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| | Still having fullfilling reminscenses.. | | | | Thursday, December 10, 2009 (4:42 AM) | | From time to time I refered to a online relationship, which I have experienced as giving enrichment.
Somehow it will be consequent to finish this 'story' now, since I realised it is over.
there is one difference: After my 'real' relationships I felt such emptyness and disappointment..but now I feel gratful for the time I was allowed to spend with her.
Sinnce we had so many encounters by messenger and webcam we later decided to meet at least once face to face...three unforgettable days..my life would have been worth living if there had been only these 72 hours. And she gave meso much more.
It's almost funny for me now, when people judge about online relationships (better to say relationships which consist mostly of spending time via the web) - although I had the same opinion 2 years ealier:'I need something real, the web can bring two persons together, but meeting there only would not be enough.'
Such opinion just shows that one doesn't know about it...or that one became disappointed and is inclined to generalise the own impression.
For me this relationship was one of the most important experiences in my life...and I am truly thankful for it..
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| | Soulmate | | | | Saturday, October 10, 2009 (1:19 PM) | | Soulmate
(by an anonymous writer with nickname Tiesha)
They say that everybody has a soul mate;
that person made just for them
Well, if that's true, how will I know when Ive found him?
I've been searching, but Ive found nothing
When will the day come, when I feel that special something?
The day my heart screams out, ''Hes what we've been living without!''
They say everybody has a soul mate;
that person that makes them better
Well, if that's so, how long will it take before we're together?
'Ive been waiting - but Mr. Right has yet to find me
When will the day come, when I find a love thats meant to be?
The day my heart yells, ''I dont see them, but I can hear the bells''
They say everybody has a soul mate;
that person that makes them complete
Well if that's true, how long will it take before our two hearts meet?
I've been looking but I've found NO success
When will that day come when I won't have to settle for less?
The day my heart speaks to me ''Oh wow, is this was it feels like to be happy?''
They say that everybody has a soul mate;
that person that makes them smile for within
Well, if that's so, how long do I have to play this game until I finally win?
I've been anticipating, but love has yet to knock at my door
When will that day come when Ill have everything I need & more?
The day my heart says ''Were done...
...This is the one'' | | | | 52 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Tage des Wasser ~ Days of Water | | | | Friday, September 18, 2009 (4:50 PM) | |
Sorry in case of insufficient translation...
Days of Water
An Angel was sitting at the coastside,
With one broken wing,
And the Angel cried
Because she could not fly back.
So she was waiting day by day
90 nights she did not sleep
Trees were losing their leaves
The winter found his way,
Making the water freeze.
The lake became a mirror
While the Angel's tears
- freezing while falling down -
Bursted on the ice.
Another being stayed near the Lake
When frost stole the water
It was a black Swan
Who could hear the Angel's tears
Bursting as ice crystals.
The Swan was old and he knew
This would be the last winter for him.
He felt pity with the Angel
And gave him one of his black wings.
As farewell the Angel kissed the Swan
And at this time her Tears did not congeal.
The Angel flew away
And The Swan stayed alone.
He did not cry, because he knew
As part of the Angel
His life would never end.
From now, everything what moves
Never would have
To come back to the ground.
The Swan watched the Angel
Flying higher and and higher
Leaving the Days of the Water
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| | Symphony Of Souls | | | | Friday, September 18, 2009 (2:33 PM) | | Quite a long time I did not write down anything here
- but today I dicovered a poem which I liked much.
The Symphony of Souls
Observing the cloudless blue sky
that gleamed its light on me,
taking my heart to the right direction
it always wants to be.
Its warmth quiver the mood
and my humor a pure delight.
Sitting on the shore,
while my feet blissfully
sink in the sand,
ignoring that behind me
sitting my future dream.
Our eyes came in contact
and absorbed each others hearts.
Before saying a single word,
I know its pure love
from the very start.
Suddenly a wave of desire
swept me off my feet,
when she smiled with warmth and
proffered her hand to meet.
With such a heat no wonder
its summer time,
lazy days and exiting nights,
the temperature rise
keeping our moods alive.
With time love flourishes
our hearts and we harvest
all loveliest flowers
of our souls.
Through our affection
this eternal light
shining from above
reminds us that our souls
were destined to be together.
Since We found each other,
our stream of lights flows together
and a single shines our united beings. | | | | 87 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | My best feature | | | Monday, February 9, 2009 (10:41 AM)
(I'm feeling loved) | | My Best Feature
I asked my friend this afternoon,
As I gazed into my reflection,
What she thought of what I saw.
She said, "Images are usually misconceptions."
I started to put down my appearance,
Wishing I was thinner or taller.
She looked at me with understanding eyes,
Saying, "Superficial wishes only make you smaller."
I knew she was right, but who was she to talk,
For she was every guy's dream.
I tried to point this out to her,
She replied, "Appearances aren't always what they seem."
"Tell me five features you admire in yourself," she said,
And I knew my troubles had just begun,
For I could see the hurt in her expression,
When I couldn't even think of one.
I could not think of a single feature I liked,
And I could feel my stomach slowly start to sink.
So I turned to my friend and simply said, "Well what do you think?"
"I think you're looking at it all wrong," she said,
"And I wish I could make it clearer.
It's what's inside you that makes you beautiful,
And not what can be seen in the mirror." She said,
"You're the most loving person I know,
And I hate to watch you fall apart.
If you want to know
what makes you beautiful to me,
Your best feature is your heart." | | | | 179 Views | 1 Thumb Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | No More Romance Scam | | | Thursday, January 22, 2009 (9:42 PM)
(I'm feeling angry) | |
Every 4 or 5 days I get a message by someone who wants to know more about me.
Sadly I often have to experience that such message are a romance scam trial - what means that their only purpose is to earn money from (maybe naive) persons.
They do not care if someone gets badly hurted by their activities.
Since I wanted to learn more about such scammers and their methods I joined to a forum, which a friend avised to me: Most of topics there are written in german, but some persons started to write in English as well.
http://sadlove.de/smf/index.php
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| | searching for a book 'Lonelyness in the Web' by Januz L. Wiesniewsky | | | Friday, January 2, 2009 (3:47 PM)
(I'm feeling groggy) | | Hello together,
since one of my friends advised me to read the book 'Lonelyness in the Web' by Januz L. Wiesniewsky, I am looking for this book - in german or english language.
But sadly it seems impossible to buy this book here. It's the first time that I even could not order it on Amazon or another online shop.
Reading books online is not so very pleasant for me, but I also would try this, if I would find this text at any website...
Maybe you have read this book and could give me a hint, where I can buy, order or simply read it...
Have a nice weekend
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| | Happy New Year 2009 | | | Wednesday, December 31, 2008 (2:02 PM)
(I'm feeling energetic) | |
Hours mean no more or less than years.
A moment is a point with no dimension.
People count to undermine their fears,
P ersuaded numbers lead to comprehension.
Yet time is an illusion of our motion,
No realer than the rising of the sun.
Each line we draw rests on a restless ocean,
W ay, way beyond the scope of more than One.
Years do not begin and never end
Except for purposes of calibration.
A need to share our yearnings, friend to friend,
Requires just one point of celebration.
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| | Some people never say 'I love you', but like child they're longing to be told | | | Saturday, December 27, 2008 (2:45 PM)
(I'm feeling loved) | |
This song from Annie Lennox got a special meaning for me ... and I like it so much...
You've got the cool water
When the fever runs high
And you've got the look of love
Right in your eyes
And I was in a crazy motion
Till you calmed me down
It took a little time
But you calmed me down
Some people never say the words "i love you"
It's not their style to be so bold
Some people never say the words "i love you"
But like a child They're longing to be told
They've got a wall in china
It's a thousand miles long
To keep out the foreigners
They made it strong
And I've got a wall around me
That you can't even see
It took a little time
To get next to me
If something goes wrong
I'm the first to admit it
The first to admit it
But the last one to know If something goes right
Well, it's likely to lose me
It's apt to confuse me
Because it's such an unusual sight
Oh I can't get used to something so right
Something so right
Some people never say the words "i love you"
It's not their style to be so bold
Some people never say the words "i love you"
But like a child I'm longing to be told
They've got a wall in china
And I've got a wall around me
It took a little time
To get next to me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTq8iYHM-qo | | | | 137 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Soul expression | | | Sunday, December 21, 2008 (2:05 PM)
(I'm feeling calm) | | What is the soul?
It can't be seen.
Where did it come from,
Where had it been.
It could be a figment of our adult mind.
It could be a dream, but it still can't be seen.
So how can it be we can touch it
and feel what is good, what is whole, what is real.
We can give it away, we can take it and say;
"I have captured your soul! I have tasted you all."
But it will never be gone,
It is shared for so long.
Such a valuable jewel.
I am honoured to share mine with you. | | | | 76 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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