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| | anothr poem from when i was deppresd | | | Saturday, September 13, 2008 (4:58 PM)
(I'm feeling cheerful) | | ive cryd many tears some not of my own
yett more and more come to be
and i forget im not alone
and i go on smiling but dont kno the real me
im afraid to cry agin afraid not to smile
to show my true emotionsz
and you say it ok evry once in a while
soo wat should i feel in my heart
tell me wat 2 feel deep inside
cusz dont kno anymore i never knew from the start
anything left of the real me just hides
do u kno who i am tell me pleasz just tell me
tell me not to be afraid anymore cusz your there
tell me that i can lean on you and i will see
that itsz ok to be my self and youll alwaysz care
for me .my lost and confused mind ,body and soul
and you love me not in parts
but only as a whole | | | 96 Views | 2  Thumbs Up | 1 Comment |  |
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| | a poem i wrote whn i wass really depressd its not realyy good but yea | | | Sunday, August 31, 2008 (5:07 PM)
(I'm feeling ditzy) | | shadowsz of the darknessz i left behind
with the scarsz not yet healed
i runaway agin once i find
my heartsz emotoin that iv sealed
and there i drown in sorrowsz of yesterday
along with all the tearsz i held back from runnig down my face
in the distance i see whatsz been lost the real smile she took away
so i go on pretending evry thingsz fine when all my true feelings left without a trace
so i lay there numb at heart in the light
as my soul is disappering slowly in the dark
the last bit of hope inside puts on a brave face to try to win the fight
so i can once more feel and shine off my hidden spark
thisz battle of good and bad coutinues in me
along with the battle to never cry agin
never to rest the battle of sad and happynessz
ill never know who will win | | | | 111 Views | 2 Thumbs Up | 1 Comment | |
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