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| | Reality | | | Friday, December 12, 2008 (9:29 AM)
(I'm feeling geeky) | | Look around…
What do you see?
Smiles and laughter
Or a world of gory like me?
Some people live under bridges or drains
Afraid of heavy water that can take them away
Others sleep wrapped in plastic on unfilled cemetery holes
Barely awaiting the rise of day!
Kids climb trees with a belt
To tie themselves up at night
While others fight for refuge
Praying to find that place that is always too tight and Never al right!
Hearing their stories
Starts breaking my heart
Knowing how they live…
Just tears me apart!
I start to wonder if a loving heart can change the world??
For filling one’s own desires is what I’ve heard!
Are we all already consumed with materialism??
No morality and egocentrism! | | | 70 Views | 0  Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | a thought! | | | Friday, December 12, 2008 (9:23 AM)
(I'm feeling bored) | | theres ALWAYS that one boy
who no matter how BAD
he HURTS you
and FUCKS you around
he will ALWAYS be
the ONE who has
your HEART....... FOREVER | | | | 96 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | have u ever? | | | Monday, December 8, 2008 (4:20 PM)
(I'm feeling bored) | | Have you ever loved someone that much
That you would die for this person?
I have
Have you ever committed the grates sin?
The sin of ruin your own happiness?
I have
I guess he couldn’t handle me
I guess he couldn’t handle the truth
That I loved him so much
That I loved him so deeply
That I would kill myself if he hadn’t shown up.
That I would have continued my life
In the same old pattern
Without anything to live for.
But then he showed up
Out of nowhere
Suddenly my world made sense
Suddenly I knew why I should keep breathing
I told him the truth
I opened my soul like newer before
He couldn’t handle it
He couldn’t take it.
He ran away
Like a cat chased by a dog
Wouldn’t even know the reason.
So now my heart is gone
My soul disappeared
Cause when you love someone that madly
You just can’t go on like nothing happened
Like you never had these feelings
So now I have even fewer things to live for
Fewer things to breathe for
But one thing I have left
Is my tears
The tears that are rolling down my face
Every second
Every minute
Now my friends understand
Understand why I needed their money
But it’s all meaningless now
Why should I leave my home?
My friends
For someone that can’t handle the truth
The truth about my love to him.
I just sit in my bed
Starring out in the air
Without any purpose
Without any goal
My tears are salt
My screams are unheard
Although they try to help
It seems like they can’t
I never felt this pain before
Never felt this feeling of being lost
My life doesn’t make sense anymore
………
I will stop it
I promise
But it’s all because of you
You and your words
And what is a word?
Can you believe in words?
I believed in yours
And I gave me away to you
What did I have in return?
Words that made my cry
Words that made me feel unwanted
Words that made me shiver
Shiver like the first time you said it
Said you loved me.
But guess it was all just one big lie
If you can forget that feeling
Just like that
I guess…
I guess…
I die…
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| | Copy & Paste this!! | | | | Monday, December 1, 2008 (1:16 PM) | | | Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C?
Nopeee
Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do?
bump him outta the way
Anyone you want to fight?
duh
Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
Yah
Are you playing hard to get right now?
xD No
Do you miss your past?
No
Would you date someone if they weren't very attractive, but had the perfect personality?
Yeah
What are you doing tonight?
spending tym wiv mah boi dex
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yupppp
Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
idk
Ever been in an ambulance?
Yep
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Yah
Has a girl ever punched you?
Yes
Do you know anyone in the military currently?
Yeah
Last thing you put in your mouth?
Straw
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Nah, but I do anyways.
What do you do when you need to relax?
listen to musik
What are you listening to right now?
within temptations-angels
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter L?
Nah
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Nah
What's the worst thing about you?
I'm a jerk. =P
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Umm. mah boi dex
What is your favorite drink?
Dunno
Are you bipolar?
No
Do you usually have weird dreams?
Yeah
Do you like your bed?
It's alright.
Have you ever been to NYC?
nope
Any fun plans for today?
Nope
Have you kissed in the rain?
Nope
Do you have any hickies?
Yah
Who did you last kiss and why?
mah boi dex
Why do ya wanna know?
??
Do you think your ex's are still into you?
yess
Whose car did you last drive and who was in it?
My mom's car, and she was in it.
Name a fact about the person you like?
=P
Name someone whose name starts with the letter "D".
Dexter <3
Have you ever hooked up with an ex after the breakup?
Yah
Whats your current problem?
My hands are cold!
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
Kinda
Do you have a best friend?
A few
Are you self-conscious?
Ha... sometimes.
Did your ex hurt you, if so could you forgive them?
Yeah, and no.
Who do you talk to when your sad?
Anyone who will listen.
Who did you last talk to in person?
man boi dex
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Kiiinda
Do you hate people who are obsessed with things like High School Musical, Hannah Montana, and The Jonas Brothers?
Yep
Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
Yep
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
lil sis yas
Last person you gave up on?
Don't worry about it.
Last time you watched someone flirt with someone you were interested in?
I don't know.
Could you go a day without eating?
yesss
Does someone have a crush on you?
Yawww
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
mah boi;s cus-n
What jewelry do you wear?
None at the moment
Have you ever done anything illegal?
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| | leavin by jesse mccartney | | | Tuesday, November 25, 2008 (1:07 PM)
(I'm feeling energetic) | | | love this song!!
Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say
[Chorus:]
Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we're leavin' never to come back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that
Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you're the baddest little thing that I've ever seen
So I'm gonna ask you one time if you got a man
[Chorus]
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him... | | | | 81 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | within temptation | | | Tuesday, November 25, 2008 (1:04 PM)
(I'm feeling sleepy) | | | Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
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| | bout meh ex =0 | | | | Tuesday, November 18, 2008 (1:09 PM) | | | Like a cold blade
Your hatred peirces
Regions once unknown
So deep it can't be sewn
You leave it in peices
So broken and shattered
It cannot be put together
Like a cold blade
Your lies wound
So much they can't be sewn
You leave it bloody
So gashed and scarred
I cannot recognize it
Like a cold blade
Your hatred and lies
Break apart my heart. | | | | 73 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | poem... | | | Tuesday, November 18, 2008 (1:13 PM)
(I'm feeling devious) | | | I think of you and I can feel myself begin to smile.
You only leave my mind every once in a while.
I’m finding it hard to breathe as my heart continues to pound.
I think of they way you used to say I love you without making a sound.
I remember all those moments when your lips were against mine.
It was just us two, and we were frozen in time.
Then I slowly realize these are just memories from the past.
And each one reminds me of how our love didn’t last.
I’m standing by a well hoping that it will bring me back my desire.
Hoping it will light your spark and once again make it a fire.
I hold out my hand and drop the coin that will bring back my heart.
Maybe if we meet again our love will never part.
I close my eyes and hope the coin will be enough.
Tonight, my darling, I’m wishing for your love. | | | | 58 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | 1st blog!! | | | Tuesday, November 18, 2008 (1:06 PM)
(I'm feeling awake) | | | i think most no why i had to change my account
the other was fore my ex and i kudnt bear to have it anymor...
other then that there rele is nothing new about first blogs...
NOTHING SPECIAL!!!!!
this one suxx!!!! | | | | 46 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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