Some one give this to Savannah

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Let me get this straight Savannah

So your like 17?

Your girlfriend was a guy? hmm

And your friend died or something, I know thats hard, but its life

Ever since she died youve been a TOTAL B****

Sure, everyones emotional sometimes, but c'mon I didnt kill her

Why are you being rude to me?

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Yep You cant answer that

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Saying Im 12 years old, even tho I rember my Birth Card says my name is Amanda Antonia Rivera, Born Feb. 1st 1989

You dont know me in real life so you have no right saying ANYTHING about me

I dont care who likes me or who doesnt, Its my life and I can do what ever the hell I want with it

Maybe, just maybe, youd get my respect back if you wernt being more rude than a horse kicking me in the stomach.

Seriously I dont even care if your trying to laugh, we both know your just trying to take your anger out on me

Respond to this if you like, If it doesnt have the word "sorry" in it

I dont give a crap

Get a life, dont try to take your sadness and anger out on me

Im sorry that sometimes I can be hyper and say some stuff I dont mean

I have never done a drug in my life, and I dont plan too

Yep... thats it,

Amanda A. Rivera

I am so sick
I just want to lie around
I am so sick
I don't how bile I've lost
I am so sick
It's so tormenting
I am so sick
I think I'll take another nap
I am so sick
I have finally lost eye-contacted
I am so sick
My stomach itches very bad
I am so sick
I don't think I can make it
I am so sick
I kinda just wanna die right now

I am
running a fever
I try to nap but it always attacks
I can't eat
It will just come right back out

I am so sick
But the worst part is
Is that you don't give crap if i die tonight

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Why cant you just put the past behind us, no one is telling you to gang up on me, no one is instructing you to pick on anyone, no one is forcing you to be comepletely rude to the extreme level. stop!

How can i live my life knowing that youll always be there, lurking around me, looking for the perfect time to do something so horible it will make me want to die.

How can I live with out the one I love next by my side? I cant just stay this way forever, I cant just forgt about it and move on. Please tell me how, how am I suppost to do anything when I know your not here?

You just expect me to forget all th bad things that youve done, and just forgive them all. Well no, I wont i will be sure to never forget them and to always feel bad for the things youve done. I cant belive you would do this to me, why.... 

I hate they way you just sat there, I hate the way you think, I hate all of you, and i dont think i can ever be with you again. You used me like I was some cheap hooker, then threw my heart away. Do not ever play me like that. I can never look you in your eyes again and tell you I love you, Its too painful for me to just believe that you will never do it again. Im sorry but I just cant live my life feeling sorry for all th mistakes ive made, 




So i guess this is my goodbye........................