That's the video... k?

Dedicated to everyone who has ever called another individual an EMO LOSER!

For El Daveed

The only additional audio added is the music by Kevin McLeod. All the bird noises etc. were recorded live.

Inspired by some goings on in the stickam room of Matt (he played "Eye of The Tiger" and everything): http://www.stickam.com/profile/massaar6 http://www.youtube.com/massaar6 I also blame it   more...on a youth spent playing Street Fighter II SE as Chun Li.  less

Like Sands Through An Hourglass... so are the days of our lives. Or something.

Alternative Title: PlaysNiceWithRazors. lol

Silliness ensues.

I'm new to livevideo... and Pimpinpricey wanted a minute of madness! So I decided to do a montage of the best of the WORST YouTube moments. Yes, not as entertaining as one might think. lol

Just an excuse to get out of the house, really.

Hope you enjoy!

Can I be honest? My intention was just to write out the words to "It's A Heartache" for my blog entry tonight. It seems befittingl Can I be honest? My intention was just to write out the words   more...to "It's A Heartache" for my blog entry tonight. It seems befittingly melancholy. It matches my mood and the vacant stare in my eyes.  less

I'm trying not to move
it's just your ghost passing through
- Putting The Damage On, Tori Amos

Everything is double sided. The things that bring you the most pleasure in the world can also be the bearer   more...of the greatest pain. I realise that now. Truthfully I have no idea what to do with such 'wisdom,' beyond commit it to blogform.

I need to stop thinking. That is what I need more than anything. Because my thoughts are merciless. They are so pointed, so direct. And I cannot appease them. There is a weak little voice inside my head that says, "I don't know the answers." But a much louder one that can only speculate. It drives me crazy. It makes me feel worthless. It takes every action of every person who has ever encountered me to support its general premise.

And in a funny, and perhaps poetic, way... it starts answering the questions with further questions.

"Why don't they like you?"
"Well why would they?"

And all the positive self-talk in the world doesnt change the facts. You're not here with me. You're not here with me because you didn't want to be. Because you didn't love me.

And beyond that... I have no idea.  less