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| | ome thoughts on life. | | | Monday, September 28, 2009 (11:07 PM)
(I'm feeling thoughtful) | | From watching tv, to reading manga of naruto, and just livivng these are some of my thoughts i have come up with.
Humanity has a chance at world peace, but the thing is we need guidence from the right people.. Not all people are strong enogh to be leaders so we ned to find the right leaders who can find and get support for peace. We need people to stand up and say war, oil, money don't run the world. We need to become a world as one nation, we need to accept every one for the way they are and the race , and color they are. We need to help countries like africa, iraq, the poor countrues. We need to stand up as a world and come together. To be hoenst humans don't deserve earth, the way we are right now we don't. we cut down tree after tree after tree, for what paper, money, houses, buildings, roads. Earth was so beautiful before us humans got a hand on it. Earth is the most iimportant thing we have and all we do is invent things to destroy it for what moeny. Humans are selfish people, only care about themselfs and thier life. they think oh i'll invent a car that polutes the air and other things but hey i'll makes tons of money, and i wont live in the time its a problem so why hould i care. Yes i know there are people who do care and are inventeing eletric cars and hybribs but its a little late. and gas powered cars will over run them and still move on. why because oil is around and makes money so the people at the top of the cahin dont care. We need to get people that do care at the top of the chain. America needs a goverment that is run by people who don't care about money, war, oil, destction. We need people who use words not guns, who use their brain rather then not caring about the children they are sending to wat and the children they are killling on the other side. yes they are poor americans but go to places in africa, el salvador, or other poor countire. where they don't make money or barley do.We can't feel their pain until we have lived thier life. we think oh we are poor as well but yet you havent lived the life they had making 2 dollars n hour or less. We humans need to care more about our people and earth. You say my people im american my people are only americans so i only care about american and americans. the thing is i see the world as my people and my faimly where all humans. we need to provide schools, shelter for all people. you may say where do you have this money,if the world would come together money isn't a object. You can't put a price on peace, love and well beings of humans.
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| | My life story. | | | Friday, September 11, 2009 (2:39 AM)
(I'm feeling distressed) | | I'm going to tell you about my life and how it went, well what i can remember.
When i was n pre school i hoped the fence and ran from the school. Then i get to 4k and 5k i flipped my teacher the middle finger. I was a bad kid in middle school, but i was one of the popular kids everyone knew me. i don't know how i pased any grades i think i annoyed my teachers so much they passed me. Then i get to middle school i was unpopular all my friends werent really my friends, some where most werent. i was in ISS most of the year for still being bad. i ended up failing the year, but they had this secon chance program to where if i pass the first half of the year they would bump me back up. I ended up gettin all As and Bs. the funny thing was there was this girl in my class that i made fun of in 6th grade that you will hear about later. Well through middle school and elementary school we had a step dad that was a drunk, he got DUI'S and wasted so much money, never bought us anyhting. he would get drunk come home hit us and my mom. my real dad left when i was 2 years old. well back to 7th grade i was going to try and get good grades now but what i don't get is how they expected me to get math when tey are half way through the year, math is so hard for me, i had my friend come to my house and help me i was doing good, unti his parents said he couldnt come over because he is playing video games but the truth was he was helping me with math. so i had no help and started to fail and act up again, that class was not good for me they were bad and when there are bad kids and i cant get math i give up. so i failed again. Start 7th grade all over and pass i think or they pass me. i get to 8th grade and it was a good year 7th and 8th were pretty good years for friends. well 8th grade we would walk to each of our friends house and walk them home we would goof off so much do so much stupid stuff but it was fun. well that girl that i made fun of in 6th grade was one of those girls, she ended being my first girlfriend. Im a very shy guy she asked me out. She ended up cheating on me because i was shy, she was my first girlfriend i never kissed a girl, or had any experience. so i was afraid she would leave me for not being a good kisser. we broke up and all that, she ended being a slut any way. she slleeps around alot. 9th grade i failed, then failed again, i had no reason to do well in school. mom didnt say get good grades, or good job if i did well. and i never pased math i always got bad grades. so i thought i cant pass math ill never graduate so whats the point. i ended up dropping out, losin all my friedn, they never call nothing. my life has been a huge failure, i have nothing, no friends, poor, ugly, stupid. but then the best thiing ever happened to me since i got nieces and nephews. i had my second girlfriend. yes it was monnie, the single best thing to ever happen to me. i felt loved cared about, i acaully had something in my life. she is beautiful, funny, adn always made me smile and happy. it was the best year i ever had. i felt like i had a future, i had something. then i screw it up just like everyhting in my lfie. we break up and now i have nothing again. i just had one pathetic crapy life. a not seem lie it but f you lived it you might think it was shitty as well. i left out alot but o well. i might edit it another day. | | | | 20 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | my final blog. bye monnie... | | | | Thursday, August 20, 2009 (11:01 AM) | | its very hard. life fuc kin sucks
just waiting for my mom to die so i can kill myself so im pretending ot be happy till then,
so bye all live happy try n find true love and live life as much as possible get off the computer go out side and live, make a difference stand up for gay rights stand up for peace, stand up for earth and animals, if you like something like soccer love it and do it. if you get picked on for it dont care you like it so live it. dont care what people say about your loos or what you do. stop caring so much of what others say or think.
well one love to all and peace.
live a life of peace and love.
bye wish you guys luck with lfie.
some videos that made life easier for me.
Bob marley thanks for everything.
Monnie i will always lvoe you and wish you the best and hope you find true love as well.
be happy. really gonna miss you. thank you for the happiest year of y life ill never forget you.
im 132 mi – about 2 hours 37 mins away from the girl of my dreams. <----good times. my life is over say what you want. ill never be loved again. i dont want any one elses love so fuck it. tired of living so bye all. Monnie i will never forget your beautiful face or voice or heart. i will always love an chraish our time together. i love you and will always love you. bye baby or friend. im going to miss you. haha monnie you remember when i looked up from my town to yours lol long time ago huh? im really gonna miss you. | | | | 33 Views | 4 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | Love and Life | | | | Thursday, August 20, 2009 (6:54 AM) | | My life isn't the worst in the world i know this but i still hate it. i shouldn't complain i know i have it a million times better then the children in africa, and other countries. but i grew up having nothing, no money, a drunk step dad, always getting duis. he would hit us and my mom. i never really ever feeled loved until i meet a girl about a little more then a year ago. and the love feels like it isn't there any more, i dont think she loves or likes me any more. i have nothing and will never have anyhting. im, poor, ugly, stupid, and have no purpose to the world. i don't even kow why i was born. i wish my brother would of lived and i died sometimes well most the time. i had a twin and mom had miss carriage and my twin died and i survied. but with my life i wish he lived. i don't feel like writing right now maybe later.
ill always love you even if you dont love me back.
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| | monnie n how i feel | | | | Monday, August 17, 2009 (1:17 PM) | | ok you can do what ever you want to the account delete it or what ever.
i just wish it was easier to kill yourself.
wish there was 1 pill you can buy anywhere n it kills you right away.
i will never be happy unless i have monnie n i dont so fuck my pointless life cant wait until the day i die.
i never had anyhting until i ahd monnie.
she was the onyl thing i ever had and ever loved like that.
i will never have a son or daughter or be married.
i hope to be dead at the age of 19 which is the age i am now.
i love you monnie and hope youll live happy thank you for making that the happiest year of my life.
good bye to all. | | | | 28 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | my wedding vows for monnie (what i have so far) (not finished) it might be done i dont know. | | | Monday, October 27, 2008 (11:51 PM)
(I'm feeling loved) | | Monnie i truly love and care about you.
You are my sun my life.
You are my moon my world.
You are my universe.
You are the reason im happy.
You are the reason i wake up in the morning.
You are the other half of my heart.
You are the most beautiful girl in the world no girl compares to you.
When you smile i always smile back because you have a beautiful smile and i know your happy.
When i wake up im glae ill be waking up next to you for the rest of my life because i like waking up to your beautiful face and smile.
I hope i can make you happy i cant stand seeing you sad. i know im not perfect but im willing to work on anyhting change anyhting about me to make you happy. thats all i want in life is you to be happy.
Monnie i hope you know i truly am in love with you. Your the only girl i want in my life.
I want you to know you always make me smile alwys make me laugh and i love you for that. You always make me happy thank you.
I know we had our fights and almost broke up tons of times but i know we love each other because we always talked it out and stood by each others side and i love you for that. you always took me back after i was a asshole to you. im sorry for ever making you sad. im trying to work on that.
it might be done and it might not. some of it i wrote on the spot so i might edit it and write more.
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| | the girl of my dreams. | | | | Sunday, September 28, 2008 (5:22 PM) | | | Her name is Monnie or. She is the only girl i care about the only girl i ever loved. She always puts a smile on my face always making me laugh. I dont deserve her at all but I want her in my life and glade I have her. I wont ever let her go I wont ever let her out of my sight. I wont let any one hurt her or ill kill them or die trying. She is all i want in my life. I want to go to sleep with her and wake up to her. I want to make her smile every day make her happy. I never want her to be sad or unhappy. I want her to have the perfect life.She is very beautiful i cant take my eyes off her. I know its impolite to stare at some one but its hard not to stare at monnie becuase she is so beautiful. This girl is perfect. she is beautiful funny caring smart loving great person fun to be with she is just perfect. i cant live life without her. she really does complete me. my better half. words cant explain her. when i talk to her i cant stop smiing or laughing. she loves me i dont know why but she does. im so happy i have her in my life. i know ive done things to hurt her and make her sad but im human i am not perfect. i can learn for my mistakes and im trying. i cant lose her i cant she is the only girl i want in my life. i need monnie she is my dream girl my true love my soul mate. monnie when i think of that name i just smile and get this pain in my chest that means i love her and care alot about her. i get that pain in my chest when i really like someone. when i go to sleep i think about her until i fall asleep. im cuddling a pilow wishing it was her. i hate going to sleep and she isnt there. i hate waking up and she isnt there. monnie is the best thing that will ever happen to me. she is gods greatest achievment. id give up my life in a second for her. id do anyhting for her. if she need a lung a heart a brain a toe a fingernail id gladely give it to her anything to make her happy. i cry alot when i think about monnie i dont know why but i do. its a happy cry weird i know but thats how i see it as a happy cry. when i watch a movie everything makes me think of monnie im always thinking baout her. every day everynight every second she is on my mind. when i wake up i think about her before i breath. monnie is my life my everything she is my world. nothing means more to me then monnie. a life without her is a worthless life boring incomplete dull life. ive been looking for my one true love for a long time and i found her. i thought i never would but i have and im glade i have. i want to be with monnie forever i dont ever want to be without her. monnie i want you to know i will always love you even if your not in my life i will never stop loving you i cant its impossible. i will never cheat on you your all i want. i will love you forever. i want you if my life now and forever. i want you to love me care for me stick up for me be proud to be with me. i just love you so dam much and always will. you are my one love. | | | | 93 Views | 4 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | hidan best Akatsuki member | | | | Monday, September 8, 2008 (4:50 AM) | | Hidan (??) is the partner of Kakuzu despite their mutual dislike of each other, and was the second newest member of Akatsuki at the time of his expulsion.[1] The first kanji in Hidan's name (?) stands for hisha, the rook in shogi.
[edit] BackgroundHidan hails from the Village Hidden in the Hot springs where he lived during war, soon he had a deep hatred. Hidan belongs to a cult-like faith known as Jashin (Evil God or Evil Heart), after he lived through haterd in his life, it's a religion that worships a deity of the same name. The primary teaching of this faith appears to be outright slaughter, where anything less than utter destruction is considered a sin.[2] The amulet around his neck is a symbol of Jashin and he uses it to pray to his god before battling, requesting a good kill, or (when he is not allowed to) for forgiveness.[3] After a fight, should he have time, Hidan performs a thirty-minute ritual consisting of lying within a Jashin symbol inscribed on the ground with a pike impaled through his chest.[4]. Hidan claims to be very devout to his faith, refusing to battle Yugito Nii without praying, and often claiming to be bringing his god's judgment down on his opponents.
[edit] PersonalityHidan is one of the most foul-mouthed, disrespectful characters in the series; he frequently swears and curses at allies and opponents alike. He rarely uses honorifics when speaking, and even then, usually as a form of sarcasm. He is the only member of Akatsuki who does not respect their leader, Pain, and openly declares his willingness to kill him around others. The only respect he ever seems to give is to his god, and even then, he is quite willing to use his name as an insult. He openly holds his partner, Kakuzu, in contempt for his habit of blasphemy, love of money, and frequent ridicule of his religion and battle style. Despite this, whenever Hidan is in the mood to kill, the two work together flawlessly in battle.
He has absolutely no moral restraints regarding who he kills. He considers slaughter a religious calling, and often takes considerable pleasure in making his opponents' deaths as painful as possible. Given the requirements of his voodoo-like curse ritual, he is quite willing to inflict pain and injuries on himself, and openly relishes the shared pain between him and the cursed victim.
However, his immortality has made him very arrogant, and he frequently engages opponents with no regard for strategy, save to acquire some of their blood. Although ridiculed for his stupidity by Kakuzu and Shikamaru alike, and being obviously inferior in tactical genius to either of them, he is able to analyze the nature and limits of Shikamaru's Shadow Imitation Technique and conduct battle accordingly, though he retains his arrogant attitude even under these circumstances. He doesn't particularly like it when Kakuzu assists in his battles, and only calls for his help when he decides he needs it. Kakuzu tends to return the favor by coming in "late" and letting Hidan "die" as punishment for his arrogance.
[edit] Part II[edit] Hunt for the Two-TailsHidan and Kakuzu are first revealed after cornering Yugito Nii, host of the Two-Tailed Demon Cat, in the sewers of Kumogakure. Intially, Hidan arrogantly offers Yugito the option of surrender, claiming his faith does not allow him to fight an opponent only to leave them half-dead (for the capture of her bijuu) [5]. However, even when Yugito refuses his offer and transforms herself into the demon cat, the Akatsuki duo manages to defeat her, thus allowing Zetsu to take her off their hands. After Hidan completes his ritual, the duo continues to the Land of Fire.
[edit] Assault of The Temple of FireUpon arrival in the Land of Fire, Hidan begrudgingly joins Kakuzu in attacking a temple so that they can collect the bounty on the head monk, Chiriku.[6] The monk and his numerous subordinates are defeated and slaughtered, and Hidan repeats his lengthy ritual. Afterwards, Hidan travels with Kakuzu to take the monk's body to the nearest bounty station.
[edit] Bounty Station AmbushReaching the bounty station, Hidan opts to stay outside, not liking the fact the station is hidden inside a lavatory that smells. While he waits for Kakuzu to collect the money, Hidan is ambushed by Asuma Sarutobi, Izumo Kamizuki, Kotetsu Hagane, and Shikamaru Nara. Despite being immobilized and stabbed in the chest by two large kunai[7], Hidan surprises the Konoha nin by simply asking who they are.
Kakuzu soon arrives, forcing Hidan's assailants to fall back. Instructing Kakuzu to leave the battle to him, Hidan exchanges blows with Asuma, eventually succeeding in obtaining some blood and initializing his curse. Not realizing what Hidan has done, Asuma charges and falls over in pain when Hidan stabs himself in the leg. As Hidan prepares to kill Asuma, Shikamaru, realizing what's going on, again immobilizes Hidan (with his shadow technique), but has difficulty maintaining his hold on the missing nin. While Hidan is momentarily restrained, Shikamaru analyzes everything Hidan has said and done up to that point, eventually figuring out the weakness of Hidan's technique.[8] With that, Shikamaru manages to force Hidan from the safety of his symbol, temporarily releasing Asuma from Hidan's curse.
After Shikamaru explains Hidan's jutsu and tests the theory, Asuma decapitates Hidan. To the leaf ninjas' horror, Hidan's severed head loudly curses and swears at Asuma for doing so and Kakuzu for not stopping them. Kakuzu casually shrugs this off as Hidan's fault for telling him not to interfere.[9][10] While Asuma and the others stand shocked by Hidan's survival, Kakuzu reattaches Hidan's head to his body. As Kakuzu deals with Izumo and Kotetsu, Hidan re-enters his symbol and, once more, links himself to Asuma. Hidan swings his scythe at Asuma, only for Asuma to duck and the scythe to bury into Hidan's own vital organs. Asuma doubles over with pain, and as Shikamaru rushes to Asuma's aid, Hidan uses the opportunity to stab himself through the heart with his pike, which fatally injures Asuma.
Reinforcements from Konoha arrive as Asuma collapes on the verge of death. Although Hidan expresses interest in getting to kill them as well, the Akatsuki leader calls him and Kakuzu away. Angry and promising to kill the Konoha nin later, Hidan leaves with Kakuzu to a secluded area, where they spend the next week sealing the demon cat and the Three-Tailed Beast. During this time, all of Hidan's previous injuries were healed.
[edit] Konoha's Retaliatory AmbushOnce the sealings are over, Hidan and his partner, Kakuzu, head for Konoha, eager to continue their battle. Along the way, the two are again ambushed by Shikamaru, the latter having been waiting for them. Although Kakuzu manages to escape from Shikamaru's shadow, Hidan is left under Shikamaru's control and is forced to fight Kakuzu.
When Kakuzu is apparently killed by Kakashi Hatake, Kakashi prepares to finish Hidan as well, but is repelled by the still living Kakuzu. Freed from Shikamaru's shadow due to its inherent time limit, Hidan charges at Kakashi while Kakuzu fires blasts of elemental attacks at the two. Recognizing the two Akatsuki are too powerful as a pair and need to be separated (and plotting revenge on Hidan for Asuma's death), Shikamaru volunteers to draw the immortal away. [11] Hidan, having been trapped by Shikamaru's technique so many times, is determined not to fall prey to it again and makes sure to avoid the shadows. In doing so, Hidan mocks Shikamaru for fighting in a sneaky and distant manner. While focusing on the shadow attacks, Hidan doesn't notice Shikamaru suddenly appearing close enough to stun him with a punch to the face. As a result, trapped by Shikamaru's shadow, Hidan is lead away by him[12].
Hidan is led towards an area that is surrounded with wire and exploding tags, which Shikamaru had prepared a few days in advance. However, Hidan has no desire to escape, and he attacks Shikamaru when the shadow jutsu wears off, managing to get some blood in the process. Quickly drawing his symbol and transforming, Hidan seemingly kills Shikamaru. Once Hidan departs, the fallen leaf ninja jumps up, still alive, and tries to decapitate Hidan from behind, failing to make a cut deep enough. Surprised that Shikamaru is alive, Hidan learns he has been tricked into consuming Kakuzu's blood, so he, in effect, destroyed one of Kakuzu's hearts.[13]
As he tries to kill Shikamaru in retaliation, Hidan is again stopped by Shikamaru's shadow. With Hidan restrained, Shikamaru covers Hidan with the surrounding exploding tags, tying Hidan to the spot. With Hidan unable to move, Shikamaru activates a preprepared mark to cause the ground beneath Hidan to break away. Finally, having a chance to avenge Asuma's death, Shikamaru lights a cigarette and tosses it at Hidan, causing the exploding tags to detonate.[14] As Hidan's remains fall into the pit below, his detached head promises to kill Shikamaru in any way possible. Hidan says that his god will deliver Shikamaru's judgment. Shikamaru causes the pit to collapse, trapping Hidan (who is still screaming curses and threats to kill him) beneath the rubble.[15] However, having not been able to kill anyone for some time Hidan is probably dead.
[edit] AbilitiesHidan's primary ability is his complete inability to die. He obtained this ability as a result of being a "Successful experiment of the Jashin religion's secret jutsu". However if he ceaces to kill people for a certain amount of time he will lose his immortality. His immortality allows him to survive numerous fatal injuries,[16] and almost any form of dismemberment; he even retains his ability to speak after having his head cut off.[17] Despite this, his head still needs to be connected to his body in order to control it.[18] Kakuzu assists Hidan in these instances by reattaching Hidan's severed body parts with his threads, allowing the wounds to heal with time.[19] This inability to die is the primary reason for his partnership with Kakuzu. Since Kakuzu cannot kill him, Kakuzu does not need to find new partners after his fits of rage[20]. Although the two dislike working together, this advantage makes them the ideal team.
Hidan laying down within the Jashin symbol for his ritualIn battle, Hidan wields a large crimson triple-bladed scythe that he uses as a multipurpose attack; he can wield it as a short or long-range weapon. He controls it with a long rope that is connected to a coil hidden under his robe. Although he is very agile and skilled in wielding it, capable of deflecting a swarm of shuriken thrown at close range with relative ease, Hidan claims that the large size inhibits his attack speed[21]. Shikamaru also speculates that the weapon is designed specifically to draw blood instead of actually dealing damage, and as one could assume, Hidan indeed makes every attempt to acquire an opponent's blood, where upon consuming it, he draws the Jashin symbol on the ground. This process somehow "links" his body with his opponents[22]. Once this link is established, Hidan takes on a grim reaper-like appearance with black skin and white bone-like markings[23]. In this state, he is essentially a voodoo doll for his opponent (any damage that is done to him is also inflicted on the opponent).[24] Hidan refers to this as his "curse", and he is fond of toying with his victims by inflicting nonfatal injuries with his pike. He takes obvious pleasure in their shared pain.[25] Once he is done toying with the opponent, or if he wants to kill them quickly, he impales himself through the heart, killing them[26].
Despite its effectiveness, the curse has many requirements and can be a slow technique to employ. The curse may be avoided if the opponent happens to know what to look for and knows of Hidan's inability to die. The link between Hidan's curse and his opponent can be broken prematurely if Hidan is removed from the symbol;[27] however, Hidan will remain in his transformed state, allowing the curse to be easily reestablished by him simply reentering the symbol's borders.[28]
[edit] Quotes"Ouch, man... Who the hell are you guys, anyway?"
"Now! Let's savor the utmost of pain together!"
"Dude! Do you have any idea how much [having your head chopped off] friggin' hurts?!"
"I should curse that fucking leader next time, damnit... Like I said, don't be going nowhere 'till we get back... See ya, shit heads!"
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