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| | Good times,Bad Times | | | Thursday, July 24, 2008 (9:42 AM)
(I'm feeling awake) | | Thanks BIKINICONSPIRACY for the live show last night made me feel welcome and you are most entertaining,thanks for the dance! I like the movie"Freaks" too,old classic,hope that doesn`t mean you think I am an ugly freak,just a sexual one:0)
Haven`t seen Dark Knight yet,was going to go last night but my nephew didn`t feel well.I guess no one is interested in my review of Birds of Prey on DVD,no one watched that video,win sime,lose some I guess.
My movie file is screwed up for my camcorder,can`t drag the files down from Windows Movie Maker for some reason,used to use Nerovision but that program doesn`t run right now for some reason.I have been using my webcams to do vids,but outside,it is difficult to capture,still can`t figure out my Pinnacle,no sound or capture on my Mini-DV,perhaps one day I will have quality videos like you all,it is tough to not have anyone here to help me.Having advanced ADD from my stroke doesn`t help matters much,comes and goes too,that is why I don`t drive.
Well,I `ve got a nice tripod so it is a nice day,I will try to get some vids and photos,I think I will take some photos on my Blackberry too and try to upload them to my LV account too!~~~~Peace from Joe :0) | | | 11 Views | 0  Thumbs Up | 0 Comments |  |
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| | Why I Dumped Denalynnn | | | Wednesday, July 23, 2008 (7:09 AM)
(I'm feeling calm) | | At first,when Dena claimed love for me,I felt honored but I never knew why she chose me to me her e-lover.She claimed it was love at first sight,but I have known her for over a year and her love did start for me until February,then I e- proposed to her,it was all in fun,like she did with GregLions years ago.she even made him videos like she did me,although now she denies she ever cared for him,I know better.
So,we continued our e-lover affair,we offend fight,basically because she gets pissed when you don`t agree with her,turns on you like she has so many others,"Blessed Be,Harm None" my ass! I became a cosmic in order to combat mystic forces around me,much as spells and religious ancient icons,which originate from ancient otherworldly societies,ones that have always been in control of the populus here.There is so many unknown forces out there that it would scare most people,but when you have been trained all your life for it,it is like second nature to you.I chroncle this because most people think me insane,but history will tell my tale,it has been fortold by those who know,not by those who use false power to make themselves look like they are leaders,to make themselves,by their own actions,to be fakes
Take,for instance,this couple who i went into their SpiritArt room.Now,I made fun of this couple on a PasadenaParanormal show,because the man was asking Gina questions and everyone he asked her was dead wrong,he was pulling for info,no real psychic does that,so I left the room and was labeled a skeptic,after all the paranormal things I have been through myself,it was an insult to hear Syd of PasadenaParanormal badger me for awhile because I had sseen through their act.Then I went into SpiritArt`s room,witnessed a reading about someone named Aunt-Tate,The lady drew a picture of one of Aunt-Tate`s relatives and Aunt said it was him,never seen this Aunt-Tate before.So,the next week i went to SpiritArt,no readings,seen Aunt-Tate again,it`s common it return to shows,I do.Someone heckled Mike so he pulled out a puppet,which he used to heckle back,all in fun,good times.The thing that bothered me was I chimed in and told them what weird stuff has happened to me and they just laughed it off,Osh had left the room,she claimed I was saying shit about this couple for no reason.Well,the next week,the week that just pasted,SpiritArt did a liveshow and who did they do a reading for but none other than Aunt-Tate! He claimed to have never seen this person but not two weeks ago,I witnessed him giving her a reading,and it was in a different location,the studio this time instead of the set-up in their house.i thought I was wrong but looked at the archives to show the truth.This couple is just like Brad Kronen,wants money for private readings and art,charging poor suckers for their own brand of illusions.If SpiritArt reads this,I challenge to give me a reading,show the spirits around me,or contact one of my dead relatives,I will come in your room tomorrow to ask for a reading,I could sense deception in what these two do.
Back to Dena,I really felt for her,loved her,until she said this one thing,that she too much woman for me to handle,belittling me into thinking she was better than me.Then she said Tad would not leave her alone and she was afraid he would hurt me,that is how she got around not letting me come down to live with her,she said she wanted to wait until her kids got out of school,the summer`s half-way over and no plans were made for her to come see me here or move to Maryland,she wasn`t serious about any of what she said,then I ralised that she wasn`t honest with me about wanting to live with me.Then,I sat back and watched her friends in her stickam room asking her to show her tits,males visitors,no kicking was done,she just sat back and smiled as her girlfriends asked him to show his dick,which I found out someone already had.Dena runs that room like a brothel,each of the 3 times i went in to her stickam room,I left in disgust,and she emails me and badgers me about leaving.Then,I looked at her Satanic friend on youtube,she is mixed up with some heavy shit,hail Satan shit that I am totally against.I have read the Satanic Bible,it is full of S&M bondage,submission stuff I know Dena would be into,not interested!That,and the fact I can no longer tolerate her hate,is why I finally dumped her,it was along time coming and I am looking for a woman who wants kids with me,to carry on my family name,maybe I will someday find a woman like that,maybe not,but I am now focused on projects more,no cares about her hate for me,perhaps onday she and I can be simply friends again and not her mantle piece,but not lovers.
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| | Live Show Review-GregLions/methodofmac | | | Tuesday, July 22, 2008 (6:44 AM)
(I'm feeling amused) | | I frequent Greg`s live show for the stimulating coversation and fun,last night was no acception,many people showed up to witness the confrontation between Goofy420 and INTERNETWEBSUPERSTAR go at it tooth and nail,with Casey leading the pack with insults and threats.on Greg`s show, I.W.S. showed up first.commented Greg on his shows,was not too rude,unusually so,and along came Casey,I.W.S. talked alot of smack about him and he was pissed and called I.W.S. out and now wants to come to New York to kick his ass.At the end of Greg`s show,which was awesome,mac opened his room up so Goofy420 and I.W.S. could continue their name calling,it went on for an hour or so,and at the end I.W.S. bowed out,he ran out of ammo.Since they both left,a clown show was over,mac`s show turned out to be great as well.
For all the bullshit that internetwebsuperstar says and does,he is the one who should put on a live show,hell,I would come to see him talk shit,so do I hope Casey will do live shows with his advanced equipment he is getting,although he says he is going to do his shows somewhere else besides LV,hope he does at least one or two shows,he`s got fans here,no matter of his opinion against certain people.I saw there he gave JimWayne a reaming on his videos a couple days ago,whether or not they got shit resolved themselves ,I don`t know.Dena hates celticcharm for some reason,she lied to be about what she said in her Katy/Joe video,she advised me to unfriend her,inwhich I told her to stop her shit and her hate,but instead,she turned on me for not supporting her opinion,she is against anyone who doesn`t agree with her,that is why we,once again,are no longer talking or together,the trust is no longer there.She claims I am lying on my youtube videos and wants me to take them down,I tell the whole truth,she is the one who`s lying."Blessed Be,Harm None" My fucking ass!She hurt me plenty,blamed me for going off when she badgers me into a frenzy that is not doing my health any good.Her and Nornna,she "Single White Female"who mimics everything Dena does like a love sick parrot/I saw one video where ,nornna kept saying to Dena that she could trust her with her private information,this will be Dena`s downfall at youtube,trusting that troll who is bottom feeding off Dena`s droppings,their videos together are a sad sight to see,that is why I couldn`t be with Dena,Nornna is everywhere she is,no time for her e-lover,oh no.never time for me.I was the bestbthing that ever happened to her and she blew it.
I am still planning on going to the horrorfind.com convention,many horror film stars will be there.August 15-17 ,should be great if I can go.Going to see Dark Knight tomorrow,first movie will go to since FF-rise of the Silver Surfer.I hear Thor is in the making,as well as Captain Amrica.They have also got another Avengers cartoon coming out.I bought the entire series,Birds of Prey,which contains 13 episodes and the Gothams girls cartoon series,one of my favorite series,chronicles the Huntress,Batman and Catwomans daughter,Batgirl is crippled by The Joker`s bullets,she is Oracle,who helps train superheroes for their fight against crime.If you haven`t seen this seies,i advise you buy or rent it,one of the coolest series there was.
Take care LV friends,will be trying out new ways to do videos on capture,we will see!~|\
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| | Just Some Deeep Thoughts | | | Monday, July 21, 2008 (9:47 PM)
(I'm feeling relaxed) | | I finally wised up about e-relationships,there not for me,sorry Dena,but your threats don`t bother me because your love was but an illusion,sorry to say mine was real.You see,I was used to speaking my mind on my myspace blogs,so much I thought I could do it on livevideo,sorry those people who I offended in the past,I will be more thoughtful of people who read this in the future,once again,sorry!
My friends have talked me into goingbto another concert,:Judas Priest,Black Sabbath,Motorhead and Testament at Nissan Pavillion ,Manasses,Virginia August 7th,really not up for it but will go anyway,might meet someone who will be Mrs White,or Right,for that matter.After all the bullshit I put up with my my first love,who broke up with me 12 years ago,and my e-lovership that went sour with Dena,I am laying low for a bit.The thing is,I can`t stand liars and all Dena did was lie to me,said she was a musician,showed off playing Baracudda ,which ended up being fake,you all know what she did and said here on LV,I will not dwell on what could have been and focus on the future of what shall come to pass.I am now focusing on 2012,my friend bstep13 claims he is an astrophotographer and is going to do monitor the whereabouts of Planet X,Nibiru,which is supposed to come near Earth and cause many disasters.I know what most people are thinking about this,1984 was to be the end,when 2000,but nothing happened,could all this 2012 talk be a big hoax?Only the future will tell that tale.
I am going to discuss some things now that have been bothering me about my past,this alien visitation,which really was no big deal to me now,it`s what happened to me in 3rd grade,with the new Vice Principal called me aside,with several men in black suits and sunglasses with him.I can never forget the look in his eyes when he seen me,like I was someone he was looking for,then the vice principal transfered out,never seen him again,replace with some fat old guy named Gary.The afterschool program that I accepted the invite to go to,appeared to be a recreational fun stuff,but I never got to play on any equipment,rerally wanted to try the trampoline,but they put me in this empty room,all but a few chairs and this machine,which looked like something the eye doctor who tell you to look into for an eye exam,but for the life of me,I can`t remember what was shown to me in that machine,I know it was important too,it is a mystery I have yet to break,but I will oneday,perhaps soon.
So is the Twilight Zone episode that is my life.lived in a haunted house,got abducted,brother married a witch and died,mom said she wish i would have died instead of him,something that hurt me for life.Seen my future during my life flashed before my eyes moment and changed my own future by not becoming a pro wrestler[vision was me ina ring holding a belt and being shot in the chest] Witnessed a hardly rolling hand made heavy closet door open and a black wedding dress floating acrosss the room onto my mom`s bed,coaxing her to use it,but the next day,because of sister-in-laws magics,my brother died overseas of weird circumstances,and now i got caugt up with another witch who now would wish me dead too.such is my life.
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| | Unsubscribers | | | Wednesday, July 9, 2008 (9:49 AM)
(I'm feeling confused) | | | I go look at my subscription list to check out videos and suddenly realise that most people who I subscribed to deleted my subscription to them.You would never know this unless you checked because there is no email verifying when people do this.i am sorry you don`t consider me as you friend anymore,just unfriend me and block me too if you don`t want me to see your videos anymore.Sorry you have to go to live shows and call me a retard too,I am clearly not welcome here anymore,so be it! | | | | 68 Views | 1 Thumb Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | Realising Who My real Friends Are | | | Friday, July 4, 2008 (4:18 PM)
(I'm feeling busy) | | I have mad efriends,lost friends and realise that many of the people who I friended in the past were not my friends ata ll,just people who I repected and followed but didn`t like me,you know,the ones who always get featured and didn`t bother to wish me a happy birthday while I said birthday greeting to them and sometimes did more.I have a group of true friends,not many now,not enough for me to get views or the hits that most people get,but true friends none the less,it makes doing videos a joy,no matter how lame my videos are.I f I had help here to do videos,mainly inproving the quality of my recording,I only used email mode,that is why my videos look fuzzy,can`t figure out how to make my file compressor work properly,each time I try it,it says file is not capable of feeding into my movie maker or something like that.It is bad enough I am not computer literate,my confusion with my mental handicap,trying to make my brain function,it is not that simple.If you knew what it is like to look though my eyes and not being able to do certain things,you would not pick on me about anything I do.
As I see other people beautiful video,it makes me want to delete and move on to other things.I have no inspiration anymore to do video,I saw Argent`s videos and I feel the same way he does about Livevideo now,admins could care less what people say or do,just like youtube.I keep doing video reviews only by force of habit,not because I like doing them anymore,they don`t benefit me,only my "friends" who I introduced new members,became their friends,and abandoned me as a friend,really makes me want to forget i ever met them. | | | | 68 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 2 Comments | |
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| | Video Plans and Future Events | | | Wednesday, July 2, 2008 (12:31 PM)
(I'm feeling refreshed) | | I sleep most of my days away and stay up most of the nights now,too hot at daytime,got nowhere to go most of the time so what the heck!I am doing my Creepy Stories at night,hoping I will catch some spirits moaning like I have heard in the past here,but noone likes them,nobody watched or commented on my nighttime series at all yet,I guess my livevideo friends only like ceratin things,they have many features behind their beats while I get none,life is just not fair to me,never has been either.
Thanks to my friend who join me in my live shows,happygameshow,bstep13,brainwaves,stargazer1976,and others who stopped in and stayed for a bit,not those who popped in and didn`t say nothing,like people do.Big kudos go to GregLions and his live show,thanks for the warm welcome now,I am sure you know now that I do consider you a friend,larger than life ego and all,your show rovks.If I had people coming in my show weekly like you have yours,I would be happier here at livevideo.
I am going to do fireworks videos and suggest everyone do the same for the 4th,whether going to record a event or setting off a show yourself,get into the patrotic spirit of the season.I have my patrotic music all set for using on the videos,probably do a cookout,first one of the summer,first I must spray for ants underkneath the pavillion,their bad right now in my yard.
In August,two events I have planned,one is a horrorfind.com convention,I am going to try to get some videos of stars and ask some questions if I get the chance.Roddy Piper as well as many other movie stars will be there.On the same day is a concert,Judas Priest,BlackSabbath,Motorhead and Testament at Nissan pavillion,tryinmg to talk to my friends about going to both events in the same day,first go to the convention during the day,the concert at night.
~~~~~~~~~~~LOL2UALL~~~PEACE OUT !!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | | | | 38 Views | 0 Thumbs Up | 0 Comments | |
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| | Last Video Reviews and A LiveShow | | | Friday, June 27, 2008 (8:06 AM)
(I'm feeling sad) | | Over the almost one year,July 21,will be my one year here,many friends have come and gone.I have made friends and lost them,someones not even knowing why they unfriended me,some of what were my good friends have done this,started out be my friends like lynnrsbsn and sallytgrrl did,only to avoid or unfriend me for reasons that escape me,being somewhat handicapped in my brain from no oxygen to my brain,I sometimes wonder if I did something wrong I don`t recall,it bothers me greatly now.I am not going to do anymore video reviews,why?Because I feel slighted by livevideo and their ignorance of my videos and not being a part of this video community.I worked hard on finding people to recommend,sometimes showcasing new people who later became part of livevideo,only to ignore the one who got them noticed,ME! I thank those who responded to my video reviews in the past and I may well break out of my funk here,but I doubt it,just not getting any responces from my videos anymore.On my last blog,a couple people say I should take a break,it may be a permanent one.Everyone has friends on bulletins they communicate with,I don`t.All my bulletins get ignored,ALL OF THEM! I get harrassed by people who say not to make them while they make plenty talking to their friends.
My only constant friend now is bstep13,who is my youtube friend,he is sure to find friends and ignore me too.He wants me to do live shows,I thank lima and others who joined me in my live show Tuesday,it really ment more to me than anyone realisedMy next live show is tonight at 10 pM eastern,A Weekend party chat BYOB show,hope if you think about it come and join inmbe playing music and discussing events here and your summer travel plans and anything else that comes up,please try to come.
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| | I`m The Joke Of Livevideo | | | Thursday, June 26, 2008 (5:14 PM)
(I'm feeling annoyed) | | | Although I have some friends who stand by me and said birthday greetings to me,I see alot of people who I had great respect for,did not bother,they consider me a joke here.Lately,none of my videos are looked upon as fair or ever average.just plain bad.I am sorry if I don`t get feature after feature and not respected,I can hardly concentrate on doing video reviews this week,my opinion doesn`t matter here anymore.I thought I made some excellent points in my newset video,but only one person commented and I don`t know how much longer i am going to do videos if no one cares.I am not a bulletin buddy,as I see everyone saying hello in bulletin,whenever I try to,I get ignored,I said it before ,I am not part of the clique here and never will never.I will never be considered a member of such groups as the inner circle,simply because they do consider me a joke.I woke out my welcome her so I will just keep moving along,keep channel on here if anyone remembers me. bye | | | | 93 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 3 Comments | |
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| | Leaving Drama For my Blogs | | | Saturday, June 21, 2008 (4:23 AM)
(I'm feeling content) | | As some know,my imyoursavior channels are gone,both of them,while you may say I did this in haste,i was truthfully sick of that name anyway.I like CosmicMind2012,I study to be a concious mind,a cosmic mind,if you will.Creationism at it`s highest level,only my lack of knowledge and resources prevent me from doing the things needed to make my life better.I am now YourCosmicSavior on Youtube and OnTHeAirTV.Still going to take out a gnome,probably on July 4th,with an explosive of some sort.
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