Okay so for the moment i am back! yay? I believe so... just need to get my vidoe camera working and i will start posting v-logs... to prove i am whipped. But i like it.. kinky like that ;)

Jordan = Smoosh!
Ive met someone I can tell anything and someone I do tell everything to. Its so amazing that I can meet someone and instantly feel a connection to her. She is soooooooooooooooo amazing and I like her lots. Anyways, Just wanted to tell/ alert anyone that reads my announcement board as to the fact that I have met someone who brings out the best in me.

I have deleted all my old videos about 2-3 weeks ago and will post one, i was suppose to post yesterday but due to complications i could not *overly sad emoticon* but yes, I shall try to post one today.

I was a bit drunk some nights ago due to me trying to cope with the ending of a long relationship with my now ex girlfriend. In my drunkenness i posted a comment on sillybitche's profile and i assume it was quite distasteful considering the response i recieved. I am sincerely sorry and by no means is this an excuse for my behaviour but i will admit i am an asshole when i drink.