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| | a photo i took | | | Tuesday, November 10, 2009 (1:24 PM)
(I'm feeling hopeful) | |
fall | | | 47 Views | 0  Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | this is sunday | | | Sunday, September 6, 2009 (12:38 AM)
(I'm feeling numb) | | dark grotesque thoughts covert my mind
whispers are deafening my ears
shaking
feable
faded blob
gagging for a crimson river
the soft seductive taste in my mouth which was once bursting with life is now lifeless
necrosis spread to my taste buds
now; safe from salted tears, my palette is dead. | | | | 157 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | CadillacSrs8..... I'm shocked | | | Thursday, September 3, 2009 (10:58 PM)
(I'm feeling shocked) | | I was just browsing LV and saw CadillacSrs8 Live in 18+ on big screen sitting there while his girlfriend sucked his dick. AND Demon-Soul and bueno3079 were sitting there on cam watching. I'm SHOCKED!lol.
Especially since so many people on his friends list are on MY friends list. WTF DUDE.
I'm certainly no prude but ..... idk lol. I just think there's a time and a place. | | | | 164 Views | 4 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | stoopid subjet rwquiremeny i grr at YOU | | | Wednesday, August 12, 2009 (6:30 PM)
(I'm feeling distressed) | | feeling so bleeeeh tonight. woke up from another nightmare >_<
can't stop tearing up.
i wish they would stop.
i hate them.
i hate them.
i hate them.
i want a hugglez :( | | | | 208 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | Schizophrenic Mother Kills Baby | | | Thursday, July 30, 2009 (5:33 PM)
(I'm feeling numb) | | WARNING! : THIS BLOG IS ABOUT A SHOCKING NEWS STORY
I just read about a 33 year old woman who stabbed and ate her 3 week old baby boy. According to the article the mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia a year ago. And suffered from post-natal depression after the birth. The woman told police that the devil told her to do what she did.
Note:- You can find a link to the article at the bottom of the blog.
I hope this tragedy will ensure funds are raised to improve mental health teams worldwide. Mental health disorders are serious illnesses and should be treated as such. I would bet that every single person reading this has someone in their lifes who suffers from mental health problems. Most likey, depression. I think the statics show, that 1 in 4 people have/or had a mental illness of some kind.
Please... If you are feeling depressed, anxious or scared then tell someone. Talk to a friend, your doctor or even a stranger online. You don't have to be alone. Ask for help. Tell someone your story.
God Bless<33
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1202776/Pictured-The-mother-accused-stabbing-week-old-baby-boy-death-mutilating-corpse.html | | | | 212 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | I <3 my friends | | | Saturday, July 18, 2009 (10:30 AM)
(I'm feeling sad) | |
Ash<3
bly<3
ShyShy<3
Just wanted to tell the world... I love you guys :) | | | | 269 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | R.I.P The King of Pop | | | Friday, June 26, 2009 (2:56 PM)
(I'm feeling nostalgic) | | When it comes to Michael Jackson, everyone has something to say. So I would just like to say R.I.P. And thank you for the music.
The man was an enigma. But the music... GENIUS.
I'd like to share my personal favourite Michael Jackson song, ever since I was a little girl =)
"Man In The Mirror"
I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .
As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)
I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change. | | | | 332 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | PLEASE READ ME | | | Friday, June 19, 2009 (12:31 AM)
(I'm feeling disappointed) | | I don't want to slag anyone off.. or point fingers. Each and everyone one of you at some point touched my heart. Made me smile when I feel like shit. Shared boring afternoons with me. Sleepless nights. Drunken weekends. And to a point I love you all. A handful and of you have helped me through some extremely tough times and I'm forever greatful.
BUT today I was Live. Just chillin out and playing some music. People were in there having fun. Relaxing. Then DRAMA. Again! I won't mention who it was but I'm certain he knows. It's just not on! It's turning into some fucking war and I don't want to be invlolved but I am because yall are my friends.
Until you guys can learn to exist on here together or until you kill each other lol... I'm going to lie low. I'll be around. Here and there. I'll check messages and such.
I know you guys say get a life and shit every time you turn on each other. ''You're live is LV! You're a loser!'' Blah..blah..blah. But you know what... LV is a big part of my life. I don't work. I'm affraid to go outside of my house most days and worse. Those who are closest to me know. I come on LV so I get to speak. Hear other voices. See people. Before LV I would go days without using my voice. Hidden away in my bedroom. So LV has been an outlet for me since I joined last year. Which is why I don't treat this as some kind of joke like some of you that are lucky enough to have careers, relationships and social networks.
So please just get your shit together or shut the fuck up and be civil.
Hugglezz... fairy xoxo | | | | 345 Views | 10 Thumbs Up | 5 Comments | |
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| | Let me breathe | | | Thursday, June 4, 2009 (10:13 PM)
(I'm feeling crushed) | | The eyes see grey
The heart is black
Necrosis in my mind,
But red are the wrists.
There is life.. in death.
Swirling
Drowning
Can't breathe
Oxygen cuts through me
Gasping for air
Numb.
Cut me blade.
Let me fade. | | | | 280 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | The End?? | | | Saturday, May 30, 2009 (11:35 PM)
(I'm feeling gloomy) | |
I'm going to lie here until there is nothing left.
Waiting for the end.
Tick. Tock. Tic. Tock.
Blood trickles down my wrists.
Splattered crimson as each drop crashes to the ground.
Blinded by tears. Deafened by cries. | | | | 200 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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