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| | hi | | | Saturday, September 5, 2009 (12:12 PM)
(I'm feeling distressed) | | hi all well its been almost 6 months since i have posted anything..
well life goes on though some of us dont like it. well I stare into the mirror everyday feeling an empty revulsion towards my physical body,
my face, and my very being.
Being trans-gendered I face this feeling every day,
and not just when I'm looking in a mirror, but while
interacting with other people, while shopping,
while driving, and even when I'm waking up to a brand new day.
I often have the sense of disconnection and pain towards my physical body turns to despair
and lonelyness. it is difficult to make myself go places where others might see me, and judge me.
I'm no different than anyone else,
save for the fact that I often have overwhelming sense that I was born into the wrong body.
Generally, I wished I had surgery to correct my outward gender appearance. However I'm in the beginning
stages of my physical transition towards my inner gender.
I need to have fixed what i was denied at birth.
Being trans-gender does not imply a specific sexual orientation in any way
Though I identify myself as a straight FEMALE, gay, bisexual,
or any other oriontation is just not my lable and I hate lables.
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