For further Information, Perspectives and Questions visit the Desteni-Website or Desteni-Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za and http://www.desteni.co.za/forum

Continuing with exploration of self assistance through self recording.

Recording myself without any preparation to assist myself in self honesty.

Honesty

Write yourself to see trough self-honesty.
An article from Desteni:
Write yourself to freedom with me the 'pen' and with computer
http://www.desteni.co.za/Osho/earthprocess5.htm

"...As you write be self   more...aware, see in the words how you have accepted and allowed you to lie to yourself or justify a situation or experience to make it seem alright or okay or seemingly fine when it was not, for you to be satisfied that it corresponds to how you have accepted and allowed you to be or program yourself in your mind. Which can also be referred to as a 'defense mechanism' of the mind -- the mind wanting to protect its own existence and will do so through lying/justification as self dishonesty.

Use common sense throughout to see what you are saying. This however I realize is not as 'clear cut' as three apples versus a definite four, which you are able to see and feel, however: you will be able to read what interpretation your mind has given to your own existence and what you have accepted yourself to be . Your mind, when you write, will give you the version that is as closely connected to your DESIGN as possible. Now this is how programming works. Your mind is an actual software program. It is connected to your human physical body through thoughts that generate feelings and you live accordingly. This software design is just one of many such designs that exist within this 'world'. The design part, you are able to 'decipher' just by writing and seeing the story 'line' of your software. From there through self-honesty you are able to transform you. Because you now see how you as the mind 'operate/work' and within this -- not more participate in the designed programming of the mind -- but express you in self honesty in the moment. Who you are at this moment may indeed be a robotic software engineered program or you might actually be able to direct you, to assist and support you to no more only be this 'robotic software engineered program' and express and experience and discover who you really are..."

DO IT yourself for yourself as you as life!!! Start blog, stop lieing, open yourself, share yourself, understand yourself, face yourself, stop yourself for a moment to start LIVING.  less

Life as breath as onness and equality as your essence.

I am here. For a hard time to come.

my first song!
a study of human nature...
i wrote the lyrics as a study to the words psyche, psychic, psychedelic, psychology, psychosis, psychotic - the apparent mystery of "PSYCHE"... stop abuse,   more...stop blame -stand up and LIVE!
music & vocals: bella
engineering: fidelis spies (www.youtube.com/FidelisSpies)

PSYCH

psychotic thoughts in my mind
drive the hell right out of my psyche
i guess you would call that abuse
psychological terms that you'd use
well you may be right but i will not
let go of this freedom i fought for

this psychosis is real, it is here
and yeah it's the only thing i hear
psychotic thoughts through my mind
drive the hell out of me and my psyche

i wanna get out but i don't
in a way that would be self-affront
i would have to admit i was wrong
no no no i will stay in my world
i'll stay here in the psychics of fear
and i don't want you anywhere near

i wanna get out but i don't
no no no i will stay in MY world
i'll stay here in the psychics of fear
and i don't want you anywhere near

- this is MY mind and i choose
to be what you call self-abuse
psychedelic demons in me
they speak through my mouth and i see
how they look through my eyes unto me
how i look through my eyes unto me

who am i in this psych world of mine
in this psychosis i call divine?
who am i in this psych world of mine
this psychosis i call divine?
...................................................
www.bellaLIVE.multiply.com
www.desteni.co.za  less

We are words

We are words

Fuzzy logic systems
I quoted some technical documentation from here:
http://www.seattlerobotics.org/encoder/mar98/fuz/flindex.html

The Matrix has you..
Humans are A.I.
What is self-honesty?
The question in   more...every moment, here, now, about am I this artificial system as thoughts, feelings, emotions, definied by words, and those are programmed by mathematical equations - or I am life as breath as onness and equality as all?
The answer is the moment,
the answer is self-honesty,
the answer is the standing up,
the answer is the breath.
Start self-honesty as breath NOW to birth LIFE!
[ (more) YOU (less) ]
----STOP THE MIND----
(there is only one mind exists - all linked)  less

Fuzzy logic systems
I quoted some technical documentation from here:
http://www.seattlerobotics.org/encoder/mar98/fuz/flindex.html

The Matrix has you..
Humans are A.I.
What is self-honesty?
The question in   more...every moment, here, now, about am I this artificial system as thoughts, feelings, emotions, definied by words, and those are programmed by mathematical equations - or I am life as breath as onness and equality as all?
The answer is the moment,
the answer is self-honesty,
the answer is the standing up,
the answer is the breath.
Start self-honesty as breath NOW to birth LIFE!
[ (more) YOU (less) ]
----STOP THE MIND----
(there is only one mind exists - all linked)  less

Stop it, be self-honest.
Every single human being is responsible for the current situation of the world.
STOP this -- STOP the MIND
Self-honesty is the key
Self-forgiveness is the tool.
Breathing is LIFE.

I am here

Solutions...

Breath In Every Moment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2Tj0Lq1gdI
Self-Forgiveness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNhfkz7Aa0Q
Self-Honesty
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIWepzy2KwE
Self-Trust As   more...Self-Honesty
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1TWCArCoX0
Oneness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfyoqBIEFCg
Equality
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEH-Hpv6I1k
Realizing That Fear Sucks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dc2m9lTnJ_o

System Demons...

Information Demon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mDfG6UF2H0
Trust Demon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUKmKAYy7RA
Wisdom Demon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4mXpvG-Qhw

Designs...

Respect
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udp5_vAmQnw
Polarity
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMtHL0nn1JA

Music...

A Cup Is Just a Cup - Matti Freeman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlH22kZFwf8
Prison of Words - Jorn Vince Hardus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZpfod6dA6U
Breath Walking - Lets stop Talking
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPJ0_8EUgg4

Funny !...

In MY opinion!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy7KL-8vNdE

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is laughter real or just a program

For further Information, Perspectives and Questions visit the Desteni-Website or Desteni-Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za and http://www.desteni.co.za/forum

Discussing experience living and principled living. Is there a principle within Ascension that supports Life? Or is Ascension an experience created within self interest?

Am I living according to a need to generate and maintain certain experiences as energy in order to be 'who I am', therein existing in constant self interest, desire and fear of loss? Do my experiences   more...as 'who I am' actually support me, support others, support Life? What is the only real principle that I am able to stand as for eternity, wherein no matter what happens, who I am will not change? What is my only real choice at the moment?  less

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Fuckk youuuuuu. No no, not you.

ALGERIA GENOCIDE BY FRANCE AND HONESTY OF THE TURKS

Do We Really Know Eachother??
What about the sox all over the place??
And a Serious Question.

Kathy discusses Black American women and their attitudes towards themselves and dating. Her candid (but brutally honest) comments are not always pleasing but, she said, they are always true. What do you   more...think?  less