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The stars will shine upon my downfall...
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 Unspoken Vows
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 (6:59 PM)
**** money, **** fame, **** fortune **** glory, **** love.
I don't want anything but my kitten back.
She was my princess and my everything
i loved her as much as i love my own life.
I can't begin to describe her.
she was my little ball of fun
a few days ago on saturday
she swallowed a skewer though
and she was fine, we got it out and she lived laughed ate drank everything
then yesterday she started coughing up blood and gushing up blood.
When my mom got home for us to take her to the vet she started bleeding EVEYWHERE
my mom was wearing a white shirt...it's now a red shirt
it was like a faucet of blood...Non stop

we got to the humane society and they said they couldn't help so we wentt to the pet hospital
we stopped there and since it was an emergency they rushed us right in, no time for delay
eventually the doctor came in and she was asleep...probably near death from the blood loss but they looked at her and said we needed to take her to the specialist, as most of you know I am so poor it is not even funny, We couldn;'t afford it
a sonogram alone would cost 500 dollars, then the surgery that might not even work, or not even fix her would cost 4 thousand plus,
we were stuck between the cross roads.

Of unspoken vows,
we chose to keep our kitty.
how little we knew.
so unpunished
and loved, without a single tear in her eye
Unspoken vows,
lead us to believe
she was a simple kitty, harmed without a plea.
she lived with us, for a great deal.
now she is' my once held ideal
I can't believe how far we came,
in such a short time, but now she leaves us.
With a hea held high

We put her too sleep.
no pain she felt.
now she is asleep.
in heaven she lay.

Good bye sarah.
I love you...


before the vet took her
i looked in at her in her cage thingy carrier w/e
i started at her...and with her last amount of energy she looked at me walked over to me licked my cheek meowed and fell down
the vet then took her away....
and she returned in her new home....a nice white kitty coffin..
it's for the best...isn't it?
i wnt my kitty back...



**** money, **** fame, **** fortune **** glory, **** love.
I don't want anything but my kitten back.
She was my princess and my everything
i loved her as much as i love my own life.
I can't begin to describe her.
she was my little ball of fun
a few days ago on saturday
she swallowed a skewer though
and she was fine, we got it out and she lived laughed ate drank everything
then yesterday she started coughing up blood and gushing up blood.
When my mom got home for us to take her to the vet she started bleeding EVEYWHERE
my mom was wearing a white shirt...it's now a red shirt
it was like a faucet of blood...Non stop
we got to the humane society and they said they couldn't help so we wentt to the pet hospital
we stopped there and since it was an emergency they rushed us right in, no time for delay
eventually the doctor came in and she was asleep...probably near death from the blood loss but they looked at her and said we needed to take her to the specialist, as most of you know I am so poor it is not even funny, We couldn;'t afford it
a sonogram alone would cost 500 dollars, then the surgery that might not even work, or not even fix her would cost 4 thousand plus,
we were stuck between the cross roads.
Of unspoken vows,
we chose to keep our kitty.
how little we knew.
so unpunished
and loved, without a single tear in her eye
Unspoken vows,
lead us to believe
she was a simple kitty, harmed without a plea.
she lived with us, for a great deal.
now she is' my once held ideal
I can't believe how far we came,
in such a short time, but now she leaves us.
With a hea held high
We put her too sleep.
no pain she felt.
now she is asleep.
in heaven she lay.
Good bye sarah.
I love you... 

before the vet took her
i looked in at her in her cage thingy carrier w/e
i started at her...and with her last amount of energy she looked at me walked over to me licked my cheek meowed and fell down
the vet then took her away....
and she returned in her new home....a nice white kitty coffin..
it's for the best...isn't it?
i wnt my kitty back...

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 Requiem.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 (2:37 PM)

Conviction
anger
souless
redemption
salvation.
fortitude
honor
forsaken
chaos
destruction
love
charity
faith
reality
immunity
Dream

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 Here Comes World War III Lol, Damn U.S And Korea Are Going At IT Again. Oh Well WE got the Spetznaz(russias Finest)
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 (6:24 AM)
SEOUL, South Korea – North Korea warned Wednesday of a "thousand-fold" military retaliation against the U.S. and its allies if provoked, the latest threat in a drumbeat of rhetoric in defense of its rogue nuclear program.

Japanese and South Korean news reports said North Korea is preparing an additional site for test-firing a long-range missile that experts say could be capable of striking the United States. Russia's deputy defense minister reportedly said it would shoot down any missile headed its way.

The warning of a military strike, carried by the North's state media, came hours after President Barack Obama declared North Korea a "grave threat" to the world and pledged that recent U.N. sanctions on the communist regime will be aggressively enforced.

Obama and South Korean President Lee Myung-bak met in Washington Tuesday for a landmark summit in which the two leaders agreed to build a regional and global "strategic alliance" to persuade North Korea to dismantle all its nuclear weapons.

Pyongyang claims its nuclear bombs are a deterrent against the United States and accuses Washington of plotting with Seoul to topple its secretive regime — led by the unpredictable dictator Kim Jong Il who is reportedly preparing to hand over power to his 26-year-old youngest son.

"If the U.S. and its followers infringe upon our republic's sovereignty even a bit, our military and people will launch a one hundred- or one thousand-fold retaliation with merciless military strike," the government-run Minju Joson newspaper said in a commentary.

The commentary, carried by the official Korean Central News Agency, also called Obama "a hypocrite" for advocating a nuclear-free world while making "frantic efforts" to develop new nuclear weapons at home.

"The nuclear program is not the monopoly of the U.S.," it said.

The report did not mention the Obama-Lee summit.

Attention has been focused on North Korea since it conducted a nuclear test, its second, on May 25 in defiance of the United Nations. The U.N. Security Council responded by toughening an arms embargo, authorizing ship searches for nuclear and ballistic missile cargo and depriving the regime of the financing used to build its nuclear program.

South Korea's Dong-a Ilbo newspaper reported Wednesday that the North has begun withdrawing money from its bank accounts in the Chinese territory of Macau and elsewhere, for fear they would be frozen under the U.N. sanctions.

But Lim Eul-chul, a research professor at South Korea's Kyungnam University and an expert on North Korea, cast doubt on the report. He said the North likely had decreased its exposure to banks in Macau sharply after its funds were previously frozen there under U.S. sanctions.

"They know how to keep and secure their money," Lim said, adding that North Korea can effectively hide funds in accounts in mainland China opened in the name of third parties such as local Chinese companies and ethnic Korean Chinese citizens.

Separately, Japan's Sankei newspaper said Wednesday that the North has been showing signs of preparing two sites — the Dongchang-ni site on the northwestern coast and the Musudan-ni site on the northeastern coast — from where a long-range missile could be launched.

It was earlier thought that any launch would come only from the northwest.

South Korea's Chosun Ilbo newspaper also carried a similar report Wednesday, quoting an unidentified government official as saying that a special train that carried a long-range missile to the northwestern site has recently moved to the northeastern site.

But South Korea's Yonhap news agency reported that North Korea has been running an empty cargo train from a weapons factory to the two sites.

Yonhap quoted an unnamed government official as saying the movement is aimed at "confusing" foreign intelligence agencies.

Still, Paik Hak-soon, an analyst at the private Sejong Institute think tank outside Seoul, said the possibility of the North conducting a long-range missile test is high unless tension with the U.S. "is dramatically reduced."

In Moscow, the Interfax news agency quoted Deputy Defense Minister Viktor Popovkin as saying that if a North Korean missile comes toward Russia "we will see it and shoot it down."

South Korea's Unification Ministry, Finance Ministry, Defense Ministry and the National Intelligence Service said they could not confirm the reports on money withdrawals or on the missiles, which ostensibly can carry a nuclear warhead. It remains unclear whether they have developed a nuclear device small enough to be carried on a missile.

North Korea, which conducted its first nuclear test in 2006, is believed to have enough weaponized plutonium for at least half a dozen atomic bombs. It revealed last week that it is also producing enriched uranium. The two materials are key ingredients for making atomic bombs.

Some analysts believe that the North's rhetoric is aimed at showing people at home that their government can defy the powerful U.S., and eventually to give credit for it to Kim's reported heir apparent, Kim Jong Un. The analysts say this would make Jong Un's ascent to the top acceptable to the North Koreans.
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 Insanely Important!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 (5:29 PM)
Posted by LittleStar, important please read!
I posted a Bulletin of warning for everyone last month...it seems I need to repeat myself...so....
EVERYONE should do a thorough Virus and Malware scan on your systems.
Certain People have found it necessary, for the LULZ, to release ActiveX and RootKit Viruses all over LV. You need to check out some FREE Programs, if you don't have them already, like ZoneAlarm, Spybot Search & Destroy and Avira.
Also I warn you to NOT go into the fake "livevideo" shows you are seeing posted, because they are hacker rooms...if they have hit your system already with viruses...they are gonna PING you and take control.. YOU EVEN NEED TO BE WARY in rooms you are familiar with.
Several LV users have had problems the last few days...and BELIEVE IT OR NOT...the numbers of those hit will rise rapidly.
Just a Warning..You can take it or Leave it....Your Choice....
Perhaps, if you care, you could pass this on.....

Himansup's input: and too those of you whom don't know what a Rootkit does to your computer it will slowly start corrupting every file you have so that it will not work and will access every key you type and every word you type everything you visit contrary too belief rootkit is the WORST type of virus possible, if someone random goes into your page/liveshow make sure you Block and delete them ASAP unless you KNOW them and have known them for a long time., Just becareful you DO NOT want a RootKit
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 ....Sigh
Monday, June 15, 2009 (12:31 AM)

where has my sun shine gone
All lights seem too have faded.
There is nothing but rain
I am sitting here.
but there is simply no sound
I see so many people, There mouths are open
But no voices echoe.
Can't somebody take me home?
its one cold night.
can't somebody take me home?
I can't hear, I am oh so cold.

I got my life recorded.
Now i'm letting it go on playback.
trying to figure where i went wrong.
is anybody listening.
Can anybody see me?
I guess not anymore.
I am sitting here and there are people shouting
but i hear no voices echoe.

My life it seems to be recorded.
Its stuck on playback, I'm sitting ehre early in the mourn'
Can't beleive our time has gone so fast, and so far.
this is the story of my life,
stuck on playback, recordings have faded.
theres a piece of my life missing.
it seems to be you.


Where has my sun shine gone.
All lights seem too fade...

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 This song is 100% me word for word.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 (9:10 PM)

I've been sittin' here Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am
Outstretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know bout the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone far way too long

Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times And I still stand firm
You get what you put in And people get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep on walking With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God.....Only God
Only God knows why
Only God....knows....why, why, why oh only God knows why

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 Bide Ye The Wiccan Law
Sunday, June 14, 2009 (8:54 PM)

Bide the Wiccan Law ye must,
In perfect love and perfect trust.
Eight Words the Wiccan Rede fulfill:
An'ye harm none, do what ye will.

What ye send forth comes back to thee
So ever mind the law of three.
Follow this with mind and heart,
Merry ye meet, and merry ye part.

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 A warp speed drive or "Star trek drive" may be possible, but it is dangerous.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 (1:11 PM)
Warp Drive Engine Could Suck Earth Into Black Hole
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Warp Speed? There's Just This Problem... | Discovery News Video June 11, 2009 -- "Star Trek" makes faster-than-light travel look easy, but according to new calculations by Italian physicists, a warp drive could easily create a black hole that would incinerate any passengers on a space craft and then suck Earth into a black hole.

"Warp drives are so far the best case scenario to attain faster-than-light travel," said Stefano Finazzi of Italy's International School for Advanced Studies. This paper "makes it much harder to realize, if not almost impossible, warp drives."

WATCH VIDEO: Explore the possibilities of time travel with Michio Kaku.

In normal physics, nothing can move faster than the speed of light. Einstein's theory of relativity forbids it. In normal space any object approaching the speed of light will increase in mass exponentially, and require an exponential increase in the amount of power needed to propel it forward.

There are two exceptions to this rule however. The first is what's commonly called a worm hole, a bridge connecting two different parts of space. A ship crossing this bridge would move at below light speed, but still arrive before a beam of light that would have had to go the long way around.
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 Pick 3-6 ;D
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 (11:35 PM)

[]unremarkable
[]way with words
[]calm
[][collected
[]grave
[]laconic
[]serene
[]strange
[]genius
[]insane
[]psycho
[]future murderer
[]forgetful
[]lazy

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 Thing that was on a word document of mine from like 3 years ago.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 (9:38 PM)

Love me or hate me
I'm there for you and want you
erven when your with that other girl
and i believe your lies that you love me
If you were to slit my throat.
I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

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