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| | Things are the same I guess | | | Thursday, March 12, 2009 (9:45 PM)
(I'm feeling confused) | | | I guess I'm better than I was before......kinda feel just as lost as before.....good news is I'm gonna be 21 in like 3 days....Yay for me I guess......Kinda just going with life...if people don't like me screw them I'm gonna die some day we all are and I wanna die happy not having lived my life constriced and owned. If they don't like me not my damn fault right?? Well w/e I'm tired and need sleep. | | | 44 Views | 0  Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | I feel so alone | | | Sunday, January 18, 2009 (1:30 AM)
(I'm feeling indescribable) | | | I think things are getting cold fast. Things I found fun once make me cry. I feel lonely all the time. No one understands me. They question every step I take every thought I think. It hurts that I'm not trusted with my own life. They say they care and understand but they run as soon as I ask for help claiming their lives are busy and things are stressful. They claim that I'm lying or fakeing that I'm just fine. I'm breaking and no one cares. I'm falling apart at the seams and no one can sew me together again. They whine and complain that I make no effort to visit to communicate, but how can I even look at them. I feel like I'm drowning. | | | | 32 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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