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| | <3 | | | | Tuesday, October 21, 2008 (5:54 PM) | | Her hair up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow,
Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say
What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home
But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all
About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called, a student from the class
To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare
Each of them were searching, for a man who wasn't there
"Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout
And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say "
Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled at her friends
And looked back at her teacher, who told her to begin
And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away
But I know he wishes he could be with me on this day
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know
All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so
He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride my bike
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite
We used to share fudge sundaes and ice cream in a cone
And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing all alone '
Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart
I know because he told me, he'll forever be here in my heart"
With that her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress
From somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years
She stood up for the love of a man not in her life
Doing what was best for her, doing what was right
When she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star If he could he'd be here, but heaven's just too far
Sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away."
Then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day
To her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes
Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out
What happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt
No one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed
But there placed on her desktop, was a beautiful fragrant pink rose
A child was blessed, if only a moment, by the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far. | | | 98 Views | 2  Thumbs Up | 1 Comment |  |
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| | I'm done with you. | | | | Monday, December 15, 2008 (4:38 PM) | | | edit: this was too angry for my liking. deleted. sorryyyy | | | | 143 Views | 6 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | 10/9/08 | | | Friday, October 10, 2008 (12:18 PM)
(I'm feeling anxious) | | Someone please tell me why the hell I’ve been sitting here for the last 40 minutes waiting for this freshman boy to text me back. First of all, he’s a freshman. Second of all, he already has a girlfriend (even though with the stuff he says to me you wouldn’t think he does). He’s a cutie though and I can’t get him off my mind! I’m sitting at my desk and I left my phone on my bed so I wouldn’t be staring at it waiting for him to text back, but now I keep looking at my bed every minute. Ahhhhh, I need help.
A senior at my school died Tuesday night in a car accident. I wasn’t friends with her. I actually didn’t even know who she was. It still kind of affects me though because I have friends who knew her and what not. Apparently she was driving late at night in the dark and was going 60mph around this road that makes an S-curve. She was obviously going to fast to make the turn and hit a boulder. Her car split in two pieces and after hitting the boulder, she hit a tree. She died instantly..
There’s a wall by the cafeteria in my school where everyone wrote things about her and stuff. I think it’s nice, but it’s also just a huge reminder of how she’s not with us anymore.. it’s sad.
I just took my phone off my bed and it’s by me on the desk now. I’m ridiculous. Wowww. Bye now.
Edit- 10/10/08
I was walking in the halls with the kid (:D) and he explained why he didn't text me so it's all good. Then he gave me a big hugggg and it made my day. Where's my heart of stone when I need it the most?!
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| | gahh | | | | Thursday, September 25, 2008 (3:18 PM) | | | i want to make a music video or something but i honestly have noooo time, fml=( | | | | 134 Views | 3 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | school | | | | Tuesday, September 2, 2008 (3:04 PM) | | | hate school, never goin back, dont caree, cant even learn, probs have ADD | | | | 157 Views | 4 Thumbs Up | 4 Comments | |
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| | FML | | | | Tuesday, September 2, 2008 (4:17 AM) | | | school starts on tuesday:'( summer freakin flewwww by | | | | 157 Views | 3 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | yeh | | | | Wednesday, August 20, 2008 (6:01 PM) | | | i'm not that into this anymore. the thought of making a video bores me. i have cheering every day and don't have time anyway. school starts in 2 weeks and i havent started my summer reading. thats probably my fault but the book is 'the lives of cells' and it bores the shit out of me. i want to shut down my youtube account because people keep finding my videos and there are just certain people who DONT need to see them, but then again i have 515 subscribers and it took me 2 years to get them. idk, fuck my life. haa | | | | 145 Views | 4 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | mhm | | | | Friday, August 15, 2008 (10:45 AM) | | best thing i've ever readddd-
"Those awful things are survivable, because we are as indestructible as we believe ourselves to be. When adults say, "Teenagers think they are invincible" with that sly, stupid smile on their faces, they don't know how right they are. We need never be hopeless, because we can never be irreparably broken. We think that we are invincible because we are. We cannot be born, and we cannot die. Like all energy, we can only change shapes and sizes and manifestations. They forget that when they get old. They get scared of losing and failing. But that part of us greater than the sum of parts cannot begin and cannot end, and so it cannot fail." | | | | 159 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | beach | | | | Wednesday, August 6, 2008 (7:12 PM) | | deffff going to the beach with alyssa tomorrow!
CANNOT WAITT!:D | | | | 154 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | pictures | | | | Sunday, July 20, 2008 (1:23 PM) | | | I deleted all my pictures because of this whole "fake xxquicky" thing. Perhaps it will lower the chances of this happening againnnnnnn. Sorry if anyone enjoyed creepin my pictures? lmaoo:) | | | | 151 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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