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| | LV Video Reviews on Thursday and Reptoid Saga Last Episodes | | | | Wednesday, October 28, 2009 (12:49 AM) | | I will do a Halloween Special for Video Reviews,which I haven`t done for a few weeks because of encoding issues,but it looks like it is fixed now.My Reptoid Saga part 9 went up no problem and pray it gets approved.I have been gaming more,on PC with GTA 4 and on facebook game apps.Most of the video makers are on facebook doing the same and do not bother to do any more videos but I do them here,on facebook,on YT to embed on OnTheAirTV,which I am still pissed at for deleting my 200+ videos and turning me from a hero member to a newbie after 2 years with them.Many great videos I have done bit the dust on this site and I do not have them on my files so they are gone for good.
I hope you check out all my Reptoid Sagas one thru nine and number ten will be the final one of this storyline.Peace and LOL to you all! | | | 29 Views | 0  Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | Video Reviews Returns Next Week | | | Monday, September 28, 2009 (6:19 AM)
(I'm feeling sick) | | | Due to a sore throat from hell,I won`t be able to do LV Video Reviews this week.I am sorry but I feel like crap on a stick and can`t swallow or talk today,but I will be back hopefully next week.I did Horrorfind weekend 11 videos but LVA gave them no recognition,even though I interview some big stars of movies.Just goes to show that it doesn`t matter what I do here on LV,I really don`t fit in her eor anywhere,but I try. | | | | 95 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Like And Abandoned Pet | | | Saturday, September 26, 2009 (4:53 AM)
(I'm feeling disappointed) | | I want to tell you about my father,who was raised on a farm.He treated animals who he didn`t fancy as cattle.Fence them up,build a doghouse and fence the poor dog up,so he did with one of my nicest dogs Elky,a pure blooded elkhound.This dog stuck right by me until by father fenced him in.He escaped and got ran over by a car.My dad just dug a hole in the yard and he was gone.He also abandoned a pet or two in the woods and we never knew why.We had a nice beagle he abandoned,the poor dog didn`t know why or where he was being abandoned,he just cried out for love.
I am the abandoned pet now on livevideo.I am sorry I couldn`t entertain you enough to hold your interest but I have to go,I feel like that abandoned pets who I loved but was taken away from me by my father.Take care :0( | | | | 116 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | CosmicTruthNetwork Blacklisted | | | | Sunday, September 6, 2009 (5:29 AM) | | Yes,sorry to say because I was attacked for being a troll and harrassing friends,just because a popular person came off with that downright lie and I defended myself on BLAM,I am the bad guy and punished for it now by those who I supported.
Instead of flying off the handle,I am going to try to explain why I am Cosmic Joe and why I consider this the anti-civilization and what I know to be true in human nature.Mystically,there is a spell on the whole human race right now,increasing so people do not act in peace,but bicker about nothingness and stress themselves out constantly,until they have health problem and psychological ones as well,and the medication given for these disorders ultimatly makes things worse,that`s why I don`t take any of that kind of medication,Nouveuv Tech philosophies and the studies of Dr Frank Wallace,who decently passed away,opened my eyes to what primitive ways we have as a society.External forces control you.The media controls the public more than any other source.They pound that message in loud and clear,drilling commercials and new headlines into your brain,until you feel the world is an unsafe place,so you hide,ignore what is going on in the world.The media as of a day or two ago,did a story on the internet influence on the Obama hate campaign,they call it.People on the internet know what`s up but they can be easily fooled,as per 911,that was brilliantly done so it looked like terrorist did it.The media pits continenet neigh against continenet neighbor until one gets defeated,what they call war,which is external force at it`s nastiest.Wiing out whole cities for freedom and the right to be free,in the name of God.We should no invade other lands,especially if there were no weapons of mass destruction found by U.N. Authorities.The whole war was started on a lie,and is still fought today.
Anyway,as I was working for government places,I discovered 3 books I seen everywhere I worked at.Successful C.E.O.`s of corporations,billion dollar ones,and Departmental agencies in the U.S. Government and they interested me to the point where I remembered them.So,right after my stroke, I was sent information on how to get these 3 books,which I own now.They are mainly business sense but dwell fullyon psychology of mystic human nature and 21st century new mentality on the future and what need to be changed in the government so it is controlled ,truly,by everyone instead of a few people controlled now by an evil cult,who uses symbolisms on signs and in the media,subliminal signals from your computers and digitalTVs.
Now on to,from experience on the internet,nothing as it seems.One video may convince you to turn against someone,simply because you are convinced more by someone you like from those you used to but don`t now.They say I hit videos but don`t watch them.Claim I am cheating on someone that I never met in person.Illusions sometimes turn into reality when two people want it bad enough,but there is interference by those who loved my e-girlfriend that did everything to turn her against me,for over a year,that was really what all the breakups were,so it appears that we not going to meet.Downright fabrications,illusions of me being bad and people doing the same thing to me ,saying my girl is still with her ex,it is silly because it is now real life and hating on me because someone popular fabricated something against me and conspired against me.So now I stuck with being ignored,Cosmic Joke is what you call me now,the so called truthers who wanted proof,and when they got it,it was ignored.I`ve been accused of playing the handicap card,getting pity,made up by a person that used that lie and others together successfully so that I am in the wrong for defending myself.It was nice here for me for years,now I am despised for something I never did and because,socially,I`m an outcast,to be hated for,not my diability,which I have also been accused of by those who I thought were my friends,but for my beliefs in being a cosmic minded person and looks at reality with a fully open mind,I broke the spell by using psychic meditations and abilities,which I master more and more everyday,remote viewing capabilties,which I will learn 100, percent so I am not controlled by the society today who`s hate for other people,other lands,people they have never met,people who got brainwashed by repetition of one word,and it sticks no matter if it is not the truth or not.So be it.To all those who do like me and understand me,I am sorry but my value creations and vlogs,are not important here now,so I will do one more video review and sign off for awhile,but I won`t delete my channel.Thanks one and all who tolerated me for this long.~~~~LOL | | | | 187 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Fabrications,Guess Again Osh!!! | | | Friday, August 28, 2009 (5:47 PM)
(I'm feeling amused) | | Caught red handed Osh!!!! You should have known you can`t win again a cosmic!! I got Dena on the phone,she told it like it is,it was your video against me that was full of fail,as you are constantly when it comes to me.You are a homewrecker and so is your friend Nornna,who want Dena to watch her masterbait in her bathtub!!!! You have been talking smack about me for quite awhile,haven`t you Osh ? The hell if ever were my friend and calling me a douche bag? ! Your a fail at talking about pediphile,who you use to gain attention and your are the biggest attentin getter on livevideo and you are proud of what you said and did to someone that supported you like I did.I honestly thought you were my friend once,Dena showed me otherwise ! Tell all your stoolies see this and know what a fraud you always have been,now have a day !! | | | | 234 Views | 8 Thumbs Up | 16 Comments | |
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| | Happy Belated Birthday MyLady | | | | Wednesday, August 26, 2009 (10:14 AM) | | I am your birthday video never got encoded but it is up now,as for a certain someone who wants FACTS,don`t tempt me to present ALL of them to the LV community.
Sorry about that,but I don`t expect an apology from Osh for what she said and did to me,you were never my friend like was yours. Nuff said. | | | | 167 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | A Moment In Time Just Went By | | | | Friday, August 14, 2009 (3:45 AM) | | There,just for an instant,a moment went by,
You may have just missed it,but if blink your eye,
Another moment has just past you still,
Another day older,and over the hill.
Once you reach the retirement age,
Your life is not over,just turn the page,
Not keep active,will surely be,
Your downfall,that is what is happening to me.
I used to work out,pride myself upon appearance,
Now I am unmotivated,by any endearance.
I do not care,I have nothing to hide,
Still something is hollow,deep down inside.
It is the hopes and dreams I had to be well off,
Now I can hardly breathe,I hack and I cough,
Not even a smoker,no tobacco for me,
I got my cough,for the substance that was dear to me.
Yet people say this stuff does some good,
To stressed out people,just excuses for people who could,
Quit anytime,but the moments go by,
Where you say tomorrow,I surely will try,
To stop smoking or drinking,yet another moment passes,
And you want it even more,so pop a pill,like all of the masses.
But the masses turn to into them asses into creatures of habit,
Who needs the next cup of coffee,just have to have it!
The media glorifies caffiene,and what it will do,
While the FDA gets their cut from the columbians,who concocted that brew.
You need to be alert,awake and be ready,
So drink another cup,so my hands will be steady.
Without it,I people go into a rage,
The psycho-active chemicals in it,are rarely set on the stage.
Just like sugar,which brings you up and crashes you down,
To a point of depression,so the doctors have pills they have found,
That prolong any disablity,depress and stress,
And forgetting to take it,leads you into three times the mess..
So you depend on something,that without it,makes your quiver,
As daily,yearly used of it,can shut down your liver.
Yes,in the blink of an eye,another moment went by,
Where the doctors get rich,and truly do care when you die.
As long as they play,with your body,a game.
Make a fortune in the process,which is crime and a shame. | | | | 237 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 4 Comments | |
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| | A New Beginning To A Bitter End | | | | Friday, August 14, 2009 (3:47 AM) | | Friends are friends to friends be true,
But many of them,yet only a few,
Are true friends,upon that you will know,
How far will your lasting friendship go,
When you are forced to choose between ones you love,
By a person who you never met,but cherish from above,
Someone who played games with your very heart,
While laughing with their friends,right from the start,
Using you as a puppet,with razorwire as strings,
Cutting you ever so much,as your figure she swings,
Think she has you,in the palm of her hands,
Her arrogance of control,she thinks she commands.
Confessing her love,to all who would hear,
Honesty eludes her,with hatred and fear,
She continues her issues,if don`t do what`s told,
Saying what you are missing out on,to promise so bold,
And the more you denied her,the more she does,
Until you give in to her,not simply because,
But because you consider her,the only hope that you had,
Because you gave in to her wants,makes you quite sad,
There is a whole world out there,for you to see,
And the only way to see it,you must continue to be free,
Too many women,not enough time,
For picking the wrong one,for you, is a crime.
You have your own will,from beginning to the end,
To find romance,you have to find a good friend,
One that will not only consider you a friend,
But will be your soulmate and true love,to the bitter end. | | | | 232 Views | 8 Thumbs Up | 4 Comments | |
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| | The Long And Lonely Road | | | Wednesday, August 12, 2009 (7:42 AM)
(I'm feeling content) | | In the open landscape,in a nearby town,
There is a dirt,gravel path,that has little renoun,
Except the memories of my childhood,the best of times,
Riding my bicycle,along this same place of my grimes,
Getting dirt on places,on this path I follow,
The good times here seem now shallow and hollow,
Compared to my troubles I face everyday,
Trying to remember the secrets,that were sent my way,
But I can`t seem to make these puzzle pieces fit,
It all seems to be so crazy,I must admit,
That I was singled out,and given this chance,
To help the human race,but where is the romance?
Where is love and laughter,that I see others share,
For compassion escapes me,not seen as family anywhere.
Not in my relatives outtings,I`ve been left alone,
None of my ideas,do they accept or condone.
Instead,I get resentment and doubt,
And they really do not know,what life is about,
It`s not about talking trash about other for self-glory,
Feeding their own ego,is their only means to tell their story.
Yet these people,always get their fill,
Of happiness,that I am looking for still.
This long and lonely road,is just like my life,
Worn and torn like me,full of remorse and strife. | | | | 225 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | Wednesday, November 11, 2009 at 8:09 AM | | It sucks that the view counter is down for our videos now.Even if they are featured,you have no idea how many people watched.An update on my health.I have been monitoring my blood pressure at home since I stopped taking my blood pressure medication and it is just what I suspected.My blood pressure was high because I was taking those meds and once the effects of them totally woke off,my blood pressure is almost completely normal.130 over 88 average now compared to 155 over 99 before.Doctors do not more...really care about lying to you,as long as they make money and give you medication that gives you high blood pressure and moderates it so you need those meds to survive.My skin is better in some places and the same in others.My chest has a little patch of a rash and flaking skin but my backside is still the same.I can not afford the light treatments so perhaps when Obama`s health care gets approved,I will be able to get proper treatments.In January,my sister is moving out to leave me here alone so I have to get my own food now.Will manage somehow but she still has to come around to check on me.I can not blame her for moving out,although she promised to fix up my house.Now I have to attempt to do this myself.I will get tools and see what I can do.My right hand is bad and I will not be able to do alot at one time.My back is the main problem for me now and walking the dog is agony for me.beside a handfull of friends,I do not feel loved here anymore on livevideo.com.eveyone is elsewhere now and my former hometown channel OnTheAirTV,I do not feel welcome there any longer since my videos were deleted and I got the blame for it.After I went to Horrorfind Weekend 11 and did interviews on that sights name,I feel like a fool for doing that now.Just because I did not donate money to that sight,it broke my spirit and my heart so much,I can hardly make videos anymore.I do messages on TokBox and read my poetry to those few friends I have there.How come others can talk about their health here but if I do,I am just "crying" for attention? People say they are sick on bulletins and everyone wishes them well while I get hated for it by many channels here.I had my finger on the delete button here 5 times in the last 2 weeks and almost deleted my channels here.I can not promise I will not delete here because I am going through extreme changes and I must concentrate on other things now that I have to fend for myself.Take care. less | |
| Sunday, November 1, 2009 at 6:04 PM | | I just went to the local wrestling event here,Baltimore Elite Wrestling Alliance,Damnation,the next to the last event of the year for this league.I made many great friends on MySpace in this wrestling alliance and today I let them use my cane in two hardcore matches.I have to use it when walk long distances now.I made the mistake of going down someones house Saturday to ride with someone to the Xtreme Maryland Wrestling but it got canceled due to the weather and an accident on the local beltway,so more...I thought I could walk home,only a few miles away.By the time I got home,my back and legs were trembling in pain.I am too heavy now and can not even walk the dog without some pain.And now,my caretaker thinks she can just leave me here alone after I let her live here for free because her son wants her to help him with his bills.I will have no other choice but to get a lawyer and write S.S.D.I. again about what was done to me after my stroke.Everything I told them was true and now my hand has been forced to report his.I will probably loose my house and have to go to someplace to take care of me the way she wouldn`t.My health is fading due to my weight and not having any medications.My sister has never cared to get me the proper healthcare and did not ever help put these bills in my name.They are still in my dead parents name after 2 years and I am frightened to death of being alone in life. less | |
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