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 The desire
Friday, September 11, 2009 (11:22 AM)
(I'm feeling contemplative)

As I continue to look at my plain walls to think how can I make a decent living?"Lord,what shalt I do"?my prayer is yet to be answer although I'm thankful some prayers did go unanswer!"What can I do about food and to earn a decent living",i dont want to work in fastfood"?"Damn let me search the web.....uhmm what is this" Tired of looking at your plain walls"yes",learn a skill unlike any other please click on link,click......"it is blank damn i knew it was to good to be true,ring ring,"hello"?"do you want to learn a new skill said the voice on the other end?"Yes i want to learn something i want some money"......okay go to the front of your building and get into the car"what!!!!!how did they find me?I climb into the car and ask where am i going?drink this then we will answer your question......

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 a darkness slow to fade
Monday, August 3, 2009 (9:48 AM)
(I'm feeling contemplative)
As the blood slowy drips from my fingertips i continue to get more thirsty from a hunger that seems to never be fullfilled,yet "why can't I get my thirst under control"?is there anyone that can help me?As i lend against a wall to catch my breath.....i suddenly  fall back and hit my head.what is happening to me i see a light or shadow of a woman.Suddenly the woman reaches down to me and whispers to me"it isn't your time to know"and then she vanished!"What the hell does that mean"?

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 lost little girl
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 (11:25 AM)
(I'm feeling chipper)
On a nice sunday afternoon,A little girl by the name sam wonder away from her mothers side,sam was always alittle curious.She went walking by the side of a creek she seen her reflection in the water,and reach to touch her reflection but suddenly she lost her footing....."help mommy" screamed sam,by instinct a mother knows her childs scream...."where are you"sam,cried out sams mom....."here,here,".....where are you?sams mother yelled.Then Sam surface.....then suddenly something pulled on sam and drag her to the bottom of the creek,and a doorway appeared and she was pulled in by a unknown  force....."mom,help me"sam said silent to herself as she blackedout.A few hours past.....a bright and yet weried light shone unto sam...what is this place?"It is called nothing" a voiced called out,"who are you little child"uhmm,Sam"she said...."cute but unusual name" said the mysterious voice."uhmm,what is your name"sam ask...."i can't tell you little one because you may die","oh,I don"t want to die"sam replied."then don't ask for my name!,ok",ok!?!"child get up and follow me"but to where"?It isn't a dangerous place unless they hear the voice of an  innocent like yourself!"what"?sam thought to her self what does that mean/Anyway what is your home like sam ask the strange creature with no name/we'll it is like no other.with a puzzled look on its face?
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 copyright pending
Saturday, November 1, 2008 (1:57 PM)
(I'm feeling calm)
My stories have automatic been copyrighted though my copyright is pending......please let me know if anyone uses parts or all my stories!thanks,bye!
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 A symbolic gesture part 3:the end of a fairytale,the beginning of a nightmare
Thursday, May 28, 2009 (9:04 AM)
(I'm feeling creative)

 It is the beginning of  new semester of the school year and four and half months after the death of Angela's father."Hi Angie",yells Emily...."Have you signed up for any clubs,yet"?"Not yet",replies Angela," join the ballet club...you have beautiful legs",said Emily......Angela blush's slightly."Emily,I love you,then they embrace and kiss each other.Then the school bell rings and they head to different classes,shortly before lunch they reunite under the old oak tree by the library to makeout.....they text message and instant message one another earlier so the need to catch up on today's events isn't neccessary."So,what clubs have you decided on joining,Angela"ask Emily,"why do you want me to join a club so badly"replies Angela......"cause it would help you relax","I'm relax thank you"..."I might join the ballet club"Angela said."good choice"says Emily,"you just want to see me in tights you perv","yep".The following day.....at the first meeting of the ballet club,Angela begins to have second thoughts,"what if I'm not good"she thinks to herself","nice legs","Shut the hell up..."angela says...but as she turns around"Emily begins to cry,"was that you"?ask angela,"yeah",replies emily.After ballet club,Angela and emily went to the cafe where they talk about the days events.The following day.....Angela fell asleep during class and dream that emily was killed by the man who is so vile that Angela dosen't speak of him or his true name,and she woke up and screamed so loud that nearly everyone in the school heared it!Emily ran toward the scream and knew that it was her beloved Angela,"What is wrong,angie"emily asked....."uhmm...I thought I lost you" Angela said,"you will never lose me,I promise that I will remain by your side as long as you want me"emily said.With a smirk on her face....Angela leaned in for a kiss but soon realized she was still in school,then she thought within her self"I'm in love with emily"who cares what they think these closed minded fools"!Then Angela leaned forward and kissed Emily on the lips.....the class cheered but the teacher was agasp...."what the heck are you two doing,the teacher asked","We are showing our love and affection for one another,replied Angela.......the following evening as the stars continue to shine to and as Emily and Angela hold hands going down the path heading to their houses...

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 A symbolic gesture part 2:a duet of souls
Saturday, October 25, 2008 (2:10 PM)
(I'm feeling artistic)
Several weeks has pass since that blessed event.Emily and Angela's love for one another continues to grow but the question one should begin to ask one self,"Will the love keep growing or will it die"?It is a  rare cool summer day,and Emily is waiting for Angela at her favorite Manga cafe......Emily is just putting her cup of coffe down on the table as Angela tugs on Emily's hair"hey,why did you...."oh it is you"yeah,it just your friendly neighbor hair theif"responds angela."So,Angela what do you want to do"?Uhmm,I just want to stare at the most beautiful person on earth!Emily blushes slightly..."Is that really what you want to do today"replies Emily."I will do anything that you wish as long as I'm with you "said Angela"What can we do on such a beautiful summer day"?ask's Emily,"I just want to be with you that is far better than anything I can dream or think of"!Angela replied.Suddenly Angela's cellphone rings,"hello","what happen to him.....please no,please no"Emily asks angela "what has happened"?With tears coming down from her eyes Angela responds"My father has died"!Emily then gives Angela a gentle hug and nice little kiss on the lips to show her concern over her girlfriend's father sudden  and mysterious death?Thought's begin to swirl around Angela's mind....it couldn't be them because my father put them away?Should I break up with Emily to ensure her safety?Why are they starting to target my family and friends after nine years after the fact?"Angela,what are you thinking about so hard about"?,asks Emily...."It has nothing to do with you,so back off"Angela  said."Sorry,but you can't handle the truth behind these events going on in my life","let me know when"replied emily...........then Angela bit her lip becauase she realized that emily is truly there for her..."How can I call myself her girlfriend if I can't tell her the truth"Angela thought to herself."Emily,I have something to tell you"said Angela."What do you want to tell me,whatever it is I will be by your side regardless"replied Emily.Then Angela took a deep breath in....and paused for a second,Emily my Father was killed because he betrayed the local crime boss by the name of Mr.sikes,but he is better known as ......."second thought it best that you don't know his other name",this concludes part two,but don't worry the third part will be out shortly...Thanks,bye for now!
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 "brotherhood"
Thursday, April 30, 2009 (6:51 PM)
(I'm feeling amused)
It is a hot summer day........two men named jesse,and jack are just enjoying the race together.Then after the race they decide to celebrate their teams victory by enjoying a drink together.After the bar closes they decide to catch a cab to jack's place......the cab pulls in front of jacks place.Jack reaches into the cab to say goodbye to jesse,jack reaches over the seat and gently kisses jesse on the lips.Jesse pulls back....a little shocked but he turns his head and blushes.Jack ask jesse "Are you ok."?,jesse replies"I'm fine,now",then jack ask jesse"Do you want to stay the night".....a short pause"yeah sure"replies jesse.As they enter jacks place....jacks dog name cassie greets him,and gives jesse a welcome bark."nice dog replies jesse,"i can't do anything with her"says jack.AS the night progresses into morning...things are getting a little hot and heavy between jack and jesse.Suddenly,a knock on the door...."Are you expecting someone"jesse said,"No"replies jack."Jack,its me Matt from the other night"!"Who the hell is Matt"?ask jesse"Uhmm,he is my boyfriend"....."I don't understand,I thought I was the one for you"said jesse."Sorry but we just meet","So what am I to you a common whore"?"No",it is that I'm not looking for a long term relationship said jack,So,is Matt just a fling to you as well?"Well,yeah he is!'jesse you need to relax,because you are not helping with your attitude.ok."I need a vacation from my vacation jack said,"whatever",I'm trying to be helpful,geez.as the day wears on jack,and jesse reconicile their relationship and begin to question Jack's motives among themselves.'
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 A lovely day for a walk!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 (11:46 AM)
(I'm feeling content)
On a warm summer afternoon....two beautiful young women decided to go for a long walk through the forest but suddenly a thunderstorm approached and it began to rain on them.One of them notice an abandon house and they went into it.....they realize they can get sick,so they began to undue their school uniforms,and wrap themselves in a blanket that one of the girl's  brought with them in case it got abit chilly.So, they began to hold each other in a tight embrace.....then one of the girls gently kiss the other girl on the cheek for bringing the blanket,she then responded by kissing her friend on the cheek.....but as they laid there motionless on the floor,together nicely tucked tightly in the blanket,suddenly the kiss on the cheek went to a passionate kiss on the lips to a full frontal love fest.Then  the sun suddenly peeked from the receding storm clouds which did end the moment of passion.As the girls put the uniforms back on.....one of the girl said"so,what did you think"?uhmm,about that,i.......enjoyed it"!I don't know how to tell my  parents that...I'm into girls"?I must remind you that i would never be ashamed of you!clearly,you have yet realize my true nature!uhmm.........you might have to let me take a sneak peek!
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 A symbolic gesture
Monday, August 25, 2008 (8:41 AM)
(I'm feeling artistic)
There in the corner sits a beautiful girl....nice blue dress and long blue ribbon in her long brown hair to match,she is  so beautiful but yet nobody seems to notice her?How can this be?She is so beautiful and yet not a soul has ask her to dance......wait someone is approaching her.She has attracted someones attention but who is that other girl in the long slender black dress with a red ribbon in her long black hair?!?The girl in black slowly reaches down to the girl in the blue dress and gently grabs for her hand and pulls her to the middle of the dance floor.......the two lonely souls have become one,and shine more brightly than any other couple on the dance floor!Nice to be notice!As the two beautiful young ladies continue to dance in concert with one another.....they realize they have yet to exchange names.The girl in the blue dress lends to the girl in the black dress ear and whispers her name......."my name is Emily",then the girl in the black dress responds in kind,"my name is Angela"!The two then blush,as they just learn the name of their soulmate.Emily begins to wonder if this is a dream,"I hope this is not a dream","it's not a dream" responds Angela.....then Emily asks"how did you"?"You were thinking out loud"says Angela,"oh"reples Emily  with her head tilted away to hide her embarrassed expression but  Angela  gently touches Emily's chin and moves her in to kiss her but Emily pulls back?"What is the matter"?Angela ask of Emily,"uhmm,I just can't get this feeling out of my heart and mind that this some sort of dream"replies Emily,then a frustrated Angela stops dancing and puts her left hand behind emilys head the other on her shoulder and pulls Emily for a kiss!"Then they share a kiss that seems to last forever,then Angela asks Emily"does that seem like a dream to you"?Emily then looks down to the floor then slowly moves her head up and looks into Angela's eyes and answers"No,but even so I don't want to wake from it"!"I can never be out of your life nor would I allow this dream to vanish from your minds eye"replied Angela.Soon night becomes day and what appear to be a neverending dream soon faded to a mere fanatasy but the two girls realize that the love they share for on another must be further explored so they decide to find a way to meet and let the light shine on the love yet to be discovered fully......yet their hearts and soul continue to sing in harmony . .this concludes part one of A symbolic gesture!thanks,bye!
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 My advice to you jealous types!!
Monday, June 30, 2008 (11:09 AM)
(I'm feeling giddy)
To you that have boyfriends/girlfriends ect.,You shouldn't be jealous or overprotective of the one you cherish because she or he are meeting new friends online or wherever.If you do overreact and snap at someone without getting the facts.....this means you might have trust issues.You must learn to let go of the one you love in order for them to grow and to explore other emotions,to put it to you plainly......if you hold on to something too tightly it will break in your hands or worse!Please trust the one you  love will return after it has taken flight to explore our increasingly small world!love and goodbye!
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