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| | A Game in My Head | | | Monday, November 24, 2008 (11:04 PM)
(I'm feeling gloomy) | | A blank stare
My face is locked
An emptiness flows from me
I am empty to you
My emotions are blank
Tolls have taken their toll
Life is cold and blank
An emotionless life grows
My blank stare coldens
The cares leive my body
An emptiness is in me
IT does not understand as IT's games continue
IT does not care
What will he do
I want to see
When will he pop
How much more must I do
The stare is empty and blank
When will he arrive
There's always tomarrow and the days after that
I have all the time I need
I have all that you need
I will persist every day
The day must come
I want to see
I will continue the game
I act as if I don't know
The end has to be soon
I want his wrath
I want to be saved
I want the sex
I will change and break him
That is what I want
That is what I do
I will corrupt him
He will see just as I
Let your emotions run rampid
Let your cares go
Let your urges out
Be what you feal
Be what I feal
That is who you are
Turn away from life
Grow cold and blank
Evil is there
You can feal it
Let your self
I want the real you
I want you to destroy me
My cold blank life
I want you to save me
Take me with you
In the end what is ment will happen
Enjoy the missery
Enjoy the game
Enjoy the sickness
Enjoy the show
Enjoy your pain
One day it will all be gone
Enjoy your psychosis
Enjoy
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| | A Question | | | Thursday, October 23, 2008 (9:04 AM)
(I'm feeling blank) | | When will what is ment to be known be known
Life is made here and left here and know one knows
Constantly questioning and wanting to know
An endless pose our lives are left in memory
The future not yet told to us
We live our lives with only hope and our beliefs
For most (that is our hope) a long road
Lifes tragedies all around us and lifes road keeps going
Answers are not known
There is only the hope that is held on to
Beliefs that carry us through
We question the horrible things around us and wonder Gods plan and how the horror is apart of that
Qestions arrise and we are striken with them
God, the all and the wonder
And we wonder why
The choices we have
The choices we are given
The wonder about the horror and our eyes that are seeing
The road has been long
The answers to questions not told
It is said that pain is necessary in existance
The horror in life is needed
The murder and rape
How many does it take
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| | The ladder shortens | | | Wednesday, September 3, 2008 (1:15 AM)
(I'm feeling blank) | | The light were said to look to
In the darkness is where were at
Climbing the ladder to get to where we need to go
Looking for the next big step
The ladder is rugedly built
The light seems to be far away
The ladder seems to be unsturdy
Wondering about the unknown
Hopeing for the best
Trying to best the ladder
Trying hard and holding on
Years pass
Still making the ladder your own
The light is a little closer now
The climb carries on
Step after step
The ladder shortens
The light slowly gets closer
The journy carries on
Another chunk of time has past
Youth is leaving
The time has grown
Time is looked back upon
The ladder is still long
Step after step
Strugle after strugle
The steps carry on
Up the ladder is the path
Step after step
Creak after creak
Showing the ladder who it is it's own
The light get closer
Time is looked at
Youth is a memory
The light is still aways to go
Look at how the time has grown
Step after step is taken
Time is made
Steps of the ladder
Step after step
Strugle after strugle
Time upon time
Another chunk of time has passed
Growing into the old
Looking at the light getting closer
Looking at how the time has grown
Comparitively there is not much ladder to go
Step after step trime grows
Time is looked upon
Youth is a memory
Youth are the children around
Time holds the road
Step after step
Time carries on
The light is much closer now
It is not to far away now
The light is wondered upon
Looking for answers is now
Now wondering about the unknown
Time passes
The light gets closer
That is all that is known
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| | Bless | | | Wednesday, August 20, 2008 (3:49 AM)
(I'm feeling restless) | | Let me breath
Let me see
I crave
Bless me
In my new eyes
I'm divine
Sirenity
Come over
My eyes insightful
Bless me
I'm here to live
I'm hear to stay
Kill me to get rid of me
I a stain
In memory
I'm here
Sane
I'm here
My brain
I crave
I'm here
Bless life
Bless life
Bless time
Bless with this richous ryme
Living
Striving every day
Take pride in your life
Let peace reign time
Forever let peace in mind
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| | Holding on | | | Tuesday, August 19, 2008 (1:20 PM)
(I'm feeling content) | | Look at the light in the sky
A masterfulness that can only be God
Look at the the way the wind blows the trees
Have you seen lately how the
Can you see the way the
Can you feel the way the
Moves you
To the
You will find
In the
In the
All sighs
Can you see the way it
Are you watching it
Wich way will the wind blow this time
What way will you see
A beauty this time
But what will the next be
What is in your eyes
What is in the next
Discovering the seeing
Discovering the sight
Discard the bad
Keep the good
It is a way
It is understood
Keep your chin up
Even through the beatings
Even though the cold
Even through the lies
Life will beat you down
The key is said to get back up again
Keep in your right mind
Keep yourself in peace
All of the beauty
Is yours
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| | Good bye | | | Tuesday, August 19, 2008 (12:56 PM)
(I'm feeling okay) | | Will you miss me when I am gone
Will everything go on like I was never here
Will the music still play the same
Will all of the video still play
Will it be as nothing has changed
What will life be when I am gone
The breeze still blowing throught the trees
The grass still growing
People taking care of their yards
Babies playing within a dream
People going to work
People with their families
The sky as blue as it ever was
Will you miss me when I am gone
All of the head games
All of the tolls
All of the yernings
All of the cold
Will it have been enough for you
Probably not
My life will come again
My life will pass again
With all that pleases you
With all that you want
With every waken second
With every waken tear
It will never be enough
All of the blue skies
And all of the people
Yes I know
Time will go on
My death will not change
Your empty gesters
Your empty self
All will go on
Even after were all gone
To do it all over again
To watch it all end
I know who you are
An empy without a soul
Good bye
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| | In you I see | | | Monday, August 18, 2008 (2:10 PM)
(I'm feeling blank) | | In you I see
I see an empty
An empty comes over me
I see in you
Watching over me
There is something there
A life to life
A life to live
A glare was there
Something there was not coming over me
In you I see
I see an empty
An empty comes over me
Your games I see
I see in you
In you I see
Watching over me
There is something there
A life to life
A life to live
A glare was there
Something there was not coming over me
In you I see an emptiness comes over me
Your games I see
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| | This Lullaby | | | Monday, August 18, 2008 (1:17 PM)
(I'm feeling awake) | | Song lyrics are from: Queens of the Stone Age
Lullabies to Paralyze
Where O where have you been my love
Where O where can you be
It's been so long since the moon has gone
and O what a reck you made me
Are you there over the ocean
Are you there up in the sky
Until the return of my love, this lullaby
My hope is on the horizon
Every face, your eyes I can see
I played and prayed o each night and day
Our embrace is only a dream
And sure as days come from moments
Each hour becomes a lifes time
When she left, I'd only begun this lullaby | | | | 73 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Authors of Writings on my blog | | | Monday, August 18, 2008 (12:51 PM)
(I'm feeling lazy) | | | Hello all. I just wanted everyone to know that i came up with these poems (writings) and if i use writings from other sources it will be noted . Good serfing everyone | | | | 74 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Static Station | | | Monday, August 18, 2008 (12:31 PM)
(I'm feeling blank) | | Static
not comeing in clear
what is the need
i can not hear you
check the station
check the antanas
turn the knob
tunning in
clear with static
what is the story
tell me
just listen
i might be able to hear you
much clearer now
The storm has past
We can speak now
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