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| | SOME OF ME | | | Friday, August 1, 2008 (1:51 PM)
(I'm feeling grateful) | | I have had a lot of good things happen in my life, and a lot of bad I've moved from NYC to Virginia and have been livin down here for 11 months and i still dont know shit about VA. What can i really say im a NewYorker at heart. Im used to the coner stores being open all nite long,My friends & family comin to see my kids and myself and i guess just being in that NewYork vibe.
Livin in VA is becoming a true test to myself to see if i can really make it on my own and really stand on my own two feet without the help of my family.
All while in VA only havin been here 2 months and livin in a shelter, I got a job and found a small apt and moved out of the shelter i was in with my kids. I had come into some money (over $20G's) that i have spent on some family and friends and of course myself I've brought over 2g's just on BabyPhat clothin, I sleep on BabyPhat sheets I wear something from BabyPhat almost every day and still i want more.....................of everything I feel i deserve it.
In just 7 short months i went from feelin like im on top of my game 2 wantin to jump in front of a car im now broke (no money) and no job I left because i could not deal with the pressure of workin and not havin someone to care for my kids and me not worrying about them. At times i wish i could call on my family for help but that would just be lettin them know that i've fell off and i dont want them to think of me in that way. I met my furture husband about 6 months ago. Its going real good we have had a few fights about stupid shit nothing really major i really love the way he makes me feel he is always thinkin of me with whatever he does and my kids love him and he loves them as his own.
At times i feel as though im really blessed to have all that i do have even if I'm broke with no job. I have my good health, my friends, and my husband & my kids. And thats all i need to survive.
I WILL BE OKAY
I LOVE MYSELF | | | 337 Views | 2  Thumbs Up | 1 Comment |  |
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| | just talkin | | | Friday, August 1, 2008 (11:52 AM)
(I'm feeling bored) | | This is my first time ever writing a blog I really dont know what to say so i will just tell you my thoughts as they come to me..
Why do kids fight and argue so much?
Why dont they listen when u speak to them as if they already know what ur going to say before u say it?
I hate fighting with my husband,sometimes i feel like this is it why would he want me anymore if all we seem to do is fight all the time.
I know that it is sometimes my fault that we are fighting but i just dont know how to stop and just walk away for a min to clam down and smell the flowers.
I my husband and no matter what we go through i will always be there for him and our kids
i really dont know why i just wrote this i guess i just wanted him to know that i really do love him
Now i need to make dinner maybe i will put up some of the things i like to cook. | | | | 299 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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