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| | friendship | | | Saturday, November 21, 2009 (12:48 PM)
(I'm feeling apathetic) | | | wow...does the holiday season make me one contemplative motherfucker
....about two weeks ago an old freind(whom i had to dismiss for stealing from
me)started to come back around...they asked "what can i do to be in your good
graces again....i replied nothing...i have a level of trust with the people that i
call my friends and you betrayed that...you must understand that it will take me a
long time to forgive you... they did not...i was having a hard time understanding
why and i began to reflect on the bridges i have burned in my short life...how
many times i was so certain i wouldn't need a person...and how i was so fucking
sure i was right...only to be served up a giant plate of cold humility....I've
written about this person before....i even told my friends that she would need me
long before i needed her ....its interesting how true that was...as humans we
sometimes cant see the big picture....a lesson i never thought i'd have to
teach...and yet in teaching it i feel the pain of friendships lost.....how life
comes full circle..... i'm not sure how it will play out... interesting how these
things happen...
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| | thanksgiving | | | Thursday, November 19, 2009 (11:09 AM)
(I'm feeling contemplative) | | | so i was thinkin....thanksgiving is upon us and this is a good time for reflection...i don't have much of a family so this time of the year can get me pretty depressed ,as it does for so many....its real easy to get caught up in negativity...i do it all the time. one thing i know is that negative thinking spreads like wildfire...once it starts its almost impossible to stop....so consider that if you were able to wake up in a warm bed this morning you are better off than the thousands of homeless people who like cattle are herded into overcrowded shelters.If you are able to read this than you have to be thankful for the gift of sight which millions don't have...if you had someone greet you,even if only on-line then be grateful for the friendship that they show you .life is a cold cruel place without the compassion of friends. if you have a job,even one you hate consider for a moment the millions of people struck by our current economic disaster, how many of those people are wondering how their families will eat ,or how they will pay rent? as the world continues to suffer the pandemic H1N1 consider your health and abilities. If you are on free ground consider our brothers and sisters who are overseas fighting a war we wont win.Remember that somewhere tonight , for their first time a child will go hungry,a man will lose his job, a fight will end in violence a mother will lose her son to the war . innocence is lost on a daily basis....lets take a moment to reflect on the things we have rather than those things we don't....PEACE AND LOVE, BITCHES | | | | 31 Views | 6 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | GOODBYE....(A LOVE POEM) | | | Tuesday, November 17, 2009 (12:07 AM)
(I'm feeling sad) | | | and now .... poetry ( when one cant sleep).......
darkness fills my once warm heart /
no interest in this game /
longing for the long dark sleep /
eliminate this pain /
take me from this cold cruel world /
tears no one will weep /
tired of this daunting task /
i crave eternal peace /
loves embrace i once adored /
has slowly turned pitch black /
forced inside , I've slammed those doors /
there's no turning back /
all the things that i believed /
silly hurtful lies /
given up the fight, I've lost /
guess it will suffice /
take my hand sweet cold dark prince /
give me your embrace /
i need to feel no more my friends /
its time to leave this place / | | | | 37 Views | 4 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | diversity | | | Wednesday, October 14, 2009 (2:54 PM)
(I'm feeling aggravated) | | | Greetings everyone...after spending some time on LV this morning i am about to do something that i swore i would never do. So, let me begin by saying that i hold no ill will toward anyone on this site, nor do i give a fuck what any of you think of me. I use LV as a place to kill the many hours of the day that my mundane life leaves open.with that being said
WHAT IN THE SWEET NAME OF JESUS IS UP WITH ALL THE MOTHERFUCKING DRAMA? I'll be honest, i get off on it! Nothing is more entertaining than watching people who will never meet hurt each others feelings over the internet to the point where it becomes a part of their "real" life. I find it funny that people can take so seriously something that is based upon lies. That is not calling any of you liars. I am sure that somewhere on this sight there is a notice to people telling to never give out their real information (ie-name, address, etc.).
There are many good shows on LV. Each has something different to offer. Perhaps i am naive. Maybe there is some deeper meaning to all of the back fighting,and arguing on this sight. Somehow it doesn't make sense to me. If i come out here to broadcast I do it because i have something to say. Fuck whatever you think. If you don't like it then bounce. Somehow i believe all of this started because someone could not take what they were dishing out.i'll write it out for you:
lv1: "i hate your show
lv2: well um....your ugly"
lv1: your stupid
lv2 your moms a whore
lv1 why are you picking on me...(boo fuckin hoo)
See...it looks friggin rediculous...that such insugnifiant shit can make people argue.i guess argument is a good thing. if we were all the same this would be boring, right!!!!
The last time i checked NONE of us were getting paid by LV (if i am mistaken tell me how i can get my hands on some of that money) so since none of us are getting rich off this why argue? Not one thing said in this blog or on this site will matter in a hundred years. Hell, it probably won't matter in a hundred minutes.
So i've said my peace i hope i have not offended anyone, and if i did feel free to call me out of my character in your show, or make any slanderous attack you feel appropriate. I'll try not to kill myself!
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| | theives.....motherfucking thieves | | | Tuesday, October 13, 2009 (10:21 AM)
(I'm feeling annoyed) | | | first off thanxs for wastin 3 minutes of your life ...and if you leave topics i will find a way to amuse yall with my uniqe take on whatever yall like (DEM)!!
what the fuck is wrong with people today?....recently 2 separate but similar sets of circumstances have led me to believe that the world is as corrupt as it has ever been,and i'm just not understanding it so i figure "what the hell!!!" lets write about it....for everyone on this site who loves the drama ,here is a dose of the dumb shit i face every day before i even get on LV
ther is one thing above all others that i detest and that is a motherfucking thief...thieves are imo the lowest form of existance on the planet lower even than the bacteria crust on a 72 year old ass that has forgotton how to bathe because of chronic illness. and even lower(as a subdivision among thieves)are those who would steal from freinds and family.
i have little, but the little bit that i have i freely share with the people i keep close to me as i know the value of a good freind...but lately i find that my kind heart has been mistaken as a weakness, and that has led not 1,but 2 people whom i considered "friends" to steal from me.
neither is the brightest bulb on the tree....in fact for the cost of a few possesions i no longer have to deal with thier idiocy(the bitch stole my phone and then called my house from the number like a month later..what an idiot)and the other isnt even worth talking about.
im not all sunshine and lollipops...ive made mistakes some of which i am not proud of ,however as fucked up as ive been ive never been the motherfucker who would stael from his freinds?....it dont make sense....and the funny thing is is that if they had asked me for any of these things...i would have given it to them...no questions
so my view has become jaded and im a little less trustworthy...ive made my amends for the things ive done and you know what....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... "y'all gonna keep fuckin around wit me and turn me back into the old me!!!!!(and that...my friends aint pretty)......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... | | | | 42 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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