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| | my hands in a jar of acid..at a party | | | Tuesday, November 4, 2008 (6:57 PM)
(I'm feeling busy) | | alrighty boys and girls.
recent lv conundrums..andddd GO
so i had a friend post a bulletin for me when i was not able to log on
the bulletin was established if LV was on its last stumpy outreach of justice lol
but it basically said, if for any reason you are lookin to find me
you can head on over to my youtube - which ive actually been posting more on
http://www.youtube.com/user/fashionfascist
or if youre not into youtube and you're like "zomg" i am over at the ark as well
http://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com
or if THATS not good enough, you can hit me up on skype, just pm me or somethin if u need that
nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww im done lol
*does a dance and a jig*
oh and btw - i voted. stop bothering me ;)
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you guyz
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| | Email Subject Challenge | | | Sunday, October 26, 2008 (7:38 PM)
(I'm feeling amused) | | Email Subject Challenge
NBC99 posted a blog
with her favorite random email subject lines and issued a challenge for us to find the most "bizarre" random subject lines.
here are 10 of mine lol
1.Message of intrigue and mystery lol
2. my nudes?
3. titles are lame lol
4. Good at anagrams?
5. My Magic Amulet...
6. next time you're intoxicated
7. I walk with zombies
8. Are you pimping a sexy Asian channel? lol
9. x-y too sexy
10. sweet side-boob!
ALL are messages in my lv inbox
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| | and then i punched him in the face...in my mind | | | | Tuesday, September 9, 2008 (10:32 PM) | | i was going to speak about my life of fail currently BUT im past the point of caring SO rando talk
ON TO BETTER THINKING
this december im highly considering shaving the sides of my head into a sub mohawk..where its not completely bald on the sides just really short AND i would be dying it all pink and purple...thumbs up or thumbs down on that idea?
just wondering your thots..
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if u want to know whats been goin down in the x realm: coming soon lol
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thru doing so many papers lately ive kind of really gotten back into my "writers groove" - like i might even consider doing something with that
ive got so many ideas running thru my head atm it would be like a metaphorical rainbow tidal wave if i unleashed everything out of my brain lol
remember the show "the critic"?? that show was badass, it makes me semi happy with a smirk that
When you see me on the block, I'm on my grind
And when I'm ducked off in the trap it's hustle time
I'm bout my paper, bout my cash, I'm bout that green
I never roll, I'ma soldier, I'll take one for the team
Paul Wall, Swishahouse, Swishablast bout cash
Gotta get up off my ass, cause time fly's fast
Opportunities past but I'm still the same ol' G
Reebok's and white-t's, I'm still the same ol' me
.....i was listening to a song lmao
im highly considering living my life as a vampire or half demon
i mean like if u believe it, whos to tell u different? lol
actually most people who 100% believe theyre vampires in real time society are usually like....ughhh
i could totally pull off half demon and then ill go to the Nexus and then go into alternate realms and change into the demon race that inhabits said realm and then restore the balance in Mortalis..i could totally do that shit lol
god i need to play video games lol
im being drunk dialed at this moment in time
wooooooo it sounds like a good thing..when in reality its making me want to put my hand in a jar of acid
...at a party lol
keep thuggin and mean muggin my lv kooshy puffs
DUDE i might be doing something amazingggggggggggggggg but ill tell u about THAT shit later, i havent told anyone cuzzzzzzzzzz well........idk...adklfj;akldfjklajflajsdfja;sldfjl;asdjflkasdjflakjsdf;klajsdfklajdf;
bleh
oh and the title relates to...ya lol | | | | 527 Views | 21 Thumbs Up | 14 Comments | |
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| | Complicated Life: Future Proof | | | Tuesday, July 29, 2008 (12:36 PM)
(I'm feeling sleepy) | | howdy, so i dont normally talk about my life butttttttt i thot id kind of touch base on some things that go on in my mind in a blog form every now and again...so im starting that today lol
so the last month or so has been kinda hectic..busy busy busy...and im trying to like be a million places at once lol...just stressful things, trying to maintain the balance between social life and scheduled life lol..most of my scheduled life invovles school stuff and various other works that require me to engage in massive amounts of paperwork blehhhhhhhhhhh lol
but getting everything into where it needs to be and on time can be quite stresseful PLUS trying to meet some of the obscene needs of offline friends lol...i get a certain amount of sanctity from chatting it up with online friends when possible during my alone time but lately its been hard to come by, even when im around the house..
normally my laptop sometimes can be a proboscis lol always attached to my mind and everywhere i go. but i havent had it around me much at all..so lately i find the only quaint time i have alone to make videos or chat are in the evenings and sometimes on the weekends..buttttttt i enjoy every second of it lol
so yes, i apologize if i havent been around much or talky..i put out a video when i can but lately when it comes to viewing ive gotten sloppy..butttttt im trying to fix said conundrum...so bare with me lol
but ya most of these things plus some unexpected events have kind of put me into more negative moods..however ive also recognized THAT and am currently puttin on that happy joker grin..so yes, my zen has been restored thankfully lol
on side notes, i was thinking about all these realizations ive come across lately..and there might be a few i share over time..but theyre mostly like seeing the grey area in most thot processes..like ill be knee deep in decisions and see that things are not always what they seem - nothing is black or white, right or wrong..and that alot of things are catored to comfort zones which overall i find kind of strange that i couldnt see that at 1st
but like one thing ive learned is there is no such thing as a safe zone..its typically an illusion to make ourselves feel better..but if u examine the safe zone closely u can see alot of it is to make sure our minds are comfortable with things going around bc we're "built to survive"..but going outside that comfort zone sometimes can prove to be an interesting venture...idk its really hard to explain, hope u find my meaning.
..but anywho ive kind of decided to embark on trying to be more versatile so to speak i guess..like releasing everything negative or any animosity i have towards anyone thats been in my life now or past, brushing it off and just kind of trying to be happy with myself and try to create try create a better atmosphere and whatnot.
trying to put some sort of map on where/what im gonna do with my life etc etc will make my head explode i think..so im trying not to overthink stuff lol..im known to hella overthink..but ya i feel like i just need to relax
im actually workin on a new vlog as we speak and maybe somethin else to, we'll see
4 the record i had an incident yesterday where i semi dyed my face another color lol...its fixed for the most part now, but im pretty sure i tore my face off lol..bah, but more on that in my next video
but to end things.. i guess im just in need of some rest and relaxation lol..hopefully i can pencil that in
bah. but future is inevitable...WHERE THE FUCK IS MY TIME MACHINE? ;P lol
<3
much love lv sugar plums | | | | 560 Views | 26 Thumbs Up | 18 Comments | |
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| | in a past life... | | | Monday, July 28, 2008 (1:00 PM)
(I'm feeling amused) | | | ...i was british :) | | | | 484 Views | 6 Thumbs Up | 6 Comments | |
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| | rando jawn jawning me on skype | | | Wednesday, July 9, 2008 (10:24 PM)
(I'm feeling empty) | | some dude just messaged me randomly, so rather than just blocking i messed around...then blocked ;) lol
[4:16:37 PM] el.bassuony says: i am x,... magice
[4:17:44 PM] X says: i am el.bassuony,.... magice
[4:20:57 PM] el.bassuony says: what is your name
[4:21:49 PM] el.bassuony says: my name AHMED
[4:24:03 PM] X says: my name is Zendo
[4:24:08 PM] X says: nice to meet u ahmed
[4:25:17 PM] el.bassuony says: you are american
[4:28:02 PM] el.bassuony says: how are you Zendo
[4:28:50 PM] X says: i am american, u are not?
and im pretty good i just drank an entire bottle of everclear, how are u ahmed?
[4:29:45 PM] el.bassuony says: i am egiptain
[4:31:38 PM] el.bassuony says: can you speake arabice
[4:32:45 PM] X says: really? cool
if u ever in america u should look me up! Zendo Chrisheno - my rents had a sense of humor when they named me i know
now i cant, i wish i did tho - sounds like a cool glass of milk in a well heated roonm
[4:32:48 PM] X says: room*
[4:34:07 PM] el.bassuony says: your age
[4:35:14 PM] el.bassuony says: I want see your picture
[4:36:35 PM] X says: i am 23 years old, why do u need picture, u dont like me :(
[4:37:13 PM] el.bassuony says: why not?
[4:37:53 PM] el.bassuony says: and i am 22 years old
[4:38:03 PM] X says: i just dont think you like me :(
[4:38:07 PM] X says: do u like me?
[4:39:12 PM] el.bassuony says: yes without see your picture
[4:39:51 PM] X says: my picture is in the corner tho
[4:41:05 PM] el.bassuony says: i want know your e.mail
[4:42:25 PM] X says: i cant send u my picture bc im ashamed of my horrible burn scars i recieved in the great war of 95, u understand?
[4:42:57 PM] el.bassuony says: you are see your picture
[4:43:34 PM] X says: my email is zendogettingbusywithduhmilkman@hotmail.com
ya its a long email - twas a joke
[4:43:44 PM] X says: i am i see my picture :(
[4:46:06 PM] el.bassuony says: my email is ahmed_el_687@hotmail.com
[4:47:28 PM] X says: u send me dirty photograph?
[4:47:42 PM] el.bassuony says: and my phone 0126876850
[4:47:56 PM] X says: i call for good time?
[4:48:49 PM] el.bassuony says: would you like dirty photograph?
[4:50:00 PM] X says: what would it be of?
[4:50:21 PM] el.bassuony says: what is your phone?
[4:51:35 PM] X says: 890 437 3454
i dont pay bills anymore tho so i might be cut off :(
would u have call 4 dirty talk?
[4:52:19 PM] el.bassuony says: send me any dirty photo
[4:52:35 PM] el.bassuony says: please
[4:53:37 PM] X says: what would i get for dirty picture?
i hope u find a 3rd arm sexy..most do so im not worried
[4:58:14 PM] el.bassuony says: can you open your hotmail
[4:59:07 PM] el.bassuony says: what your study
[4:59:57 PM] X says: why should i open my hotmail
[5:01:18 PM] el.bassuony says: because send me any photo
[5:02:18 PM] X says: how do i know u wont do bad things with it or touch yourself inappropriately
[5:03:36 PM] el.bassuony says: sorry i am not understad
[5:04:01 PM] X says: why do u want picture? for the sexual purpose?
[5:04:06 PM] el.bassuony says: what your study
[5:04:23 PM] X says: baking
[5:05:09 PM] el.bassuony says: you are like sexy?
[5:05:38 PM] el.bassuony says: i am like that
[5:06:05 PM] X says: you are sexy?
im so sexy when i play with my 3rd arm
[5:07:09 PM] el.bassuony says: yes i am very sexy
[5:07:44 PM] el.bassuony says: youhave big tits?
[5:09:22 PM] X says: people often say i look like i have 2 bottles of canned peaches under my shirt
[5:10:15 PM] el.bassuony says: youhave nice ASS?
[5:11:23 PM] X says: people often say it look like i have 2 nice hams shoved down the back of my pants, u find sex?
[5:12:16 PM] el.bassuony says: i have nice coak
[5:12:29 PM] X says: a nice coak?
[5:12:38 PM] X says: like the soda? coke?
[5:12:46 PM] el.bassuony says: yes,,,
[5:13:19 PM] X says: soda is 2 sugary for me
[5:13:40 PM] X says: now if u have a nice diet coke, im pleased
[5:15:09 PM] el.bassuony says: what you like from the person youmeet here?
[5:15:42 PM] X says: i like people who own dishwashers that ACTUALLY clean dishes, that impresses me
[5:15:46 PM] X says: show they high roller
[5:16:35 PM] el.bassuony says: youhave camera?
[5:16:55 PM] X says: i sing opera, and i hit my high note and the lense broke :(
[5:18:00 PM] el.bassuony says: why you not ask me?
[5:18:33 PM] el.bassuony says: for any thing
[5:18:43 PM] X says: i didnt know u offer
[5:19:26 PM] el.bassuony says: did you love?
[5:20:21 PM] X says: look i g2g, i got a date with a polar bear, later | | | | 547 Views | 26 Thumbs Up | 14 Comments | |
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| | M-aj-ICK | | | Thursday, July 3, 2008 (4:22 PM)
(I'm feeling cynical) | | Hello there! i AM X!
i like dressing up. i like drinking wine. i like watching people. i enjoy lonliness and being alone to a point. i enjoy my bed. i like romance. i like being in control. i like being submissive. i hate pity. i hate the small minded. i like music. i like reading poetry aloud, i would read stories more but my heart strays 3/4s of the way through. i like vodka, if i ever met you id probably suggest drinking this. i like to be intrigued, in fact i love that feeling. i like being quite boring. i like parisian prostitutes from the early 1900s, true ladies. i like tattoos. i like confusion. id like "what is love" by haddaway or "you spin me round" by dead or alive to play at my funeral. im not very affectionate unless i really like you. im very emotional at times. i like making up stories involving unicorns and robots. i LOVE the eighties matchbox b-line disaster. i love the idea of when i die, having my head cut off and frozen to be re-thawed and put on a robot body. i like being shallow. i like being deep. i like indulging in childish behaviors bc i hate the thot of getting old and losing touch with things i once loved JUST bc i grow a year older. i enjoy and collect handcuffs. i like shaking snow globes. i hate pomposity. i like being eccentric. i would enjoy having Seal sing "kiss from a rose" to me as i bled to death, sad but true. I hate how people are more than likely going to take that seriously because they dont understand my dark humor in life. i hate happy funshine. i love dancing. i enjoy night. i like things safe to a point. i like to take chances. i love it when guys can hold a basketball with one hand for some striking unforseen reason. i hate humanity. i despise my clumbsy nature. i hate that most often times people give a shit what others think. i love being disturbing or demented, its just in my nature to be that way. i enjoy the fact that im not in the least bit afraid of death. i love dipping pizza crust into a soft drink beverage. i have a small fascinatiion of 50s pin up girls, if i could be like that i would. i hate being judged unfairly. i love tank tops. im quite fond of energy drinks. i hate that i cant tell someone i love them without fully meaning it with my full heart, sometimes puts me in a spot. im not a fan of the fact that i get distracted easily. i absolutely adore bangles and chokers. i like making outrageous claims. i love the misfits. i like feeling extremely cold. i like it when people add me as a friend because we have something in common. its dull otherwise....
No-one really knows how X was spawned into the world, or from whence she crept, but the legends are legion. Some say shes some sort of blood thirsty monster forged by sadistic mad scientists from the spit of Wendy O. Williams of the Plasmatics, the tears of Helena Bonham Carter and needle plucked from Pinhead. Others say she rose from the depths of a nearby swamp on the outskirts of Magic Town
who really knows ;P
-X<3 | | | | 500 Views | 28 Thumbs Up | 16 Comments | |
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| | F-U Tornado - I still have my internets muahahaha | | | Saturday, June 21, 2008 (5:38 PM)
(I'm feeling bored) | | so apparently a tornado or something is really really really close to me lol...im not worried tho lol - cuz idk i havent really ever seen them come that close and when they do its usually not that bad...i mean i dont want to jinx myself but ya
it keeps like killing my power and connection - but i provailed via laptop
*shakes fist at nature* TAKE THAT!
i WAS in the dark for a bit so i like texted friends and junk
but like now im back muahahaha, actually im prolly going to kill my laptop for awhile to save battery power
...the rain went down a bit..but its like that eerie yellow color outside and the streets are flooding, i dont trust that shit for a sec lol
but ya im fully prepared to make a run for safety if it gets too close, so no worries - seriously lol
i MIGHT go play in the rain even, but prolly not lol...cuz its light now but like i said i dont trust it
plans 4 the evening - i plan on drinking and texting lol - so if ure lucky enough to have my number - woot woot
if u dont, dont ask lol
anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dreamcatcher rocks - there i said it
and with that, i log off my internets for awhile
good day good sirs and mams
-X
PS. im totes going to bitchslap dis tornado down with my gangsta thuggin mean muggin ;P
...or something like that
.................................ok im out! | | | | 477 Views | 16 Thumbs Up | 11 Comments | |
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| | zomg its x | | | Wednesday, June 18, 2008 (2:02 PM)
(I'm feeling contemplative) | | something was said to me yesterday in passing - and it just kind of reminded me of a grand scheme attitude that i dont understand and i need some making clear on lol
what im not understanding is how if someone doesnt like another person..they have to dislike everything the person does lol..and this isnt based off anything in drama news, but i think it kind of reflects with it as well as everything else in the grand scheme...but like, i never understand how some people can have a distaste for someone - but cant give them credit u know?
like ill be the 1st to admit - theres a few people i dont really like that much on this site and irl, it happens..thats life, not everyone can get along - but i would never hate on u for being u if i dislike u....if someone asked me why i dislike a person, id present facts as to why if i needed to..but i wouldnt just assume everything the person does is fuckwit lol...like there are plenty of people i dont see eye to eye with but i think some are amazing makers regardless...basically i dont understand how someone can go "oh fuck, i dont like u - ur an asshole" but like EVERYTHING they do is considered bad lol..i dont get that...cuz i dislike people but i wouldnt put everything they do down, i give credit when its due...and like if i see ur doing something that i find lame - even if you're a friend - if my opinion is asked, or its the right time, ill be the 1st person to tell u "hey this is stupid" bc im an actual friend, and i wont be anyones yes-man..thats stupid lol..a true friend values the others opinion
i also dont feel people should be offended if i dont agree with them or be bothered if i think something is lame either...cuz i do hella lame stuff lol...ive been an ass at times - but ill admit it, bc who cares if you're being lame if its what u want to do...it shouldnt matter who thinks its lame - besides everyone makes mistakes..and i dont let pride get in the way of me knowing something was a mistake
like - ill tell u if i think something is fail, whether you're my friend or not...but ill also tell u what i like about u, whether you're my friend or not...and i think im just honest sometimes..but i do apologize when im too harsh
and notice i said "honest" not "right"...im not right all the time, i know that - ive been wrong and i respect any opinion thats given to me..i might be passionate about my opinion, but i wont ever force my beliefs on u - u can know that as a friend
and on a side note - while im speaking about it - im throwing this in there. but if i have alot of good things to say about u...like princesserica for example...i think shes talented, pretty, hilarious etc etc...if i tell her that - she can know im not just telling her what she wants to hear, its what i actually believe...if i say you're funny alot - you can bank that i truly do think that about u, bc i would keep my mouth shut if i didnt think it was true, or if i didnt think it i might even be like "that joke blew - you're not funny" ...there are certain acceptions..but most things have give room
and thats another thing - if i like u, even if i love u, i dont believe everything u do has to be magic constantly...bc people arent like that lol...like i think that in myself...not everything i do is fabulous lol...like some things i say and do im like "x magic woooo" and others im like "x jeez" lol
basically, ive been the person that thinks in black and white before, but along the way i realized there IS a grey area...and so ive been trying to go with that
and like in accordance with what i said...u can read all that and be like "ugh, what a fucktard" and thats ok
but like an exampe to take away with u...im an artist right?..if u didnt like me, could u say u liked a drawing i drew? or would u just assume it was shit bc i did it?
and THAT is what i dont get about some people. | | | | 440 Views | 24 Thumbs Up | 15 Comments | |
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