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| | empty hole |  |  | Monday, October 13, 2008 (9:37 PM) (I'm feeling depressed) |  | A heart with a hole, will never be whole
An empty shell still retains this soul
Going through life still awaiting a touch
A touch that will give me the ultimate rush
Blood and bones surrounded by skin
Mind full of lust living in sin
Losing a fight i can't possibly win
It's late in the race, don't know where to begin
No flesh on my flesh, no sweet kiss on my face
No smiles for me, not even a trace
Just a hole that is empty, echos out loud
This rain comes down cold, from my personal cloud.....
Empty hole, that has no end
Falling forever with no trusted friend
Black as night, in the day
Empty hole, just please go away...... |  |  | 120 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | Remember ME |  |  | | Friday, September 19, 2008 (2:36 AM) |  | World slows, mind cries, black crows, fall down and die
Worms crawl, death lingers, leaves fall, on these cold fingers
Insane thoughts, damn me to hell, planet rots, to bad i can't tell
Guitar weeps, walls lock me in, floor creeps, heart full of sin
Black Rain, dirty clouds, cold pain, i cry out loud
Veins drain, nerves pop, I've gone insane, like a dying crop
Broken wings, white lies, rusted rings, mouth dries
Spoken words, for the def, sharpened swords, will bring my death
As i go, think of me
All i am, is all i'll be
Don't you cry, set me free
As i go, remember me.
Everytime i decide to blog, strange shit comes to my head, so i just copy and paste to my poetry folder.....thanks for viewing this strange shit that comes out of my head....later |  |  | 133 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment |  |
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| | whatever |  |  | | Friday, August 22, 2008 (6:00 PM) |  | Mind hurts, body aches, anyways.....whatever
Foreign thoughts, dirty mind, it's been this way since forever
Who gives a shit, you tell me who, no one does, and that's how it is
Only death, with it's cold embrace will welcome us with a kiss
Desperate now, feeling cold again, as i look at the sky
Nothing has changed, and never will, everything dies
ONly God can save me now, hope he has mercy on me
But for now, let it be, and what will be will be....
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| | desperate hour |  |  | | Wednesday, July 30, 2008 (3:51 AM) |  | Desperate hour, drapped in black
Blank memory, taking me back
Lost in myself, what will be will be
In the fire, my eyes will burn to see
A shadow in the dark, lost and alone
Invisible and cold, in open space i roam
Tired and drained, I reach out my hand
Burried and sufficated deep under sand
Trees whisper despair and laugh
Wind blows by forgetting the aftermath
See me dream, see me run
Towards God, in the direction of the rising sun
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| | sometimes |  |  | | Saturday, July 26, 2008 (4:55 AM) |  | Sometimes I cry, for no reason i cry
I wonder if I'll cry right before i die
Tears flow down my cheek tonight
Pictures and memories hit me just right
Hey little boy lend me your eyes
Lend me your smile as we look up at the sky
Lend me your humor so i can rejoice
Nothing more soothing than the sound of your voice
I hope you remember me when i am gone
We'll live together forever inside this song
Little Isaiah, you live inside of me
Here by my side is where i wish you could be
Here comes the sun, let it rise
Let's take a ride into the deep blue skies
Here comes the moon, let's lay our heads
God bless us all as we lay in our beds..... |  |  | 145 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | still nothing |  |  | | Monday, July 21, 2008 (3:51 AM) |  | Still here, still alone, still looking, still nothing
Still cold, still sick, still tired, looking for something
Black hole thoughts, worried in a mind that rots
Left here as time forgot, hearing sounds from Salems Lot
Open book is srambled and impossible to read
Tired thoughts search for more inspiration, more like greed
Guitar just looks and stares, but won't talk back to me
It's angry at the fingers that won't take it to where it needs to be
These eyes look back at things that were never done
These eyes are sensitive in the dark and in the sun
But here i am, still looking around for love
I hope i have the love of God looking down from above.......... |  |  | 119 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment |  |
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| | thinking out loud |  |  | Monday, June 23, 2008 (2:32 AM) (I'm feeling crazy) |  | Watching an old episode of the twilight zone and it sucks
Switch the channel to look for a movie that rocks
It's 2 in the morning and i'm still wide awake
It's a habit that i know someday i'll have to break
Things are good, but things are still the same
Stuck in a phase that's now becoming a game
Looking for change before i start to rot
I'm lost in a realm that everyone and God forgot
Sometimes I dream, even when i'm awake
Of trees, paradise, flowers and a crystal clear lake
Then i awake and i'm still here in this room
Still waiting for my future to arrive, for my flower to bloom
For now i'm still awake getting ready for bed
Ready to dream and ready to rest this tired head
With brains that are scrambled and tied in a knot
My thoughts are my friends, they are all that i got.................. |  |  | 128 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | first blog |  |  | | Saturday, February 9, 2008 (1:24 AM) |  | First blog on live video...well what can I say
Though the relaunch would never come, but anyway
Here it is, and we'll see how it goes
Don't know if I'll show my face on any live shows
You never know, so here we go
Feels like I've been around since a million years ago
It's one in the morning, and I'm hungry again
I swear all this late night eating will result in my end
You know, I have to watch the crap I eat
Especially late at night, when I'm off my feet
Oh well, now I'm just wasting your time
Better hit the sack and stop thinking of words that ryhme
So everyone stay cool and enjoy the site
I'll see you around, maybe in the day, or late at night
THis is now getting ridiculous.....later |  |  | 182 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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