One of our young guns team Corbin.

Short breakout run by the Jedi - Team practice at Agua Dolce - 3-2008

Breakout - Team practice at Warped Paintball Park - Dragon in the move

Breakout - Team practice at Warped Paintball Park - Dragon in the move.

He lost his shoes and probably his ego too

my litle jazzy samba solo.mov

A collaboration with LizBizToo: http://www.livevideo.com/LizBizToo

A look at the Freudian theory of the id, the pleasure principle, it's relationship with base human instincts and it's manifestation in   more...what we often tag "evil", and "immoral", all set within a gothic context.

Mon amour.... blood spills from these eyes neath the smudge of bleary stars
Such be the hunger for the kiss of your eternal rest
And forgiveness, like a mother's breast, shall fatten the calf
in witness to the pyre that is the animus of my love

The father's glance will fade, in folly and futility
The infant's cries will vanish on the wings of ageless mercy
And the spirit that fled your pallid cheeks shall flush,
blush once again with the joy that death must bring

That you have chanced,to wit, my abode of dancing shadows
where the shank sinks deep into the sod of broken hearts
so that I may taste the tears that grace your bloodied pillow:
this nectar of dreams once dead so very long ago.  less

A collaboration with Sainter: http://www.livevideo.com/sainter

A look at the Freudian theory of the id, the pleasure principle, it's relationship with base human instincts and it's manifestation in what   more...we tag "evil", and "immoral", all set within a gothic context.  less

Two great wrestlers in one ring.. against each other. They've both had better matches, but this is good too.

My irreverent commentary concerning the determination of certain ethnic groups to claim their descent from the builders of the pyramids. Why is that something to feel so superior about???

Finally I made a response to this.

Fear 101: "The Three Levels of Fear"
An encapsulation of "Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway" by Susan Jeffers, the first of many books I'm reading on the nature of fear. Self-help stuff   more...is not my cup of tea- I tend to get what I need from the first two chapters and the rest is all fluff. I found the levels of fears to be comforting for some reason- perhaps at the thought of being able to categorize them, implying we had the upper hand and could shuffle them like a freakin' deck of cards.
I like the idea that if I could just believe that I can handle ANYthing that comes my way, then all other fears could be proven baseless. If I look at my life, I could see that and know it, yet those stubborn fears remain.
Curiosities now, as a result of seeing many of my fears crowded into "level 2"- the nature of ego.
I need to list my fears- the ones I'm aware of, anyway.  less

Observe what happens when MadV asks Aeric Winter's alter ego, Gaeri Summer, to express something with his hands. MadV went for profoundness, but Gaeri made a statement of a different kind.

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Solutions...

Breath In Every Moment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2Tj0Lq1gdI
Self-Forgiveness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNhfkz7Aa0Q
Self-Honesty
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIWepzy2KwE
Self-Trust As   more...Self-Honesty
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1TWCArCoX0
Oneness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfyoqBIEFCg
Equality
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEH-Hpv6I1k
Realizing That Fear Sucks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dc2m9lTnJ_o

System Demons...

Information Demon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mDfG6UF2H0
Trust Demon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUKmKAYy7RA
Wisdom Demon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4mXpvG-Qhw

Designs...

Respect
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udp5_vAmQnw
Polarity
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMtHL0nn1JA

Music...

A Cup Is Just a Cup - Matti Freeman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlH22kZFwf8
Prison of Words - Jorn Vince Hardus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZpfod6dA6U
Breath Walking - Lets stop Talking
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPJ0_8EUgg4

Funny !...

In MY opinion!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy7KL-8vNdE

To share perspectives :
http://desteni.co.za/forum  less

http://suprememastertv.com/ - The Ego Separates Us from Our True Self December 6, 2008 International Gathering (In English). Episode: 851. Air Date: 12 - Jan - 2009.

Full-blown, extreme, radical forgiveness & acceptance brings utter peace of mind. Forgiveness for Enlightenment. Inspired by A Course in Miracles (ACIM).

Tran thi Kim Phuong Vang sanh (Mrs. Kim Phuong thi Tran was born in the Western Pure Land)
Dear English reader, you can visit this website to know more about Buddhism, especially Pureland Buddhism: www.TrueHappiness.ws

Cu Ho thi Lan Vang sanh 2 (Mrs. Lan thi Ho was born in Western Pure Land, part 2)
Dear English reader, you can visit this website to know more about Buddhism, especially Pureland Buddhism: www.TrueHappiness.ws
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Chuyen Vang sanh cua cu Ho thi Lan (Mrs. Lan thi Ho was born in Western Pure Land)
Dear English reader, you can visit this website to know more about Buddhism, especially Pureland Buddhism: www.TrueHappiness.ws

eckhart tolle

What does the law of attraction (karma) mean? Is the law of attraction, as taught by The Secret and Wayne Dyer, in effect just some of the time, or at all times without exception? David Hawkins says "there   more...is no cause of anything" because everything is karma. One's physical life is an illusion created by the mind's perceptions, beliefs, and one's level of consciousness/awareness. This video is a meditation on the law of attraction.  less

Just some of the randomness that I obsess about...

You Are Given Your Reality, Positive Thinking, Indoctrination, Rules and Regulations, Catholic Church and The Paranormal, ArcHives, Silent Area of the Brain, Want Truth or The Familiar?, The Occult Side,   more...Ideology, Self-Reflection, Religion Shopping, Ego-Syntonic Behaviour, Cultural Fetishes Illusion/Distortion  less