Well now im adjusted to living in a trailer again :( and living with my momsy too. I get along with her and even rather have her as a living roomy then most anyone(lol she has like 18 cats+my 2 cats and my dog). there is nothing to do here or no place near i can walk to thats will keep me out of the gloomy lost feelings i get all the time now. I am so grumpy and even insane like(hmmm like am i ever sane?) Been trying to get myself out of this gloom and doom, and hopeless feelings.
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it seems like I & my mom are going to haft to live together in a trailer (i hate trailers) -count down 7days.
lucky i don own much so it wont be a big bother to pack up. Man we get help with the costs that still bites out a big chunk$$$

THESE are my last days in this place. i got like 25-50 day here and we (mom & i live in the same beilding being taken down) still cant find a place for my needs. if i cant find a place and hafta abbandon my animal freinds-i will be so bitter for a verry long time. will i recover from this-i hope so - cuz if i feel cornerd wit no one to help me-what else can i do? all i see is...

Fully off my meds now!

its been good so far.

(i did need them for the problem i had with doom&gloom)
I feel ready to go at the D&G feeling without the effexor :)

last post i leave for the knowlodge of what i did last year.