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| | Pain | | | | Saturday, March 15, 2008 (9:14 PM) | | He went there....he called me names... i forgave.....he hurt me again..... its deeper now... the stab right in the gut.....he twisted that kife and pored salt into my cut....there is nothing more for me to say to him.. these eyes have seen too much pain from him..... guilt trips and loving words just seem to evaporate like rain in the sun...my heart beating slower and slower on the table with a knife sticking out of it....nothing left to say to him .. nothing more for me to do .. but lye here in my own blood crying out for someone to care....he stands over me thinking hes better, but hes nothing but a sole murderer.....death is on my mind.. but im better than that.. better than him... BETTER THAN DEATH. But my eyes can't seem to look away from the bruses and cuts on my hands, bloody and sore to the touch... Im alive but broken.. was Hopefull to live...but now discuraged....want to cry but eyes are dry.. no more tears to cry cause im done.. done with him.. done with this bull shit world.. and onto the the next..... he dosen't exist in my world no more... No more pain shall i feel from him.... hes nothing to me anymore... no more memories of old times.. good or bad... he is now just a figment of my imagination..... so i shall live life better now.. till the next fucker...to fuck with me.... i feel sorry for him for i shall make his life a living hell......
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| | How Do You Do This To ME? | | | Friday, March 14, 2008 (10:41 PM)
(I'm feeling sad) | | How can you have this effect on me? It's a good thing that i like you this much , yet why dose it hurt so much? i lye on my bed and ponder these questions to myself. there is no real reason to why i love you like i do. there is no real good explination to how you make me feel like this. i feel so far from you. Pretty much cause you are far from me. Yet i still feel so empty .. i really wonder to myself "Dose he really love me?" and "Is he too good to be true?" I shall wate and find out these questions.. but for now .. im gonna be miserable sitting here wishing i could feel loved.....
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| | Romancing(my ideal love story) | | | Tuesday, March 11, 2008 (11:03 AM)
(I'm feeling distressed) | | When we met; when our hands first touched, I felt your love surge through out my body. I began to get weak in the knees. I remember the sent of your body while you were holding me up. Your sturdy arms wrapped around my body pressing me to your chest. Your knees give in as we crash to the ground, but you never let me go. Your soft gental hand graze my cheek bone, and you grasp me for a kiss. My breaths become shorter and faster; as our mouths are insyinc with eachothers, becoming more deep and passionate with every second. I begine to shake and become weaker as you hold me closer...i loook into your eyes and i see myself ...myself with you forever...Myself in your future...OUR FUTURE.....As one.
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