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| | My smile | | | Friday, July 25, 2008 (7:43 PM)
(I'm feeling honest) | | My smile protects me.
I keep it white.
I keep it bright.
It keeps me safe.
it always has.
keeps feelings hidden.
Feelings that don't matter.
My smile helps me.
Makes me the right Candy for everyone.
The Candy I'm supposed to be.
Makes everything right with the world.
And that makes me happy.
C.
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| | Why oh why do I delete.... | | | Friday, July 25, 2008 (4:03 PM)
(I'm feeling happy) | | Let me try this again.
I'm about to go out to dinner.
Wearing my new silk mini dress.
Platform heels...
My murano glass necklace.
Silver cuff bracelet...
Silver hoop earrings.
You've probably seen them all peeps....
Except for the dress.
The house is full of music tonight...
Plugged in amps....J and X
I will sharpen my guitar chops and play for you soon.
I don't have stage fright at all with a guitar....
Piano is another story....
I don't know why playing piano has always given me nerves.....
Anyway.
Spent more time than I should at the computer today....
Love,
me XO | | | | 18 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | Rain Latte | | | Thursday, July 24, 2008 (10:45 AM)
(I'm feeling melancholy) | | I took down a blog I posted last night.
Felt it might be too severe.
Some of you peeps know that I have faulty judgement
and must always second guess myself.
Been stormy on and off all day here....
Dolly's rain bands finally arrived I guess.
Very dark outside.
I love hearing the rain and thunder.
Same dream last night - looking never finding.
Bought 2 new linen dresses.
I adore linen.
Natural fabrics are my favorite.
I crave a Starbuck's iced caffe latte....
I feel like standing in the rain and drinking one.
No umbrella....
just let the rain come down..
soak me.
let me look up at the gray sky....
while a latte slips down my thirsty throat.....
yummy.
Anyway,
Hope the day is kind to you peeps!!
Love,
Candy XO
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| | Shrimpies and Glass | | | Tuesday, July 22, 2008 (11:55 AM)
(I'm feeling mellow) | | Slept late....
I didn't sleep well last night....
Lots on my mind....
Dinner was great.
We had boiled shrimp and fresh vegetables.
Shrimp is so yummy.
I always end up eating too much.
Watched the movie Shattered Glass for the millionth time.
It's about the shake up at The New Republic magazine that happened a few years ago.
Stephen Glass, a journalist for the publication, fabricated a large amount of his articles.
It was discovered by Forbes online...
I find the whole thing fascinating.....
Today I might do another vid....
Sigh....
That's it for now.
Love,
Candy XO | | | | 12 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | Weekend | | | Monday, July 21, 2008 (2:12 PM)
(I'm feeling serene) | | I woke up this morning feeling serene....
Thanks for all the love peeps....
You all are awesome....
I spent the weekend cooking for my family....
Calamari and fried brocolli and peppers....
Also as I said in my vlog...
I read all weekend....
Hope you peeps are doing well....
Love,
Candy | | | | 21 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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| | Iced Tea and LV | | | Friday, July 18, 2008 (1:12 PM)
(I'm feeling busy) | | Hmmm....well today I'm catching up on alot of mundane tasks that must be done.
Laundry and cleaning....
Still reorganizing my art studio.
I don't have to take iron anymore so guess what peeps??
I CAN DRINK ICED TEA AGAIN!!!!
Such a little thing but it makes me happy.
I had to give up tea when taking iron because it blocks the absorption.
It's an uneventful day so far but I don't mind.
I touched base with a friend that I hadn't heard from in a while last night.
A friend on LV, but I've known him for quite a while from another blog site....
Don't you love how the internet allows you to know people you would never ever have met otherwise??
It's just awesome.
You peeps out there add dimension to my life that is exciting....
So many....so brilliant!!
Thanks for being the wonderful peeps that you are!!
Love,
Candy XO | | | | 36 Views | 10 Thumbs Up | 6 Comments | |
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| | Dreading Today | | | Thursday, July 17, 2008 (6:40 AM)
(I'm feeling anxious) | | Busy day......
I have to do something I hate today....
I'll let you know how things are going afterwards if I'm up to it.
Can't think about much else....
I just have to calm myself.
Breathe Candy breathe....
Talk soon peeps....I hope.
Love,
me
XO
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| | Yeah, I think sometimes..... | | | Wednesday, July 16, 2008 (1:23 AM)
(I'm feeling anxious) | |
For some reason I feel all wired up.....
Like I'm electric or something.....
Insomnia.....ack!!!!
My mind is swirling with all sorts of things....
I know I come across all frivolous and fluffy but I really do think about things like.....
This country....seems to be in free-fall.....
but what to do?? I don't have the answer........HA!!
My poor kids, with me for a mother.
I have tried to edify them.....sigh....
Have I been consistant enough??
Have I been fair??
Have I taught them empathy??
Compassion??
Have I taught them to love themselves??
Who cares about these silly celebs f*cking around...
I guess I'm the only one that thinks they are boring.
Sure, celebrities are beautiful to look at.....both the men and the women....
but what is after that??
Just flat characters mostly....
Why are we always out for perfection??
but isn't perfection a bit boring??
Sigh.....I think it is.....
It's the flaws in people that I love.
The flaws that endear them to me....
Their flaws make them beautiful....
Give me your wisdom.....your experience.....
Give me what life has taught you.
You don't have to be entertaining.....just be real.
Is that asking too much??
Yeah....I know it is.
Lately I keep dreaming I'm looking for something.....never finding it....
Or I've lost something and don't know what it is....
Or I'm getting ready to go somewhere but never do......
I don't like insomnia....
Oh well...can't have things my way....
I'm certainly aware of that.......
I am fortunate though....
Things can always be worse.....
That I'm sure of.
Thanks for being out there for me.
You peeps are awesome.
Love,
me
XOXOX
Sweet Sleep
Not Counting Sheep!!
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