Haunted Lives, forget the Haunted House,,,, You need freedom from sin!

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could   more...learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
Be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm fallin’ in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

[Into The Ocean lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm fallin’ in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down
Let the rain come down


Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow, yeah
Just to prove that I knew how, yeah
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all

[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down
Let the rain come down


Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
I thought of just your face  less

(”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
I was just calling to see how you ware doing.
You sounded really uptight last night.
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well...   more...it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
You know I love you, and...
Take care honey
I know you're under a lot of pressure.
See ya. Bye bye”)

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you

[Children voices:]
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
I can't believe you actually picked me

[Girl:] Hey Justin! [x12]
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A poem written to accompany LemKuiper's "October Day".
Hear more of Lem's music at LiveVideo/Lem.
<b>October Day

Soft, diffused…

Yellows and reds
far overhead
hint at sunlight
clinging to colors
  more...still within reach.

Prelude to winter’s gray.


Copyright 2007
Ken Gierke  less

Since October plays at Lakewood Ranch in Bradenton, Fl.

To make your Vermont wedding unique consider having hot air balloon rides, fireworks, outdoor barbeques and horse rides in the warmer months. Imagine having your wedding in a perfect Vermont country farm   more...location, you can have the perfect wedding venue.  less

My brother died on October 20,1975 in the Army,this show is for him.Tale of the Black Wedding Dress and music

hi everyone sharing my thoughts, feelings, and stuff that's been going on and my thoughts on LV.

My Never- Blue October at a concert called The Breaking Dawn Concert Series. (A concert given for the release of the final book in the twighlight series, called Breaking Dawn) He is singing a song that   more...won't be released until March 2009. The is the lead singer Justin Furstenfeld from Blue October.  less

Academy Award-Winning Filmmaker Michael Moore on the Election, the Bailout, Healthcare, and 10 Proposed Decrees From a New White House

Expanded Books - October 16, 2008 - Lisa See

Max Blumenthal on Sarah Palin’s Radical Right-Wing Pals and Her Ties to the Pro-Secessionist Alaskan Independence Party. Former McCain Supporter Accuses the Senator of "Deliberately Feeding the   more...Most Unhinged Elements of Our Society the Red Meat of Hate". Robert Parry: Why Are McCain Backers So Angry?  less

Tok Tok Tok Isang Milyon October 12

A message from the Federation of Light has been channeled regarding a huge Lightship that shall be visible in our skies on October 14th 2008.

At the request of several subscribers and friends on you tube,   more...Magenta Pixie brings forward information from the Collective, Consciousness of Nine on this subject.

The following dialogue from the video is very important and anyone wishing to manifest a sighting of this Lightship in their reality must understand  less

Vlog

animal rescue, Lance Armstrong and Movie reviews for this week. My guest this week is a close friend who was the reason I started this report.

Vlog

Miscellaneous vlogging.

ROCK

Coming October 2008

Duke tries the song "Into The Ocean" made famous by Blue October

This is one of my favorite AMVs that I made THIS VIDEO IS FAN BASED AND IS   more...NOT ASSOCIETED WITH THE MUSICAL OR VIDEO COMPANY IN ANYWAY (more)  less

Mayor's Round Table

Back in October 20th of 2007 I went bowling with Kim's family, and my brother and I got a strike on lane 1 in Worcester Colonial Bowling Center. Enjoy and comment me.