yet another original

my newest song of 2008

my first professional video shoot

this is a little ditty came up with in 5 minute... (more)
Added: 11/12/07
this is a little ditty came up with in 5 minutes...G C D progression , not very original...

i try to be the better man
ive done   more...what i can do
dont think where i stand
is where you want me to
i'll just come running for you
when you turn your back on me
i will not give up
till there aint no life left in me

i wanted to be average
just a normal man
why cant i be that
i just cant understand
just want climb out of my shell
and keep running past the door
and i'll keep running
till i just cant breathe anymore

my future is uncertain
with what i want to do
toil away my life
to find out what is true
but i aint gonna go back
i'll keep trudging on and on
on through the hard times until i see the sun..oh yea

jesse stutsman 2007  less

my newest tune

why are you looking at me now...right now...rightnow
what did i do what did i say...to get you down toget you down

but i know that its gonna be ok
if we can last another day...in this hell were living in
  more...
do you think that i'm about ....to leave you now...to leave you now
where would i go what would i do...without you...oh no

but i know that its gonna be ok
if we can last another day...in this hell were living in

always angry at now..tell me why...tell me why
what can i do to change your mind...tell me how  less

2 songs of mine performed live for the first time

you say that i should write a happy song, and thats what i'm tryin to do
i'm gonna hide all my insides and show my smiling face for you
just for you, oh for all of you

can't let the real me out,
gotta keep   more...him buried deep inside

I don't wanna burdon other people with the problems that i have
i'd rather just keep it to myself
then give it to somebody else
but i know, i will overflow

can't let the real me out
gotta keep him buried deep inside

i think that i tell too many things
that people just shouldnt know
it all comes out in the lyrics, for what reason i dont know
in my closet...i want skeletons too

can't let the real me out
gotta keep him buried deep inside  less

ou think you really know me
but you don't, no you don't
you want to understand me
but you wont....no you wont

now i know how it feels
to be the sanest one in the room

i wanted isolation, leave me, alone
but   more...then when i had it, i got trapped, inside myself

now i know how it feels
to be the sanest one in the room

what have i done...to my family...
should i have stayed and tried to fight  less

here is my latest original song...hope those of you that watch it will enjoy

i know most of you wont watch this because there isnt a bigtime musicians name attached to it...which i find kinda sad....but thats ok...we all love whats familiar to us...but i guess it would be nice   more...if some of us would open our minds to something new  less

hich direction am i going in
is everything i do for naught, its all for naught

you say i'm living in a fantasy
well what has reality done for me, not that much

sometimes i just want to give up
but the fire   more...inside burns to bright
and it burns me up

i'm in a hole and i cant get out
and nobody hears me scream and shout
and i know that you dont really care
i'd rather die down here, then the live the life up there

i just dont know what i'm doing wrong
i dont wanna sing this lonely song, no not for long

i can see the hatred in your eyes
the part of you i know you cant disguise, not from me  less

this is a terrible song..i just thought i should make a record of it that it exists

heres a song i wrote a few days ago...it aint great

live from the haunted hayride

an original...that may not sound original...who knows

i'm not allowed to sing this song
cuz i might say something wrong...about you
i'll sing of dreams and fairy tales
wonderful times we shall regale...oh   more...yea

everytime i open up...you shut me down and block me out

i cannot tell you how i feel
cuz in your mind thats just too real..for you to hear
dont want you dirty laundry aired
and to you its just not fair...reality

i guess there aint too much to do
ive done it all and now i'm through
what can i do
everything i did was wrong, i couldnt sing that happy song  less

this is one of those songs that just suddenly emerge from the depths of the darkest places my life can go...in a flash it was written....the emotion still pouring from it....good or bad...it just is

look   more...at me
all scratched and bruised as you can see
the scars on the inside their not for you their just for me
over and over the same old thing
i cant get away it keeps on following me
i'll keep on playing with the same two chords
cuz i broke my finger and i cant play no more
woulda been so easy--woulda been so easy
i'f i'd takin that little pill---three times daily
but i gave it a fight and i had to resist
when i punched that wall i think i broke my wrist  less

an original song , with the addition to aarythmics arrangement and instrumentation, and jixbeatz remix..

heres a cover of a classic clapton tune

heres a song i did with my daughter savanah age 11...she sings on the chorus section...sorry shes shy and i'm a loud mouth...usually she belts it out...but shes a bit camerashy yet

ok this is probably going to be my last video on lv...theres just not enough interest on this site to continue posting

heres one of the few nirvana songs i play

here's a song i wrote about youtube...hope you like it

heres a tune by silverchair