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| | Just something that's been on my mind... | | | Wednesday, September 2, 2009 (6:58 PM)
(I'm feeling awake) | | Today I wrote out what all I would want to do if I live to see tomorrow or next year. Isn't it strange that we have absolutely no say so over our life. I mean we will not know when our life would end unless we are in prison and they give us a definate date, but is it even over then? Do we really live on in our family members, or children if we have any? Do you believe in reincarnation...I failed to realize earlier on that we are not over ourselves. What is holding our fate? We are holding our own fate. Death depends on us to foresee our next step. Are the things that you say are to die for really worth it?
Will you take someone else's life to save your own or another you care deeply about. And if we are all here on this earth aren't we ALL related in some sort of sick way? lol We are all humans although we come in different forms, shapes, sizes, and colors. Have you ever dated outside your race and thought to yourself what if thousands of years ago or even hundreds of years ago we are related in some sort of way. Our lives as we know it are becoming a melting pot slowly but gradually telling us that we all need to stick together. Not only do we need to start taking care of one or another, but just lending a helping hand here and there will help out.
Been thinking about joining the peace corps for a year to see if I like that. I think that I should at least put forth my time and effort into contributing some good deeds while I can in this lifetime. IF not the peace corps I'm going to get involved in things that matters. Starting with my community first we are in need of so many programs for teens, so that they will not venture off into lifestyles that will send them on before their time. I've made mistakes and still are and not perfect by a long shot, but I try to do all I can to help someone out when they need me. Only a selective few that I talk to here on a almost daily basis knows my struggles. Including God above he's the only one that truly knows what the deal is. I'm hoping that as people we will evolve again. The racist issues are almost out the door, and prejudice will always be around as long as we don't see each other as people and not categorize ourselves in groups we will forever have racism and prejudice amongst us. People in their own cultures even hate on themselves, so there will be another billion years before we get to that level of peace and assurance.
Do you believe in higher beings and if not tell me about why or whom lead you to believe that there are GODs or no GOd at all just merely a folkstale? When was the first time you ever called upon a higher power? Have you ever relied on something or someone else other than physical beings here on earth?
Do you believe that we are all born with a special gift, a talent, that is impossible for others to grasp the concepts of doing the task or talent? I dont know. Right now these thoughts and dreams just go through my mind all the time. Questions unanswered forever. No one knows what happened thousands of years ago. Written in scrolls, then books, now printed off computers about this MAN we all call GOD. And the story that lived on for centuries. Do you think someone may have misread some of the passages and or made up some of the stories along the way. What happened to the years of adoloscents not talked about in the Bible or other biblical forms of the word? I asked a preacher once has he ever seen God. He said no, but you feel him in your heart and you can talk to him in your mind. Sometimes I wonder if we are talking to ourselves, or is it really a man standing in the clouds, looking over everything and everyone 24/7 never sleeping. Does he hire angels to watch over us as well, and do he really send angels down to talk to us at times without us knowing?
How do we know if we are talking to a complete stranger or God or one of his angels. Have you ever talked with someone and first off you feel comfortable. You guys have a conversation about a particular matter and all of a sudden they pinpoint everything that is going on in your life and how you should change it or give you advice about what you should do in certain situations. Sometimes they give out a testimony. Say for example if you are in a crowded elevator and it stops. ANd its just you and this janitor. He starts to say hi and you say hi and then form a conversation about elevators. He tells you fifteen mins into the conversation about being stuck in an elevator years ago when he had a heartattack. He claims the doc inside the elevator had done all he could. He says to you he prayed and he saw another being come down and put their hand over his heart. All of a sudden he felt no pain and relaxed. Next thing he knew he was awaken by his wife holding his hand...Do you keep talking to this guy thinking that it was a miracle he survived or do you shrug the story off thinking its a lie.
I believe in miracles, but do you think sometimes they may have blacked out and dreamed that? Or do you believe that the presents of an angel and their prayer actually saved them. I myself believe in GOD. I'm not going to lie. At times I questioned his abilities...but he always showed me his power. Well you guys sleep on that. Get back at me with some comments, answers, and or questions about this blog...
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| | Marbley Street | | | Sunday, August 30, 2009 (3:50 PM)
(I'm feeling artistic) | | As I walked down Marbley Street
You crossed my mind
I'd never leave you behind
Yes. As I walked down memory lane
The laughs, the hugs, the basketball tournaments
The pushes, the jokes, the arguments
Why did we have to walk away?
Only 3 words we longed to say
But now you're gone
Before we were young lovers
But as always we ended up loving others
Still can't believe you're gone
As I walked down Marbley Street
Your voice carrid through the winds
Knowing in this life I will never see you again
Reached for my heart
And turned around
Your presents is here, but my mind is in the lost and found
Maybe if, should have, could have is all I can say
Until we meet again
Here is where you will stay...
RIP S.S. | | | | 47 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | Scorpio Bound | | | | Sunday, August 30, 2009 (3:43 PM) | | Take me away to your world
Let me hear all you want me to
Beg me for more
Lean against the door
Tell me what you want
And I'll do much more
You say you're ready but I think you're not
I've already touched your spots
And youre not even naked
100 degrees you're burning up
Just in time to bust a what, you say now?
You're playing with your hands
Trying to be shy
Too late now
You're scorpio bound
Come on now don't be scared
You said you already been here
But now you're breathing hard, but I'm the one putting in work
You say you do this and you do that
Just don't tell them how I tap
Doing things you never though you could
We could be cuddies or so much more
All I want you to do is close the door
Now you're scorpio bound | | | | 31 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | "Online" friends | | | | Sunday, August 30, 2009 (3:39 PM) | | TO my friendsfam lol
My friends
I love you with all my heart
If you ever feel lonely
All you have to do is call
Send me a text, a forward, an email
Trust the if you want me to listen
I'd be right there
Love to hear your laughter
Hate to hear you cry
Hope the pain inside doesn't last forever
As I help you dry the tears from your eyes
Cause you would do the same
We may never meet in person
But you will always be...
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| | Only I Know What I Want and Need | | | Sunday, August 30, 2009 (3:35 PM)
(I'm feeling anxious) | | Only I know what I want and need, Only you there to show me, Everything I want and need is with you
Laying in this dark room
I dont know what to do, so I turn to the moon
And I cry, watch the tears fall onto my hands
Glistening in the moonlight
I sit and sigh
This can not be my life
Not my life...
Never thought this would happen to me
Its ok. Its alright.
I've fallen and its too late
Too late to turn around
Now I yearn for the touch
For the heartache
Yearn for the love and the makeup pains
Wish I could make it all disappear
But I can't
Wish the day never came
I don't love you, but I want you
Need you close
Too long and its too late to start over
If only I could feel what you feel | | | | 34 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | YOUR EYES *new poetry* | | | Sunday, August 30, 2009 (3:31 PM)
(I'm feeling content) | | Your eyes tell me everything I want to know.
Your mouth rested upon mine is all I want
Give me your heart, think I have the key?
Let me inside
Breathe into you
Breathe into me
Long for the day we shall meet
Long for the hours our memories will keep
Please don't mind me
Lost in a maze down by pure defeat
You won
Tried so many times, got tired
When you came along the game of love I retired
Hung up my heart and soul behind steel walls
Dared you to try, you came inside stole my life
Your voice says it all over the phone
Mentally you have me gone
Just hope later on
I won't be singing another sad love song... | | | | 26 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Thumbs up or thumbs down.... | | | Saturday, July 11, 2009 (6:09 PM)
(I'm feeling awake) | | | I need some people to either leave comments or click thumbs up or thumbs down so I will know rather or not I'm pleasing the audience or annoying the hell outta ya...Take criticism well so let me know what's up. | | | | 37 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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