well i just wanted to share all of this with you wonderful people...if it is too much of a downer for my Channel please let me know and i will remove it! love to you all xxxx

clip from the film waking life

my life.. i went back and watched my passed videos... this is what i wanted to really show everyone

Feelings

Feelings

Worthless

I am worthless in the eyes of death,
but i am worth alot in the eyes of the ones that love me.
I have failed to become the one i want to be, but yet i am someone so much more.
I have no looks to   more...flaunt, but then again if i have what it takes to get noticed.
There is always something i see in the mirror when i have a look that i dont like.
But there is also something hidden behind those looks that i truly love.
I have a heart that has been broken time and time again,
but still i always have room for one more in it.
I have a life that i so often wanted out of, but now i am glad i never did.
I have a person that made me hate him so much,
but because of him i have the best thing in the world a son.
Someone ones had my love but lost it, and with that i found the true love of my life.
I have a wall around me when it comes to getting hurt,
but yet i seem to hurt myself more with that wall.
I have no friends around me,
but then again i have so many they are just a bit further away.
The love that i have in my heart can be lost, but not forever.
I can never forget what people do, but i can forgive them for what they did.
I feel lonely in my deepest thoughts, but i always seem to search for them.
I have not helped many people, still i know i have it in me to help so many.
I can feed of other peoples fears,
only to save them in me so the people wont be scared anymore.
I dont have much of a liking of myself, but for some reason others seem to love me.
Why do i feel like i dont reach, and others tell me i do?
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dreaming

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Life, a dance with death. Life is movement. Movement is change. I rejoice in feeling my body and world changing. Some objects make me feel like a supernatural creature. What is as it was?

A bit of song and dance and thought about how it is when I struggle to feel good. As it is with life, I couldn't resist mixing in some disturbing images. No, I do not make a habit of playing with dolls.   more...I do buy and sell them and other items when an opportunity presents itself.  less

My comment to ExoticPain's question

que fue toshi ya fuisteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee n pudiste con el dreamer power que paso te comiste una caja enterita de chelas eso te intoxico jajajajaja.

this is response to morfeene's video "what's on my mind".

What is life worth living

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JOHN MAYER

SELENA

Fantastic music

just fun

Intro on myself and how I feel about this site so far.

Blah High quality

This is my favorite song from Blondie

Awww so cute.