Some people have hit up my "live show" ( its not a show) at night - when I am on cam talking to other people)
and have noticed the countdown or the number on the screen and have asked for an explaination.

I AM NOT deleting my acct or leaving LiveVideo.  I am stopping  doing the LiveShow deal at night and most likely taking sometime off of here.  I don't plan to do much on here other than participate in rooms from the little windows,
I might draw on here still eventually but I am gonna try getting some things taken care of first.

I am alittle tripped out by the "high school" mentality of alot of the people on here at least the ones that take the time to hit me up with trivial shhtuff i got no idea about.  If you got a problem with someone on my friends list - that is between u and them.  DO NOT hit me up with we can't be friends cause of it - take me off  your list- unless you are someone i regularly talk to - i probably won't notice.  I only add people that I have actually had a conversation with and if the person didnt reveal that they were a perv in some room, i have no idea, nor do i care.  I came on here to check this out, im not a very outgoing person and it was kinda cool to chill somewhere stress free - not so much anymore.  I try to keep my area "drawma" ( thats right fuckers - im copyrighting that shit) free and its seems to be coming from all sorts of whack ass reasons. 

From some dude getting pissed that he tried to hook up with a chick that liked me - something that had nothing to do with me, from whose on my friends list, to what people think im doing , who likes me, who i might or might not like,  I am way more private than all that. It is easier for me to just fade off and stay the hell out of the spotlight.

So thats what is - theres more but thats what i feel like putting here.

I am kinda thru with all the stupid ass matchmaker bullshit on here.
I don't need to be told a total stranger likes me from someone I barely know,
don't need to be told where I rank on someones list of guys on LV, don't need to be told how cute,
hot, or whatever anyone thinks I am, really i could do without the messages, texts, and PMs.
What i also don't need is anyone trying to hook me up with someone else on here, i do alright 
by myself - when that is what im trying to do. 

Basically just quit fuckin with me, im not into your stupid ass games.
If this is gonna mean less people watch me draw or whatever they watch me do, I really dont care.
But at least i thought enough to put this is a blog instead of posting a fuckin bulletin.