A broken heart
thought it was the start
wishing she was dead
while laying in bed
in her hand lay a knife
thinking of taking her own life
she says hes not worth it
so just fuck it
she puts the knife away
but wants him to pay
she goes to his house
shes quiet as a mouse
she hears someone
its more like a moan
she sees someone under the covers
and its two lovers
her so called boyfriend
and her best friend
she busts inside the room
they both know they have been sent to there own doom
she throws her boyfriend against a wall
and sees her bestfriend fall
her eyes turn blood red
she wants them dead
grabs her bestfriend by the throat
her bestfriend screams like a goat
shes stabs her in the chest
looking at her boyfriend saying she was the best
blood stains everywhere
she gives him a bitter stare

It feels so cold
I was so brave and bold
Play a sad song just for me
As the seasons change
Remember how i use to be
Im a soldier broken
So i must give up the fight
And now i dont have a light
To guide me threw the night
I lost a great conrad
we were both so bad
Until somehow he disappeared
I thought i couldnt make it
cause i had so much fear
Leave me alone
My saddness has now shown
Im a soldier now
fighting in a battle
just like ragging cattle
To be loved once more
I know im hated for sure
I guess ill have to fight alone
Until my love and trust are all gone
but thats all i do
It cant matter to me if you go
when soldiers see me
i feel so much shame
An when you talked to me
you said i was the one to blame
I dont know wheather to cry or smile
You broke me
While others tried to choke me
I will always be a broken soldier
I know i cant be bolder.

A little girl
Cuter than a pearl
is always full of joy
until she found a boy
she doesnt know him
but somehow he made her feel grim
she stayed with they guy
even thogh all he did was lie
he even cheated on her
he made her feel like a tutuder
she always tried to smile
even if it took her a while
she loved the dude
even though he was always rude
he flirted with other girls
with their hair full of curls
She always cried
no matter how hard she tried
he got a girl pregnant
she should have worn a stupid pendant
she didnt want to leave
she chose he would be the one to believe
She wanted to carry on
from there he went on and on
he kept flirting and being a whore
she believed hed be the one shed adore
one day nothing felt right
she asked him questions with fright
he decided to go a differnt way
she goes and sits near the bay
she doesnt want to shed a tear
she feels death is near
she cant let him bring her down
her friends treat her as if she wore a crown
She wont be stupid
even though she was struck by cupid
she wont die
just because of his lies
I will not die
i will survive without you
...smiles...