Feeling less than fantastic? Its not that bad! Youre not the only one

Sometimes all it takes is a little rain to make it feel like everythings falling apart

Was one of my first videos.. Thats my excuse... Death Note Ending 2 performed By Maximum The Hormone called Zetsubou Billy or Billy In Despair

Billy in despair by maximum the hormone

The urban legend continues as a young women is seduced into darkness while her friend spirals deeper into despair. The shadows of temptation corrupt young Patricia - known as "Bump" to her friends   more...- and slowly infect her mind and heart as she decides to betray another woman's trust. All the while, her soul is targeted for harvest by an agent of the soldiers of Hell - a temptress disguised as someone in whom Bump confides.

Starring: Michelle Vanegas, Cody Hinson, Jennifer Ladenburg, Jenn Lyon, Ashtyn Sonner, Misty Coty, Laura Carter, Andrew Russell, Brooke Riley, Greg Clark, Brack Tipton, Matthew Misamore, Asad Latif, Glen Philip, Garret Graham, Grace Carpenter, Jessica Sahm, George H. Russell, Dr. Kenneth L. Russell, Amy Nolte

* This version of Chapter 6: Despair is edited for viewing on television and the Internet. The Unrated version for the DVD release on 1/22/08 features nudity in this scene.  less

This song came to me while I was thinking about loved ones I have lost. We all experience that overwhelming sense of grief and loss. I wrote the song down while I was feeling the sadness and recorded   more...it immedaitely while I still had the feeling. The vocal is a bit rough in places but I am driven by pure emotion on this one so that may have caused it I think. I made the music up as I went, not too complicated.  less

ISBN: 978-1-58909-485-7
A documentary that time-lines the trials and triumphs of a family living on the streets of New York City; who were once sheltered and privileged. This documentary is relevant and   more...timely with the foreclosure epidemic in the United States. No longer can the homeless be viewed only as criminals or mentally ill. Homelessness can involve the middle class as well.

A documentary that is relevant with the epidemic of foreclosures in the United States today.

A TIMELY DOCUMENTARY FOR OUR TIME.  less

Wave of Mutilation

So Long, Despair cross-over with death note OP

An op that one piece cross-over with mr. despair

Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei OP (Mr. Despair) Cross-over with Turnabout (game can be played on platform: nds, gba, gba)

I put this video together using images from Google and Sarah McLachlan's live recording of her song, "Angel". The song was suggested by babygreeneyes. Thank you for the inspiration, bge!   more...Enjoy this comforting video. (lyrics below)

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it okay
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here  less

These are some of the statistics concerning some of the trials faced in the Native American Community. It should be kept in mind for some of these numbers that we only comprise about 0.8% of the population.

Trippy art and song to an anime i recently heard about called Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei in Japanese. Not yet licensed in America; no subtitles to this vid. Hosted on Crunchyroll.com as free to view.

It is what it is.
Ladyanarchy82 montage
Music by The Eagles and Carol King
http://www.youtube.com/ladyanarchy82

This is a montage of a dying alcoholic lesbian chick in the Houston, TX suburbs.
She was molested,   more...and also has BDD(Body Dysmorphic Disorder)along with anorexia and bulimia, and Bi-Polar Disorder.
Calls herself Tiff or Tjo, and she drinks a REALLY lot of alcohol.
I think maybe she's drying out right now as I post this on Feb 9th.
Check her out at
http://www.youtube.com/ladyanarchy82  less

How to simply reduce any debt, which has a high interest rate.

It is a form of waste I have rarely seen outside the US. I don't mean to be condescending, but not only is it pretty evident, it is also   more...the only responsible and mature thing to do. Children are self-indulgent and in denial.

Most people around the world actually buy things, only _after_ they have earned enough for it. Sure some of us use credit cards and use loans, but there are low interest options. Sometimes there isn't even an interest rate -it's included in the payment plan.

Money represents the time and energy you put in, for buying something. Why would you let those leeches take your money away -automatically for a prolonged time at that....Why?
Let's keep it constructive people.  less

Are you stuck in a relationship that's not doing you any good? Are you unwilling to change things in order to improve them?

The lonely "Man In The Moon" pines about his existence while the Balalaika gently weeps its mournful sounds. Diesel Bodine: Composer, Vocals, Balalaika, Acoustic Guitar, Upright Bass, Tambourine,   more...Djembe and Guiro  less

Frown! pass it on!
from here on out
my name is dispair
and I am a virus
that spreads thru the air
I enter the body
thru the mouth, nose, or ears
so I can fill up your brain
with irrational fears
this causes panic
  more...which quickens the pulse
but, like me, you do not
act out or convulse
and, like me, you try to keep
despair within
which just makes it easier
to spread my sin
so I swim in the bloodstream
flow thru every vein
and, like me. you can feel almost
nothing but pain
and next, this is my
favorite part
I enter, then blacken
and wither your heart
lastly I soak into
every bone
so, like me, you now feel
completely alone
and, like me, you pretend
not even to care

and, like me, your name
is now despair.  less

Yeah, I probably have played this imperative reaction song a few times, but its a goodun...my life is a joke sometimes.

Christina finally admits how fake her life and videos have been and has the wonderful courage to resist it all and live her true personality

WALL OF DESPAIR by the KINGS OF REGGAE
produced by Chris Loft for radiocurly.com
Internet Radio from Adelaide, sunny South Australia
More reggae from the KINGS OF REGGAE at chrisloft.com
GIVE THIS A VOTE   more...RIGHT NOW  less

Catholic priest preaches on joy and depression and how we all struggle in this life for a faith that will sustains in good times and bad

I dunno I don't remember.