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| FEAR Chronicles Invitation to Fear 1 04:52<b>JUNE 11th- The first of many vids on Fear of Intimacy- FINALLY!!!</b> WHat a MONSTER project that was! But I'm the better for it. ____________________________________________ I'm focusing more...(mostly) on 10 fears this year (see "Top 10 Fears for 2008).Each will be preceded by an invitation to submit your thoughts in video form or in text to possibly be included in the next fear vid about that particular fear. This is the first one. ____________________________________ Here are the questions: * Do you fear intimacy? * Do you fear love? * Do you have a hard time with relationships? * What IS intimacy? * What are the elements of healthy intimacy? * Can you be healthy and be single? * Can you evolve spiritually in a relationship as much as you can as a single person? * Is intimacy love? Is it sex? Is it love and sex? * What is love? * Does romantic love exist? _____________________________________ Pick one or all! There's no deadline since this is an ongoing thing. less Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic invitation to fear Category: Video Blogs Views: 446 Comments: 99 Added: Feb 13, 08 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| Fear of Intimacy 11:42Happiness: What's love got to do with it. For some people a lot; for others, not at all. Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic fear of intimacy Category: Video Blogs Views: 72 Comments: 3 Added: Feb 17, 08 By: radiokellia  | |
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| The Fear Chronicles Introduction to the Fear of Intimacy Series 05:31Holy bejeezus, this took forever- sorry to those people who submitted vids back in 1998, but it took a long time for a good reason. Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic fear of intimacy Category: Video Blogs Views: 462 Comments: 106 Added: Jun 12, 08 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles What Fear Did 03:58Fear can make you a stranger to yourself. This was what I needed to say in response to seeing the movie, "The Brave One" with Jodie Foster. It's all about how fear in the form of rage can change more...you. To me, the title of the movie is ironic, but the audience seemed not to think so.
The scenes here are from that movie. less Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic the brave one Category: Video Blogs Views: 925 Comments: 87 Added: Nov 2, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles COLLECTIVE FEAR the MOVIE Without Introduction) 08:21This is a LiveVideo community montage of fears. It's a gift to you all to show my appreciation for all you've taught me on the journey, so far. "The Fear Chronicles" has become much more than more...just me exploring the topic of fears.
This community, in all its collective wisdom and heart, has given me the light in which to pierce through the darkness into fear itself- doing so with humor, fierce intensity, the courage to take risks, the courage to be vulnerable, and the desire to connect with others on a much deeper level so as to push aside fear and speak from a place of love.
Thanks, all. Syd
FEATURED IN THIS VIDEO: alaskainmydreams alexusmalibu Ameh78 ausanese axegrinder01 BlancheNoE bluga BradThunder Chig DaDuck gabrielized huneebee1 IAmAnaBerry knightchik KraevA Marhita84 mercofspeech Moonchimes PnkDragn Ravensinger ReluctantRedneck SlickJimmy TheBlessedBlogger threeheadedbaby tommy30507 torigirl35 totalmess Traegorn twinkle38
VIDEOs ATTACHED TO “What Are Your Fears”: *Please know that if your video wasn't a part of the movie, it was a sound issue (background noises or other music), or it was wholly visual and couldn't be clipped without its context.
Bettyboop2cute CoolyThat CreaturesFarley curt433 downwithborgs draupnir2005 Dugalwest EyeNetaSeeMore FattyFFO genghis6199 HUTHEMIGHTY irony Lankyviktor LtAdams2247 mrsmokidd PastaBaby soho StillJoesGirl suzecue72 Talonhardin TinkerTailorSoldierSpy Tobie2 tdg143 UberGringo VioletKitty411 viper231 ZachScott
SPECIAL THANKS: Sm0ky, for the photo-montage
MUSIC: “Evanstar” from Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers less Tags: lvbiansynic fear chronicles collective wisdom community fear project Category: Video Blogs Views: 875 Comments: 37 Added: Mar 5, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| FEAR 03:53I FEAR HATE Tags: fear fear chronicles hate prejudice Category: People Views: 422 Comments: 4 Added: Feb 15, 07 By: STILLJOESGIRL  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles Fear amp Hope in The 911 Art of Children 05:47What do you suppose it's like being a child in what seems like the Age of Global Terrorism? Their art speaks volumes. Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic children terrorism 911 september 11 Category: Video Blogs Views: 908 Comments: 108 Added: Sep 11, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| Corkys Poem Time 2 LVbianSynicThe FEAR Chronicles COLLECTIVE FEAR the MOVIE with Intro) 19:50Fear poem Tags: fear poem the fear chronicles collective fear the movie with intro Category: Arts & Animation Views: 64 Comments: 1 Added: Apr 9, 07 By: 0Corky0madejustforyou  | |
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| What I fear 10:15Migraines... destroyer of life. Tags: migraines fear fear chronicles lvbiansynic Category: Video Blogs Views: 105 Comments: 15 Added: Mar 6, 07 By: dancingsprite  | |
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| My Fear A video response to LVbianSynic 07:56My fear...... Tags: bradthunder lvbiansynic fear chronicles Category: Video Blogs Views: 241 Comments: 15 Added: Mar 1, 07 By: BradThunder  | |
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| The Fear Chronicles My fears yikes I cant believe I did this! 06:49Finally, I made my additions to Syd's Fear Chronicles! Tags: fear lbviancynic the fear chronicles Category: People Views: 74 Comments: 5 Added: Feb 25, 07 By: LifesLikeThat  | |
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| Fear Response 03:18my fear story Tags: ubergringo lvbiansynic fear fear chronicles monsters Category: Video Blogs Views: 70 Comments: 2 Added: Feb 9, 07 By: UberGringo | |
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| Re What Do You Fear? 00:51A video response to LVbianSynic. Tags: fear fear chronicles lvbiansynic Category: Video Comments Views: 105 Comments: 7 Added: Feb 4, 07 By: Traegorn  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles What if. 01:17Fear 101: "The Three Levels of Fear" An encapsulation of "Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway" by Susan Jeffers, the first of many books I'm reading on the nature of fear. Self-help stuff more...is not my cup of tea- I tend to get what I need from the first two chapters and the rest is all fluff. I found the levels of fears to be comforting for some reason- perhaps at the thought of being able to categorize them, implying we had the upper hand and could shuffle them like a freakin' deck of cards. I like the idea that if I could just believe that I can handle ANYthing that comes my way, then all other fears could be proven baseless. If I look at my life, I could see that and know it, yet those stubborn fears remain. Curiosities now, as a result of seeing many of my fears crowded into "level 2"- the nature of ego. I need to list my fears- the ones I'm aware of, anyway. less Tags: fears fear chronicles lvbiansynic ego fear levels feel the fear susan jeffers Category: Video Blogs Views: 460 Comments: 22 Added: Feb 3, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| Fear Chronicles Fear of Personae I am ALL This and Quite Possibly Even More) 13:18This was in response to a video Tree put up over on VloggerHeads where she talks a little about our identities, that we are a hundred people at any time... It's long, I know, but it got a surprising more...amount of responses over there and so I figured I'd see if anyone bites here, as it is a good addition to the Fear Chronicles. I'll soon be posting the edited stuff again, just so's ya know. less Tags: fear chronicles fear of personae identity selfconcept tree lvbiansynic Category: Video Blogs Views: 188 Comments: 39 Added: Sep 1, 08 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| Fear of Intimacy Reply Version Two 06:54This is in response to LVibianSynic's Invitation to Fear #1: Fear of Intimacy. My first video response didn't upload properly so this is the second attempt. So cross your fingers..... Tags: lvibiansynic fear chronicles invitation to fear 1 fear of intimacy nimblethimble Category: Video Comments Views: 93 Comments: 14 Added: Feb 19, 08 By: NimbleThimble  | |
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| Diving Into The Wreck 05:22This is my mantra. Generally, the poem is interpreted as a feminist call for women to rediscover their authentic selves outside the roles given them by a largely patriarchal society. However, I put it in more...the context of my own life, as someone who basically lives in a reflective stance, always willing to mine the past for treasures, while choosing not to live there.
While I appreciate and understand Rich's intent, I don't see the meaning as being valuable only to women.
It's for anyone who's not afraid of the darkness, and can see the book of myths for what it is.
<b>Diving Into The Wreck</b> by Adrienne Rich
<i>First having read the book of myths, and loaded the camera, and checked the edge of the knife-blade, I put on the body-armor of black rubber the absurd flippers the grave and awkward mask. I am having to do this not like Cousteau with his assiduous team aboard the sun-flooded schooner but here alone.
There is a ladder. The ladder is always there hanging innocently close to the side of the schooner. We know what it is for, we who have used it. Otherwise it is a piece of maritime floss some sundry equipment.
I go down. Rung after rung and still the oxygen immerses me the blue light the clear atoms of our human air. I go down. My flippers cripple me, I crawl like an insect down the ladder and there is no one to tell me when the ocean will begin.
First the air is blue and then it is bluer and then green and then black I am blacking out and yet my mask is powerful it pumps my blood with power the sea is another story the sea is not a question of power I have to learn alone to turn my body without force in the deep element.
And now: it is easy to forget what I came for among so many who have always lived here swaying their crenellated fans between the reefs and besides you breathe differently down here.
I came to explore the wreck. The words are purposes. The words are maps. I came to see the damage that was done and the treasures that prevail. I stroke the beam of my lamp slowly along the flank of something more permanent than fish or weed
the thing I came for: the wreck and not the story of the wreck the thing itself and not the myth the drowned face always staring toward the sun the evidence of damage worn by salt and away into this threadbare beauty the ribs of the disaster curving their assertion among the tentative haunters.
This is the place. And I am here, the mermaid whose dark hair streams black, the merman in his armored body. We circle silently about the wreck we dive into the hold. I am she: I am he
whose drowned face sleeps with open eyes whose breasts still bear the stress whose silver, copper, vermeil cargo lies obscurely inside barrels half-wedged and left to rot we are the half-destroyed instruments that once held to a course the water-eaten log the fouled compass
We are, I am, you are by cowardice or courage the one who find our way back to this scene carrying a knife, a camera a book of myths in which our names do not appear.</i> less Tags: diving into the wreck adrienne rich poem lvbiansynic fear chronicles Category: Video Blogs Views: 2,060 Comments: 96 Added: Oct 20, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles34 Fear of Happiness Part 4 quotAfterThoughtsquot; 04:45Part 4, final in the series Thoughts after coming back from a first big step toward a dream - a writer's group. __________________________ FEAR of HAPPINESS, the Series: Part 1- An invitation from a successful more...writer (writes for a living) to join a writer's group brings to the surface a fear of...success? failure..? Not sure...
Part 2- I go looking for some answers in the self-help section of the books store
Part 3- Before the first meeting of the writer's group, I ask myself what I want from it
Part 4- Reflections after having returned from the first meeting. less Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic success failure dreams writing writing group Category: Video Blogs Views: 365 Comments: 39 Added: Jun 3, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles 32 Fear of Happiness Part 2 quotPicking The Lock for Answersquot; 03:34Part 2 wherein I do a little fieldwork at the bookstore in search of the source of my angst and a way to break past patterns where I kicked opportunity to the sidewalk when it knocked on my door. Some context: more... In part 1, I explain how a big opportunity has come along and with it, so has a rising sense of fear that I may fail in the endeavor. Part 4: "AfterThoughts" __________________________
FEAR of HAPPINESS, the Series:
Part 1- An invitation from a successful writer (writes for a living) to join a writer's group brings to the surface a fear of...success? failure..? Not sure...
Part 2- I go looking for some answers in the self-help section of the books store
Part 3- Before the first meeting of the writer's group, I ask myself what I want from it
Part 4- Reflections after having returned from the first meeting. less Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic books fear of failure success writing anxiety opportunity holy sht i dont want to mess up this time! Category: Video Blogs Views: 1,180 Comments: 100 Added: May 25, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| Re Fear Chronicles Using Your Own Voice! 14:15*WARNING* LONG VIDEO...HANG IN THERE BABY! THANKS FOR WATCHING! Tags: lvbiansynic fear chronicles freedom expression voice elminer torigirl35 livevideo youtube sharing Category: Video Comments Views: 63 Comments: 17 Added: May 24, 07 By: torigirl35  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles27 Fear of the Con Part III quotKnowledgeArmorquot; 04:00Part 3 of 4 in a series. Some of my passion for learning and for knowledge is derived from my fear of being ignorant or my fear of not knowing enough to be able to safe-guard myself from being taken advantage more...of.
The question for me is, do I fear the con, or do I really fear my own innocense in the face of hidden agendas. If I could change my trusting nature, though, I wouldn't.
Part I- "The King of Con" Part II- "Land of Hidden Agendas" Part III- "Knowledge=Armor?" Part IV-"Virtual Betrayals"
This series addresses my fears of being conned and how it manifests as a desire to know as much as I can to protect myself against my own innocense and trust in others. When I experience betrayal, I lose trust in my own instincts, so I steel myself up with as much information as possible and constantly seek to understand the motivations of others.
All the music is from the soundtrack to the movie "I Am Sam" by John Powell less Tags: fear chronicles lvbiansynic innocense trust Category: Video Blogs Views: 218 Comments: 49 Added: Apr 6, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles26 Fear of the Con Part II quotLand of Hidden Agendasquot; 03:20Part 2 of 4 in a series. I try to explain how my fear of being conned often manifests as a knee-jerk reaction to be fierce, to fight, and to self-preserve. Part I- "The King of Con" Part II- "Land more...of Hidden Agendas" Part III- "Knowledge=Armor?" Part IV-"Virtual Betrayals"
This series addresses my fears of being conned and how it manifests as a desire to know as much as I can to protect myself against my own innocense and trust in others. When I experience betrayal, I lose trust in my own instincts, so I steel myself up with as much information as possible and constantly seek to understand the motivations of others.
All the music is from the soundtrack to the movie "I Am Sam" by John Powell less Tags: fear chronicles trust betrayal con lvbiansynic Category: Video Blogs Views: 261 Comments: 40 Added: Apr 6, 07 By: LVbianSynic  | |
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| re Collective Wisdom 02:10For Syd: "I never wanted to be different. I just wanted to be me." Tags: lvbiansynic collective wisdom the fear chronicles quotes mufkin Category: Video Comments Views: 62 Comments: 8 Added: Mar 21, 07 By: mufkin  | |
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| The FEAR Chronicles Collective Wisdom My Favorites 00:54Here are a few of my favorite quotes to add to Syd's collection! Tags: lvbiansynic quotes collective wisdom fear chronicles Category: People Views: 72 Comments: 2 Added: Mar 18, 07 By: LifesLikeThat  | |
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