yikes...high heels

I haven't been feeling well lately, so the doctor did a blood test. It scared me so much I fainted! I'm such a baby.

Fear 101: "The Three Levels of Fear"
An encapsulation of "Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway" by Susan Jeffers, the first of many books I'm reading on the nature of fear. Self-help stuff   more...is not my cup of tea- I tend to get what I need from the first two chapters and the rest is all fluff. I found the levels of fears to be comforting for some reason- perhaps at the thought of being able to categorize them, implying we had the upper hand and could shuffle them like a freakin' deck of cards.
I like the idea that if I could just believe that I can handle ANYthing that comes my way, then all other fears could be proven baseless. If I look at my life, I could see that and know it, yet those stubborn fears remain.
Curiosities now, as a result of seeing many of my fears crowded into "level 2"- the nature of ego.
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I DISCLAIM ALL RIGHTS TO THIS (clips and music)
This is a continuation of the second!

I DISCLAIM ALL RIGHTS TO THIS!! (clips and music)
This is a funny sort of thing since Youtube deleted this I will put it on here! people really like these!

David has given George a deadline to hand over Saya back to the Red Shield. George takes Saya to his family grave to show what happened to her one year ago.

Saya's life has turned upside down since her last encounter with a Chiropteran

The curtain rises and the world-wide satellite broadcast of Diva's concert begins. To stop Amshel's plan to fill the world with chiropterans using the Synchronicity effect of Diva's singing, Saya and   more...Hagi infiltrate the New York Metropolitan Opera House determinated to destroy her once and for all. During a conversation with Amshel, Nathan reveals a surprising secret.  less

I made this for a school project back in... May? I ended up showing my whole class, they liked it. Notice how I didn't even talk about what the book was about. That would be because I got bored and didn't   more...even get half way through it. Still got a great grade on this!  less

when i'm not so tired i'll make a detailed video about what i think. but for now, merry christmas! = ]

George has been transferred secretly to a hidden facility in Yanbaru (Nago), Northern Okinawa under the authority of the American Forces in Okinawa.

George is attacked by the second Chiropteran and is severely wounded. Kai goes off with his father's handgun to track down the monster.

David, Saya and Hagi infiltrate the Yanbaru Centre to rescue George. Meanwhile the Commander of US Forces on Okinawa has authorized surgical bombing of Yanbaru to remove any incriminating evidence.

Saya is given the assignment to infiltrate a Vietnamese boarding school.

David and the others arrive at the Zoo. Solomon confronts Saya with his side of story and tries to convince her to join him.

David and the others arrive at the Red Shield HQ. Kai finds out some shocking truth from Joel's diary. In France, Amshel, Solomon, James and Nathan are deciding the fate of Saya.

Solomon informs David that the Chevaliers are preparing to attack the Red Shield HQ in three days, but Diva has other plans.

While the Red Shield is preparing for another attack by the Schiff, Okamura and Mao suddenly appear.

Saya and her brothers are still shocked by the death of their father.

A little boy thinks he sees blood on his sister, then gets pissed at his dad for not taking him seriously!

review on movie 'blood diamond' and driving in rain and almost crashing

Saya agrees to share her blood with Irene. After drinking her blood, Irene's body begins to crystallize.

it took me longer than usual to make, about 6 hours.....hope you enjoy

High Tide: The Ron Paul Revolution Continues
Grassroots effort stresses continuing the Ron Paul Revolution, restoring the spirit of freedom in the country and turning back the tide of sprawling foreign   more...wars and disastrous economic policy. Grassroots supporter Nate Evans (ArcFx, WeAreChange.org) donated months of work to put together the 3-D promo. <a href="http://www.hightidepromo.com/">See it here</a>
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