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| | Dell laptops=Epic fail | | | Tuesday, July 22, 2008 (11:47 AM)
(I'm feeling aggravated) | | My motherfucking piece of shit fucking computer is acting the fucking prick.
*Calm deep breaths* lol.
Okay, soooooooo my computer's in shambles. Basically any instant messaging programs I make use of have suddenly stopped working, my browser (Firefox, for the record) keeps flickering as I'm typing things so I have to stop mid-sentence and click the browser before I continue, like every ten seconds (so this blog is taking quite some time as you can imagine, my dedication to blogging is unparalleled imho lmao).
I've uninstalled everything as far as I can see that could conceivably be the root of the problem, cleared my desktop of everything I don't require and that might even be slightly suspect aaaaaand nothing lol. So, I'm gonna have to come online for only an hour or two a day (at ze local internet cafe) until I can get enough money together to buy a new laptop (which, hopefully should be 4 to 5 weeks if I can get my hands on some shift work) aaaand then I have to transfer all the vids/pics/whatever the fuck else I need from my hard drive on this here piece of shit onto my new laptop (an apple should prices work in my favor lol) before I can be in business again as per usual. So basically this blog is to inform ya'll that if u need me, pm away cos I shan't be rocking my Skype/MSN awhile and to let teh close homies know that they should pm me with any updates I might be requiring. On the plus side, I guess I'll get some more sun hahaha. Fuck it, might get a new camera too as I'm at it, Logitech has aggravated me for long enough also lol.
Why is Freak on A Leash playing on an ep of the Simpsons atm? That's just confusing to me lol.
Annnnnnnyway, enough with this ramble.
Take it easy peoples,
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| | Do not fear! lol | | | Tuesday, July 1, 2008 (5:24 PM)
(I'm feeling calm) | | TheMadHatter will be taking a break from LV for a bit due to personal reasons.
I've privated all my vids with the exception of 2 (my one on Nunez as flagged videos can't be privated and my default vid). I haven't done this to be dramatic or for sympathy. If you know me at all you know I loathe sympathy.
The reason I've done it is simply that I feel I'm not really "gone" if my vids are still here, because there's alot of me in those videos if that makes sense? Like, I want to turn off the lights as I'm leaving awhile if that makes any sense.
My break may be shortlived or it might be rather lengthy, idk myself atm tbh. The situation I'm dealing with all depends on me and on time. And unfortunately neither seem to be co-operating well as far as my getting over this situation is concerned, but hopefully that will change soon.
I care about you all very much and the core four or five friends I need through this period (they know who they are), will be contacted by me via Skype.
My vids will be made public again upon my return, and those who try to claim some sort of victory during my absence will be fucking decimated in due course.
I'll be lighting this place up once again once I get my priorities straight.
Have a nice week
Much love and respect,
TMH. | | | | 142 Views | 56 Thumbs Up | 31 Comments | |
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| | Insomnia driven blog fun | | | Friday, June 27, 2008 (4:56 AM)
(I'm feeling lazy) | | Well alot has changed since my last blog entry, obviously enough lol.
Fantastic things have happened, terrible things have happened, both online and off.
Life has dished out it's benefits and detriments in equal measure as always. The glass isn't half full and it isn't half empty, it's half full AND half empty and if you want to be happier just ask for a fucking refill lol.
That's my advice to you for the day *Insert smiling picture of TMH giving you a thumbs up here*
Anyway, I just wanted to write something quite briefly here. I wrote a blog entry about 2 months ago, in which I was talking about taking a leap of faith and that it was the most important thing in my life and that nothing had ever meant more to me. I took that leap, and I got dashed on the rocks below.
Am I bitter? Fuck no, that's not me. I'm happy now. Does it still affect my everyday life? Yeah. Does it hurt like a motherfucker at times? Yup yup. But it's been in no small part due to my friends on here that I have been kept sane and comforted.
Even before this traumatic experience I had a death in the family at the beginning of the year, and who came through for me then also? A beloved online friend :)
So, why the fuck am I writing this blog then or is it your usual dose of pointless self serving drivel from the Irish imbecile?
The point of this blog is simply to say that I will never ever underestimate what good my friends on here can do for me.
Whether it's give me long lasting advice that I can take to the bank, or a fleeting laugh.
And in return there is nothing I wouldn't do for my friends on here, absolutely nothing.
If I call you a friend, and particularly if I give you my trust, I would walk to the ends of the earth for you.
I guess I just wanted to say that my friends on here mean the world to me and I am grateful for every last minute I get with them, whether circumstances keep things online or we spend months on end getting drunk as motherfuckers in the future, I am grateful for every last one of you.
There are people I love on here like family, they know who they are, I don't feel I have to namedrop lol.
But thank you for being you, I love you guys (no homo where applicable)
-TMH
PS, I actually wasn't drunk when I wrote this blog, although I'm fully aware that it reads that way for some reason or other.
Also, thank you to my haters, you guys are fucking assholes. I love you | | | | 82 Views | 32 Thumbs Up | 16 Comments | |
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| | My thoughts on what has just occured | | | Thursday, June 19, 2008 (6:21 AM)
(I'm feeling discontent) | | Right, it's 12am, I haven't got a wink of sleep but I'm wired so I'ma write this blog lol. A quite astounding amount of things have occured on LiveVideo in the past 12 hours and not just the obvious either but those situations need not be addressed for now. For the moment I want to blog about the obvious and you all know what that is.
There may have been more but as far as I know there have been three big losses to the LV community.
Firstly my favorite sock (well Az is up there too lol) cpnjack invoked. He can be found here as far as I know, I may have that wrong so don't bank on it lol: www.stickam.com/cpnjack
Will he re-commence trolling Dena on YT for the lulz? Lets hope so lol
Secondly my good friend and all around legend Jim Wayne, who can be found ici lol: www.youtube.com/JimWayne61
And lastly my brother, the ethical don, methodofmac, who can be found 'ere lol:
www.youtube.com/methodofmac Who'd have guessed? lol
Jim and Mac are friends I hope to have for the rest of my life because friendships shouldn't be limited to the internets, let alone websites lol. But I just wanted to reflect briefly on some of the good times I've had with both of them on here if I may because fucked as LV is now it will always be home to me and it's where all my favorite friends (and enemies) reside. I don't want this to sound like a fucking eulogy lol. Just want to say a few words about them both and how they've helped me on here because if it weren't for them most of you may have never heard of TheMadHatter.
Jim is someone I met on Stickam one night forevers ago. At least that's my memory of the first interaction we had, must've been about last November. He done a shot on his porch and asked me to do one but I hadn't any hard alcohol in the house so I had to chug a bottle of Heineken lmao. I remember I was rather intimidated by Jim at first because he's the man, let's face it lol. On LV itself the first bit of fun I had with Mr Wayne was when myself and MMM engaged him in fake vlog wars back in the day. Myself and the big guy had much fun with our little inside jokes on teh internet, among others were electrojed and OldMarine (before the real deal occured lmao) but the one with Jim was probably the most fun because you could tell the good spirits it was done in (as opposed to the other two which were mistaken as genuine...tho we loved when that happened too admittedly lol). I think that whole deal was very beneficial to us both as it exposed me to alot of people who ran in Jim's circle that I didn't really know and I like to think that he got to know some people on my end of things that he mightn't have got an opportunity to otherwise also. The whole thing also spawned one of my favorite LV vids "The For the Lose Blues" and if you missed out on that you missed some epic lulz. Jim pretty much destroyed us while pissed at his guitar. It was fantastic lmao.
The vlog war also provided myself and MMM with the seed that we would eventually cultivate into a lil group called the LiveVideoPimps.Say whaaaaaaaa lol :)
Overall Jim is a standup guy and what MMM calls an "all rounder". I can't help but agree, wonderful musician, amazing vlogger, epic vlog warrior lol. Not to mention the founder of the greatest LV series in history.
The man can do it all.
So to my fellow Beer Bandits founder I say Cheers brother, may we have much more fun on YT in the future! :)
Onward lol ;) When I first came to LV Mac was someone I respected to no end. The way he went out of his way to help people was something I immediately wanted to aspire to and I feel I've done a reasonable job of it, but there's always room for improvement lol. I had contacted Mac because of a trolling problem I was having on YouTube at the time (before I'd made the switch to LV completely) he looked out for me when he didn't have to which is something I'll never forget and he's constantly come through for me, time and time again even when it's not asked of him.
And that's where our friendship began :)
It's safe to say had Mac not given me his support, you wouldn't be reading this blog right now and (if I'm lucky lol) maybe 6 people would know of TheMadHatter? 6 awesome people btw, but 6 nonetheless lol.
Then came TheInnerCircle v The Gamers, the stuff of legend as it is now lol and I put out a video against one Victor1st and so began my affiliation with the IC and with Mac, and I've been happy ever since because that's my family and I couldn't, nor would I want to, ever imagine things having gone any other way :)
The IC made me feel at home and I'll be IC til the day this site goes under (maybe even after, who knows right?)
But, fun as srsbizness is, I think the most fun I've had with Mac was just the lulz we used to have trolling 011 or random live shows with MMM. O11 in particular was epic lmao. That site, I swears (no offense Greg lol)
But aside from the internet drama, the epic lulz, and the mackin' on bitches (pardonez moi lol) what means the most to me is that Mac has always been willing to help me with any problems, whether they be irl or whatever and to know that the offer is always there even tho I don't like to pester him with my shit all that much, that means alot.
Mac is someone who I regard as synonymous with LV. He's one of the 3 people that are inherent to LiveVideo to me so this is going to be hard for me to adjust to (ghey as that sounds lol) because it's yet another sign that the old LV that I loved is dead. But that's something I'll just have to come to terms with. Anyway, Mac's always got my full support wherever he goes. Whether it be YouTube, MoarVideo (hurry the fuck up MMM lol) or elsewhere, I'm sure we'll be taking names and re-commencing business as usual soon enough. Mac FTW, that is all.
Peace,
TMH. | | | | 84 Views | 14 Thumbs Up | 9 Comments | |
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| | The birth of what will henceforth be known as "The alliance of fail" | | | Tuesday, June 3, 2008 (10:35 AM)
(I'm feeling ecstatic) | | I've had many a vlog war here on LiveVideo. Some fake and done between friends for teh lulz, others very very serious and personal (the internets is srsbizness lol). Some people mistake my videos as "creating drama" when I in fact address pre-existing situations. I've had vlog wars with lots of people in which I try my best to point out the inconsistencies in their videos or how they are in fact altogether ludicrous and contradictory.
It's rare but sometimes situations are resolved and I've made friends with some of the people I've taken issue with in the past, and at the very least, even if nothing is resolved, people I've engaged in drama with have earned my respect for at least being able to piece together a good drama vid and stand up to the plate, even if I continue on with disliking them afterward. Recently some people who aren't "fans" of myself and a few of my friends as it were have decided to band together. Granted, there are plenty of people who have tried this in the past and failed and this will be no exception and the situation won't be acknowledged by me any further after this blog.
But it seems an unrivalled group of failures have recently banded together and become ghey for each other.
That these people actually think they stand a chance is hilarious.This illustrious group of spastics is as follows:
-The convicted pedophile now going under the guise of TheQuizmaster has summed up the balls (must have wrangled them away from some children) to call out most everybody on the site. He clearly means business, pity he has us all blocked because he's a fucking bitch.
You disgust me sir, you need to leave this site, you are not welcome here. Enough said :)
-TimmyHairTrigger has set up a George Bush related sock with the intention of trolling Jim Wayne as he appears to have suddenly decided that he doesn't like him with no reasoning whatsoever. Who doesn't like Jim? You fail sir.
-And lastly my buddy Joey Buttafuoco. The last video you'll ever get from me is incoming. After that I'll let you continue along your path of self-ownage and let you continue to embarrass yourself further. Never have I encountered someone as mind bogglingly unintelligible as you on the internet. Let's hope there's a mental hospital out there for you in your latter years sir. Go fuck yourself.
And so, the point of this blog? The point of this blog is simply that no matter what any of these individuals do or say they will never earn my respect. I've never admired idiocy and I won't begin now.
All the best,
-TMH | | | | 104 Views | 24 Thumbs Up | 13 Comments | |
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| | Have you ever felt... | | | Thursday, May 1, 2008 (8:28 AM)
(I'm feeling apathetic) | | Completely lost in the world. That there's no rhyme or reason to anything in your life anymore. I feel like that currently, and I'm not entirely sure why. Someone asked me what I'd like to be remembered for the other night. I replied with what I always say to this question, "I want to be remembered for making an impact". I like LiveVideo for this reason. Lots of people might say "Oh it's just the fucking internet" but it genuinely does affect people's lives and I'm sure I have, which sounds pretentious of me but it's true. Everybody on here has in one way or another, for better or for worse. I'm growing world weary at the moment. I don't like the direction in which I'm headed in life, and I feel I need to re-evaluate things quite a bit. I want to find a way to make that impact some day, I really do. Until then, I'm gonna continue fucking around and making an impact on here. Sound good? ;)
-TMH | | | | 104 Views | 20 Thumbs Up | 11 Comments | |
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| | Come one, come all :) | | | Monday, April 21, 2008 (4:54 AM)
(I'm feeling cheerful) | | Okay so, as you may have guessed by the simple fact that I'm not gone...I'm still here, if that makes sense lol.
My last vlog is one that I done while really pissed off with the website aswell as some offline matters that I was dealing with and am still dealing with, which made me question if spending so much time on the internet was the best resolution to my problems. I've decided that leaving altogether isn't the answer for what I'm going through, I didn't do the video for sympathy, I guess it was more to see if I could bring myself to leave the friends I've made here behind. The answer is a resounding no lol. Maybe I care too much, but quite frankly I wouldn't have it any other way. I would like to thank everyone who commented on that video however, (one TLDR comment in particular aided the decision-making process considerably) and so I've decided to stick around although I wont be on here half as much as I used to be, which isn't necessarily a bad thing. It'll help me get my priorities straight anyways etc etc. I'm beginning to ramble on so I shall proceed to the next order of business.
I'm about to make a big leap irl. It's a leap that I'm hoping will work out and that I've put alot of effort into. I've never cared so much about anything in my life before, however, it's something that I'll never discuss here on LV, because with the exception of maybe, three close friends on here, lots of people don't know me half as well as they might like to think that they do. Those people know who they are and I'd like to thank them for always being there for me when I need them :) I like to keep my private life private.
I don't bring this up to be mysterious or for people to guess or anything. Just wish me luck ;)
Finally, and the main point of this blog, is that I'm really struggling for material for videos. I have plenty of tedious irl stuff that I can jabber at length about, but if you know me you know that I enjoy putting motherfuckers in their place in my vlogs lol. That being said, I only have two possible pieces of drama that I could conceivably address and I fail to see myself getting an anyway decent video out of either soooo, I thought I would ask for suggestions lol.
Firstly, is there anyone you'd like to see me vlog war, someone who's videos make you think "Jesus, I hate that bastard" (Bear in mind that I am infact incapable of vlogwarring myself ;) And secondly, is there someone hassling you on LV? If so, then please pm me all relevant pms and/or comments, I'll see what I can do ;)
I live to give :)
Have a nice week peoples :)
-TMH
P.S. I turn 20 this week, fucking win! lol
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| | Racism on LV | | | Sunday, February 17, 2008 (9:59 AM)
(I'm feeling aggravated) | | This is perhaps a situation that I will inevitably address in a video as I cannot bear to witness or hear of much more of this behaviour. PrincessEricaWorld as many of you well know, is a very good friend of mine here on LiveVideo and has been nothing short of amazing to me since I started on this website. I respect Erica for a whole multitude of reasons: her videos, the fact that she's not afraid to express her opinion, that she doesn't take shit from anybody, and the fact that she's a very kind and caring person. She's someone that I look up to quite a bit and someone that I'm proud to call a friend.
This makes it all the more hurtful to me when I see all the racist bullshit that she has to endure on this fucking website. Let me preface this tirade by stating quite plainly and simply that if you partake in racist behaviour you're subhuman to me. You have no redeeming qualities. There is nothing you can do or say to justify being that shallow, ignorant and cruel so you can go fuck yourselves. I've always been taught that it doesn't matter what race, color or creed you are, it's how you conduct yourself and treat others that matters.
Racism became overtly and disgustingly displayed here on LV not long ago with the whole TadRockHogan fiasco which I'm sure many of you will remember and for those of you who don't, it's not one I'd care to go into, however Mac addressed that situation wonderfully with this vlog which I suggest all of you watch if you haven't done so already:
http://www.livevideo.com/video/3871A5A2A5C04B2DA43AC23CA8024177/racism-in-2008.aspx?lastvcid=478471
After LV removed the video to which Mac's was a response I was foolish enough to believe that racism had been dealt with here on LiveVideo, however, since that time, I've had the displeasure of witnessing two different individuals make racist insinuations toward Erica in text and I woke up this morning to learn that she has been subjected to a racist attack by this user: www.livevideo.com/lilbadonkadonk71
Erica has addressed this situation herself in her latest blog entry which you view here:
http://www.livevideo.com/blog/princessericaworld
And so has my good friend MrMercedesMan:
http://www.livevideo.com/video/mrmercedesman/9AAF3E1E7FFC4C3EA23419B0D583B3EE/racism.aspx
Lil is clearly a very mentally unstable individual, however this is no excuse for her actions and I refuse to tolerate racist comments like the ones she has made and you shouldn't either. Let her know how you feel. Racism is clearly still a major problem here on LV as it is in the real world but that doesn't mean that it should be ignored and swept under the rug. We should do everything we can to let it be known that we won't let such hatred continue to have a voice here on this website. So what can you do?
-Complain to the admin here: admin@livevideo.com
-Make videos on the topic saying that you won't stand for racism
-Send pms to Lil expressing your opinion of her and what she has said
Do whatever you feel is necessary to put an end to this once and for all, or at least to stifle it as much as we possibly can. Thank you for reading my blog. Don't feel that you should cater to people like this. I for one refuse to.
Laters,
-TMH | | | | 126 Views | 16 Thumbs Up | 9 Comments | |
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| | The inaugral blog (TL;DR) | | | Friday, February 15, 2008 (10:13 AM)
(I'm feeling good) | | What's new with teh Hatter? Like anyone gives a fuck lol. But for those who want to troll my blog for their entertainment, they're more than welcome to :) I <3 you guys
Things are shaping up offline atm which is a pretty sweet deal, despite health which makes me wonder if I'm not far off emulating Heath Ledger. I'm back in college (drinking) and have job interviews all next week. The downside to this is that I'll be spending less time on the internets, upside is I get money, which will be imperative if I'm to meet the people I be wanting to meet on here, one in particular comes to mind ;)
As for my thoughts on the new LV, I'm leaning toward blind hatred in that it sits with my computer about as nicely as a warm cup of oil does with your average human being, so should you have any suggestions they would be more than welcome. Going on cam=major text lag. Audio? Not a chance. So your guess is as good as mine.
I also don't like that the new LV has resulted in less videos. Keep making vids peoples!!! I'm currently on video sabbatical as I've hit a video slump and think that maybe I should spend some time thinking up something creative rather than just my usual speel. It's not due to the whole live debacle, I just grow tired of myself lol. There are so many talented video makers on here like Princessericaworld and 1WhiteCrow and LVBianSynic that sometimes I feel a bit guilty for not making more of an effort rather than relying on ye olde formula of switching on my computer and saying to myself "who's being an asshole this week" lol. I love putting people in their place and I love nothing more than being able to help people, but I also think a half decent video here or there wouldn't go amiss.
As for this whole live thing, for the love of God don't go live just for the sake of it. I fully realise that me going live makes about as much sense as a David Lynch film in that I'm unbearably unentertaining, but if you're going to go live at least provide some lulz or have something planned. The two best live shows I've seen were Erica's movie one and ElMiner's quiz because they were interactive and involved people. So do something like that, don't just sit at your computer staring blankly or browsing or whatever and if you do, don't go live!!!! lol
In lulzy news, I've been blocked today by lilbadonkadonk71 despite being nothing but nice to her in the past and not knowing her in the slightest. Perhaps a pretender to Judith's crown as "Queen of cockblocking", who knows.
I believe that this strange video is a poor attempt at explaining matters:
www.livevideo.com/video/lilbadonkadonk71/46D5107091504036983E4D1C555437D3/listen-up-u-bunch-of-losers-.aspx
Clearly someone needs to come down from their Ivory Tower and realise that they're not better than everybody else. She's more than welcome to her opinion but I don't think that she's in any position to judge anybody, especially on the basis of a fucking LiveChat. I hope that she thoroughly enjoys the company she keeps, Mav and CastedKillah are two of the most intelligent and all around nice people I've ever encountered (do ya sense the sarcasm). She suggested a video response would be immature (I agree, one can't help but stoop to levels of immaturity in referencing such a retarded video), so I thought I'd give my thoughts on the matter here. Lil, did you ever think of consulting people with regards what they were fighting about in an attempt to learn more about the situation instead of lurking as a guest and remaining ignorant? Did you ever consider not making a video about things that don't concern you in the slightest? No? Awesome, just checking :)
So on that note, I'm doing some study before going out and getting out of my fucking head. It's what I do when I wish I could be elsewhere
Hope you all have a nice weekend, and if you made it this far into my blog a gold star can be arranged ;)
Thanks for reading, you may troll now
Laters,
TMH
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