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| | "Perfect to a T" | | | Thursday, August 14, 2008 (9:20 PM)
(I'm feeling stressed) | | you would think that for a chick like me, i would make up my mind and keep it that way..
but there is always that one fuckin' thing that a guy has to say that just gets me. that one thing.
if you're a chick and you know what i'm talking about, you know how easy it is to take that fuck back. he just has to say the right thing.. despite the fact that he always says the right thing, all the time.
grr.
that's one of the many reasons why i'm bisexual and i hate guys. they just have to say the right thing and *whoosh!* right back in their arms. then you think, "fuck, why is this guy so perfect? why does he always say the right thing all the time? its like everytime he says the right thing, i fall in love all over again.. or he makes me love him so much more. or makes me like him with so much intensity.." grr. damn guys.
its so easy for guys to get us back.. unless some are true bitches and just don't want that motherfucker anymore. lmfao.
for example: the guy that i was talking about, the one that i said i got rid of.. well fuck, he said the right thing. Yes, yes, i know. *stupid samantha!* grr. but its not my fault he's so perfect for me. i know, i said that about my exbf, he turned out to be a complete jerk/asshole. despite my ex, i do believe that this dude is perfect. like really, he knows me better than i know myself. (well not really, but we'll just let him think that.) he knows me alot, like he actually listens to me bitch and bitch and bitch about the stupidest shit.. and he can sit there and take it. like he can actually sit there and listen to me complain about every fuckin' thing. it makes me think, damn, if this guy can sit thru that, oh wow. makes me wonder. ya know?
i don't know why, but i just felt like getting all that shit off my chest. cuz i mean, you guys do deserve the right to know about my love life, it's not like i don't tell you any-fuckin'-way. lmfao.
i guess if you want you can drop a line in the comments if you agree, cuz it would be nice to know that some chicks out there do feel somewhat of the same way.. if you disagree, then say so, everyone has their own opinions. :]
ttyl.
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| | Lately.. things have been.... | | | Friday, July 18, 2008 (2:55 PM)
(I'm feeling okay) | | July 18th, 2008.
4:47pm.
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So yea, I haven't done a blog in quite a long fuckin' time..
so I'm gonna just jot down some news for ya.
I haven't been on here since around my 17th birthday..
And I'm sorry about that.. I've just been busy with work, friends, and this one guy..
News about work:
I'm back in Logistics. I'm so fuckin' happy about that too.
I love Logistics, with a passion.
If you're wondering what Logistics is, it's basically how the store is setup.
Like walk into your local Old Navy and look around at where the clothes are placed...
I do that. I basically put the clothes where they need to be. :)
And sometimes, I can put them where I want. :D
Which I also love doing.
The only thing I don't like about Logistics is that I have to wake up like super-early..
And I get grouchy when I wake up early...
Which takes me too another subject......
The guy:
He's sweet, cute, absolutely somewhat my type..
Just one problem, he doesn't understand.
Like really.. I don't think most people understand.
Well maybe people that are going through the same thing at this moment..
But I don't think he understood where I was coming from.
He just thought I was being selfish..
dude...
If you know me at all, I'm so not selfish..
When I used to be a smoker.. my friends would ask me for a cigarette or ask to share one..
Shit, no need to ask, I just gave 'em one.
I do the same fuckin' thing with money..
They ask to borrow money for gas and I'll give it to them..
Now tell me, is that selfish?
I don't think it is..
But that 's just me..
So I just kinda told the guy, I can't do it.
I can't just revolve my whole fuckin' world around him.. fuck that.
I mean, I have family issues going on right now, I have to pay for bills which leaves me with like no money.
Just some guys don't understand..
Friends:
Well not much to say..
Just been hanging out with my friends constantly.
(which that dude hated.)
Family:
Wow, touchy subject?
Nah, not really.. just blah.
Uhh, dad's being an asshole.. He's suppose to go to Japan sometime..
iono.. I hate him.
But uhh, like I said before.. I gotta pay for bills and shit..
first two weeks of the month-- Cell phone bill: like 80 bucks.
Last two weeks of the month-- some random bill.
On average I make like 250 or less every two weeks..
if you think about it.. I don't really have money for myself in a month.
For one: people still want their money back..
As if I'm not gonna pay them back or some shit.
For two: I'm somewhat of pothead.. I do like to go out with my friends and smoke every now and then.
(and to that dude, if you say anything about me smoking everytime I'm over there, stop fuckin' lying.)
I do not smoke every time I go over there. Believe me. I do turn down smoking every now and then. I'm not a true fuckin' pothead.
For three: I work at Old Navy..
Seriously, do you think I'm not gonna shop when I get paid..
I get a 40% discount!
Shit.. I'll take the chance when I can get it.
I only get one 40% discount thingy a month..
Fuckit.
I think this is gonna be the end of my blog cuz I'm a bit sleepy..
I wanna go lay down and contemplate how shitty my life is.
Have a nice day!
Love, Sam. :)
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| | First off! | | | | Sunday, April 6, 2008 (10:25 AM) | | Hello. I'm sure the only reason you came across this is because I was either live or you're just really freakin' bored.
I'm pretty big on blogging on Myspace.. I guess I'll start here too. :]
Pretty much everything you need to know about me is going to be said in this blog, so if you wanna get to know me, just stick around and read it.
I'm a very blunt person, I tell you whatever is on my mind.
I love playing video games that require either killing or racing. They're my favorite types. :]
I love watching comedy movies, expecially ones like Superbad or Knocked Up.
I like reading comics.. Like Xmen, mostly.
I love to read. Any type of reading, i just love it.
I can be very odd, I laugh at random times. I can make someone laugh just by me being me. :P
I have my lip pierced. I got it March 28th, '08.
I have really bad habits, sometimes every morning that I wake up, I pop my wrists.. you know like popping your fingers/knuckles.. I pop my wrists as well. :]
I'm a tomboy, sorta. I dress like a girl sometimes, just not all the time.
Most people expect me to live up to their standards, they are always let down. :p
I just recently moved back home. I sleep on the couch. [by choice, not by force.]
I work. I won't tell you where, but I work. I make $7.00 an hour. :] Pretty good for my age, huh?
There is more about me, just ask, maybe I'll tell.. I'm just tired of typing right now. :]
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