wishing we never met 
it hurts so bad now that your gone
and im all alone again
no one here understands what im going throw 
i know its all in the past 
but i rememeber everything so clear
u always tell me that when we grow up
we would be roommates 
and leave this place called home
now that youre gone
not a even say good-bye 

i look all around me
i see nothing
i hear voices
dont know where they're
coming from
i see nothing
i look around
and see all my past being:
everything i once was 
and how i am today
theres nothing in the
pictures 
i cant open my eyes 
im trying so hard 
to forget it all
but its to late 
all my past 
came back
to me
its all there
all the tears 
ill never forget
will i.

I dont need your help
im fine on my own
ive been by myself 
my hole life 
u just cant come back 
and tell me wat to do
u were never there for me
u dont care 
u were never there for me
so u just cant come back 
and tell me wat to do
or wat i can or cant be
ive change 
i can stand on my own now
i dont need u anymore
like i told my sister

there could be a person 
in need of my help

i probaly wouldnt help them 
ive stop caring 
i cant let u back 
back into my life 
im sorry 
but that just who i am
yea i know ive turn 
cold hearted 
i never wanted to 
but no one 
was there for me
so im there for no one 
but for some reason 
i will alwayz be there
for my friendz
but never for my family 
im just tired 
of it
im sorry 
but its not 
my fault 

stop repeating it
everyone tells me its wrong
what a dumb choice
it might be but i made it and
im not gunna change my mind anymore so
just stop
i know its a choice i have to live with
but i made it
and i dont care if u call me stupied or crazy
cuz of my choice
i made it not u
even if it hurts me
to bad but i cant turn back and
ask for forgiveness
i know my choice i know what i did
so dont tell me wat to do
what will be better for me
cuz u dont know whats best for me
u dont event know me
its only been an year sence i met u
so dont say u know better
cuz u dont

i hate the stars cuz the same stars i see
u see with out me
i dont know what to do about
u any more

i look at u and i remember everything you said to me
i dont know any more
if i should listen to u or leave
supossbly u cared thats what u said
then u said u dont
whats the truth do u care or not
make up your mind 
so if u dont give a damn
i could leave
i hated it when u say
that u dont know yet
just leave me alone cuz either way
u are still hurting me
with your little lies
i dont not care anymore about what
u have to say cuz i know ull lie anyways
so just fuck off

last night i was looking up at the sky
givivng each star a reason why i love u
i was doing so well til i ran out of stars
i love you