care enough, making this video was incredibly cathartic for me. I'm in a good place (the clips were all taken from private vids I've done over the year about this- meant for me only, so it's not the place I'm in right now). No need for any expressions of concern. No need to even comment.
Thanks to Dan (SpaceMonkey1310), Jessica (jessicapeanut), and especially Holly (CallMeHol) for the inspiration and the support to feel safe enough to upload this.
I am SO looking forward to the coming year. I can sense it's going to be an amazing one, indeed.
Thanks for watching and listening these past months. I cherish this experience. less
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Dec 31, 07
By: LVbianSynic
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