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aj12
I've loved you since the moment we met, and trust me I will till the moment I die ♥
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 my bulliten ~2 all the fakes! u know who u r! dont fool urself! read this!~
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 (5:18 PM)
(I'm feeling annoyed! sick of the fakes!)
Just You ~


Posted by aj12 3 minutes ago


Just be you,
thats all you should do.
take my word for it,
its fun,
dont worry about what others say,
just go out and say 'hi world! this is me!'
what people think
doesnt matter
be you
be happy
thats all you should do
and all it is,
its being you!



~~~~~

ik this poem sux but i want 2 tell all the fakes just 2 b urself
wat other ppl think doesnt matter
if u lik something go 4 it
just b urself
ur true frnds will never leave u
so dont worry bout it
now-a-days its hard 2 find ppl who r rl
but if ur reading this
u know me
and u know sum1 who is
i am
so r alot of my friends
ik ppl who rnt
and i know alot of ppl i hav pushed out in2 the open and helped them accept u
just b u!!!



Just be you,
thats all you should do.
take my word for it,
its fun,
dont worry about what others say,
just go out and say 'hi world! this is me!'
what people think
doesnt matter
be you
be happy
thats all you should do
and all it is,
its being you!



~~~~~

ik this poem sux but i want 2 tell all the fakes just 2 b urself
wat other ppl think doesnt matter
if u lik something go 4 it
just b urself
ur true frnds will never leave u
so dont worry bout it
now-a-days its hard 2 find ppl who r rl
but if ur reading this
u know me
and u know sum1 who is
i am
so r alot of my friends
ik ppl who rnt
and i know alot of ppl i hav pushed out in2 the open and helped them accept u
just b u!!!
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 my friends ~
Saturday, August 23, 2008 (10:06 PM)
(I'm feeling ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm)
[×] my friend are crazy
[×] fun
[×] sometimes dumb

[×] love em to death
[×] they stop my breath
[×] they're lovable
[×] there huggable

[×] they're evil
[×] they're nice
[×] they're suger
[×] they're spice

[×] they're bad ass
[×] and can beat some
[×] omg they're so much fun!

[×] Love em
[×] hate em
[×] just dont debate em
[×] dude they'll beat ur ass!

[×] they're punk
[×] they're emo
[×] they're ghetto
[×] they're goth

[×] they're all different
[×] but they're all awsome and cool!

[×] just them
[×] thats how its always been

[×] they like me for me 
[×] and guess what
[×] that's all ill ever be!

[×] thats my friends
[×] and this is me!!
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 the darkness that surounds me....
Saturday, August 23, 2008 (9:42 PM)
(I'm feeling dark.....sad)
the darkness that surrounds me
it crashes all around me.....

why i live i do not know
but in time i did show......

bloody tears did pay off
all this darkness that surrounds me
come down on me.....

nightmares of another place
another space
im just a waste.....
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 dripping blood
Saturday, August 23, 2008 (9:31 PM)
(I'm feeling suicidal......)
dripping blood
it sure runs fast
let it drip
hit the floor 
no one cares
anymore....

the girl i once was
shes now long gone
along with the memories
its like a long sad song....

this pain will never end
why must i send
my time in life lik this?

pain consumes me
takes me in
dripping blood
from within..........

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 shatter me.....
Saturday, August 23, 2008 (9:25 PM)
(I'm feeling rembering the past... and thinking of the present.)
shatter me
batter me
tatter me
leave me here alone
shatter me now
leave me alone
shatter my heart
its not lik ur alone...... 
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 Let the darkness fall............
Saturday, August 23, 2008 (9:17 PM)
(I'm feeling suicidal.... sad.... hated.... alone..... emo....)
let the darkness fall on me
let it crash around me feet
let it consume my soul
let the darkness fall on me
let my soul turn black
let me die this way
let the darkness fall on me
let the darkness intake me
let darkness b all i see............
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 a very deep touching beautiful poem written for me and Vincent by Zack
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 (7:58 PM)
(I'm feeling very happii and thankful)
you would be his sunshine
the thing that lights his way
you are his light and his dark
you are his love and his hate
you are his only reason
you are the person who makes him get up you are the dream in his reality.
you are the fantasy in his world
you are the one his heart wants anne
believe me take it from a person, who almost lost the one he loved 4 times




By: Zack/Himansup


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 -Cry-
Monday, August 11, 2008 (12:11 PM)
(I'm feeling beyond depressed)

What's going on....  Why is this happening....  I don't feel like he even cares at all anymore.....  He keeps talking about suicide and now he's saying stuff like that he's going to leave me alone so I can talk to Zack....  I don't get what's going on......  All I know is if it keeps up I'm going to die.....  If not physicaly out of depression then at heart I will...........  I feel such pain.....  Physicaly.....  Emotionaly.....  -Cry-  Why does he have to do this?!  I hate this....  I just want to die....  It kills me because I love him so much.....  I keep crying....  I want to stop but I can't.....  The tears just keep coming out and his words run in and out of my mind........  (part of the conversation):
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vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:41:38 PM): '*grabs ur hand and pulls myself up*
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:41:40 PM): thanks
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:41:46 PM): sure
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:42:15 PM): bfn
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:43:06 PM): why
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:43:09 PM): u wont talk
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:43:14 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:43:22 PM): u need to talk with zack
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:43:28 PM): o.O
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:43:28 PM): so i wanted to give u time
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:43:29 PM): i am
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:43:36 PM): i can multi task
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:43:54 PM): it'd be better if i left
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:43:59 PM): no
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:44:01 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:44:06 PM):
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:44:12 PM):
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:44:41 PM): dont go
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:44:59 PM): well i have to go anyways
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:45:07 PM): so ill leave u besties to talk
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:45:08 PM): ^^
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:45:10 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:45:16 PM): ill be on later though
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:45:17 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:45:23 PM): so dont count me out for the day
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:45:27 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:45:50 PM): it'd be better if i left here anyways...
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:45:58 PM): no one talks to me besides u
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:46:02 PM): STOP SAYING THAT
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:46:08 PM): its true
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:46:19 PM): i was talking to zack a few mins ago
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:46:24 PM): but he said
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:46:47 PM): "well bfn i gotta talk to anne now so cya"
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:46:52 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:47:11 PM): i was actually hurt by that
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:47:28 PM): so i think its better if i leave u to alone anyways
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:47:32 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:47:34 PM): if i had the choice
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:47:39 PM): of course i would stay
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:47:50 PM): appearently u woudlnt..................
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:47:59 PM): im being forced to go anne
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:48:08 PM): u said u wanted 2 leave.....
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:48:33 PM): =[[[[[[[[
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:48:49 PM): i have a depressing feeling
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:48:54 PM): i wont tell u for now
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:48:57 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:49:07 PM): so call me at nine if u want to know
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:49:14 PM):
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:49:37 PM): i shouldnt have thrown away those chemicals.................
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:49:39 PM): bfn
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:49:42 PM): NO
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:49:47 PM): *tackles u*
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:49:49 PM): *crys*
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:50:07 PM): *falls to the ground*
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:50:17 PM): *lays ontop of u cryin*
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:50:31 PM): dont
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:51:41 PM): =[
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:51:41 PM): plz
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:51:42 PM):
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:51:50 PM): my brother says hi and hes glad ur ok
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:52:03 PM): thanks
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:53:12 PM): i need alone time though anne....i need time away from everyone.....not just u....at times a man finds himself needing to be alone
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:53:19 PM): and that time is now for me....
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:53:31 PM): fine
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:54:09 PM): *picks u up and puts u on the bed and leaves*
vincent colon (8/11/2008 1:54:11 PM): bfn
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:54:36 PM): *pulls away frm u*
Anne Jessica (8/11/2008 1:54:57 PM): *leaves crying*

---
I don't know what's going on anymore..............  I love him.........  But I don't feel like he cares anymore...............................

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 Dear Zack
Sunday, August 10, 2008 (3:59 PM)
(I'm feeling thankful)
Thank you so much for being such a good friend to me!  *cry* (happy)  Even when no one else did anything to even tried to help you did help!!  Thank you for taking up for me!  You are the only person who seems to really understand me!  T.T  Thank you so much for always being there for me....  I don't know who I can ever repay you!  Your the best bestie I could ever wish for *crys and hug*  If there is anything I can do to ever repay you tell me and I'll do what I can!  I'm glad I have a friend like you!  I don't care what anyone says about you....  I know your a great guy!  Your my evil genious bestie forever!  :D  Lol!  So much fun!  I'm evil...  Your an evil genious....  Can this be any better?!  Lmao.  Well here are some pictures for you.  I hope you like them. : ] 

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 Fuck you all......
Sunday, August 10, 2008 (2:49 PM)
(I'm feeling pissed off)
fuck all of u hatin on me! delete me now cuz i dont need ya'll bitchs in my life! i just went along w/t this it wasnt supposed 2 blow up lik that so fuck u! just fuck u! go rot in hell! i fuckin hate u! go die! make my day! im piss so much im almost crying! b happii bitchs! b happii u did this 2 me!
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