World living On the Edge.

GOTHIC PICTURES

Gothic pictures

This is a song I wrote for a very special someone...I put it down as a demo one warm July day a few years back..my very talented and beautiful Friend Mejpye (Jenny) took the track and swirled images around   more...it..the result to me is more beautiful then I could have imagined..I thank you for that Jenny...hope you all enjoy it.....Bernie.  less

Living For Ourselves

This is just a small way to say thank you to all the people here who have befriended me, and subscribed to my channel and helped make Double Back Alley get seen.
This video is not set in any particular   more...order, it's just a way to show some thanks!
cheers Tom  less

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2. Make a video about your health-related goals
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5. Participate by offering words of encouragement   more...and feedback to your fellow crew members
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25 February 2009 - Talking Secret Mind: Channels - Text

Okay, let’s look at talking Boldly. If one go and do some Research around the World, everywhere, you’ll find an interesting thing: The only point   more...I could find that is not done anywhere in the World, is what we are doing now - by having people visit here and actually live normally, like, with us, and especially with Sunette or the dimensionals – whoever is in the body for the day. No-where in the World is that done – ever wondered why? It’s fascinating, because the being that ‘channels’ normally is a different being. Meaning, when they ‘channel’ – they ‘channel’ for an hour or two hours maybe max.- and then that...then they return to their ‘normal life’. And their ‘normal life’ do not fit in with any of the words that say...that has been spoken through the ‘channel’, because those words are very similar to the style of the ‘Bible’ – isn’t it? If you look at the ‘channelled’ messages: It follows some ‘higher message’ and tell you to aspire for something wonderful once you leave the Earth. It tells you to “love everybody”, but not anything Practical in terms of: What does it really mean – how do you actually solve the problem of starvation in the World? Which is quite simple, because it is a Money-problem. It’s a greed-problem and it’s a control-problem. It’s a power-problem – it’s not a problem that cannot be solved. “Where there’s a Will there’s a Way” –but there’s no Will so therefore there’s no way. Therefore one will have to ‘bring forth’ / ‘create’ the World to make a change in terms of money. But that is the... the only thing I could find that would be something that is not normally done was to have people visit. And fascinatingly...one don’t realize it where you maybe stay for three months and then six months or, some come back, and... it’s so normal. You wouldn’t think there’s ‘dead’ people walking amongst you. It’s just like, normal. You don’t ...you’re not always sure even which ‘dead’ person is here now because, You can hear if it’s like, Jack or Lilly or – or when it’s ‘female’ or a ‘male’, you know. You can see in their style, if it’s Veno - he likes to, what, he likes to chat, and some is really serious and they just get on with it and don’t say a word, and they just sit there, type away, like, as if it never ends. And, yeah, it’s very fascinating.

http://www.desteni.co.za Interview with Bernard on Desteni Farm  less

We're at THQ's event for the premiere of their new video game Stuntman: Ignition. World famous stunt drivers, Russ Swift and Sam Hubinette, perform wild stunts atop a 6 story parking structure.

funny halloween vid

Music written and performed by my friend Bernie. (BernieCU2 on YT--he has another song on his channel there you should check out!)
Let me know what you think of it! :)

soft meets hard

My thoughts on Anna Nicole Smith and life in general

happy Bday X

MATTER is what matter - Physical ACTION

To sit on knowledge will have no impact

To speak beautiful words will not transform the worlds

For Change to happen

Man has to stop in All Ways

As Who he is

As Who he   more...has become

Tranform his nature

which is self- interest

in form of abuse

to be able to fuse

with Life Equal and One

To stand as True Man

How to stand as True Man?

Self-Forgiveness and Self-Honesty

To for the first time

Stop myself and set a line

And as I forgive myself

for what i have done

To myself as all Life equal and one

I will see the ban

that I spoke to myself

in form of a spell

that caused me to be traped

in a belief that I have to reach and connect with God

And live my Life for a purpose and reason

Throughout All Season

In the hope to find God and connect with him

So that he forgive my sin

Why do i not realize

that i am Here

but exist in constant fear ?

Why do I want to leave this world?

To reach the heavens?

And be in Gods Kingdom?

And leave All behind that is of Physical Matter

That caused my Life on Earth to shatter

Why do I not see

that I am the cause of this Brutal Sea

that is called 'Life on Earth' ?

Why do I not hear myself

but bear with me the burden of Self

that I carry around for eaons of time

Is it because I have set no line?

To my existece

as the 'Who I am' ?

But exist as the same Self

over and over again

The same experiences

from one life to another

never reaching the end

no matter how i try to mend

Is it because I search for Self

somewhere there in a God ?

I am tired of this walk..

I am tired of this talk..

I speak and speak...

But never reach the peak..

I do not want anymore..

I am tired of this Search..

I stop..

Then i see..

Hey !

I am Here !

I was Always Here !

But I missed myself through the search of me

in another to be

Man !

I was so blind !

To believe I can find

Myself

In a God

Seperate from Me

I never saw me

I never heared me

Ringing the bell

Saying

'Hello I am HERE !'

Now I see

Why I am Here

In this Life

I have tried so often to exist this world

In each Life

over and over again

To leave this hell of a place

For heaven to face

And experience a form of grace

And leave and forgett the Physical World on Earth

For ever more

to never again get so sore

This was my Demise !

In trying to flee from The Matter

that causes all to shatter

Now i see why

And i see that heaven is not the place

where I am 'supposed' to go

I will never leave this place

This Existence on the EARTH

Where I return each time I want to leave

Because it is my BIRTH

where I will WILL myself

To live without a reason

In EVERY SEASON

in to eternety

To once and for ALL

End the Spell

that caused us to be

a slave to fee

in form of Money and Energy

Now I see 'Who I am'

And i see what I need to do


To be HERE in the MATTER

and END ALL SHATTER

Because untill I do this

I will never be Free


And I now see that Heaven is not my place

It is Here

Where I am Now

On the Earth

This is my place

Where I - myself will face

What I have done

And deceide whether I will stop

And on the Earth

Birth myself

as Life

As All Equal and One

or

Whether I will not

and cause myself another spell

Where I will be trapped

not seeing

not hearing

not knowing

Who i am

Where i am

Why I am

Here i see that my 'chance'

to destroy the fence

that I build around me

trapping me in a MIND-See

Where I see through the MIND

In believe I have soemthing to find

As I stop this

I see DIRECT

I see What is HERE

And ALL I can see...

Is FEAR..

In FEAR I have spited all Life

In FEAR I have been abusing all Life

In FEAR I have not stood up   less

yes, where would i be without my precious drama to keep me busy (i think thats how i stay thin actually, haha)

**Brand New**

Song: Boy Brushed Red Living in Black and White
Artist: Underoath
Theme: Zutara

No vacation anymore back to school

NEW MONEY - test your FREE WILL! www.desteni-money.net www.desteni.co.za

I talk about the weird world of Second Life.

Try and answer just one ?.

For further Information, Perspectives and Questions visit the Desteni-Website or Desteni-Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za and http://www.desteni.co.za/forum

Am I living according to a need to generate and maintain certain experiences as energy in order to be 'who I am', therein existing in constant self interest, desire and fear of loss? Do my experiences   more...as 'who I am' actually support me, support others, support Life? What is the only real principle that I am able to stand as for eternity, wherein no matter what happens, who I am will not change? What is my only real choice at the moment?  less

living after midnight