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| |  | Frozen Love
03:46
I wanted to make a video to that song since the very moment I heard it. I kept the idea in my mind, but lately I got inspired by a movie and anime series more...about vampires. Anyway, hope you'll like it ;)
If you don't understand the story, read the lyrics... that's why I put them here, they really help with understanding the movie. And notice one thing - the scar on the cheek of the first guy is the same as the wound on the second guy's cheek after he was attacked by the vampire girl.
'Yokan'
Everything is false between us, i am still using you
you dont notice anything, our negetive love is frozen
to silent you
with silent love
give silent discomfort
to silence me
with silent love
leave a silent scar
you are the 18th girl for me
you dont realize the way i am
you dont notice my cold love behind my kindness
to quiet you
with quiet love
quietly holding back
to quiet me
with quiet love
quietly
we cannot change
we cannot return
thats the silent love
quietly quietly the two of us are
entangled
to a silent heart
with a quiet heart
pointing a blade at my heart
to a silent heart
with a quiet heart
even if my heart wanders
we cannot change
we cannot return
thats the silent love
quietly quietly the two of us are
entangled
we cannot change
we cannot return
thats the silent love
quietly quietly the two of us are
entangled
(spoken) 'I dont feel anything, even when i look at your face. you should just keep being decieved. thats nothing compared to what i had in the past.'(back to singing)
you said 'i found about you sometimee ago.
but im happy just being with you.'
i just held you at the end
youll never know this is the last time less
Added: Feb 12, 09
Views: 78
Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Embryo (The Sims 2)
05:43
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Lyrics translation:
so, a summer morning in 1983 my beloved mother always by my side
hey, smile at me just like you always do more...in the sunlit morning your expression distorted
mother's neck is choked as she hangs down from the heavens bye bye, mother
with silent tears and deep pain the flower, unable to bear it, is dying I am alone
Without a Face a gasping voice
Without a Face a distorted voice
so rape me until you're satisfied that I am yours, father
but see, mother is looking down on us from up above
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open
Deadly Sweet Mother in hatred I'll wait patiently, holding back my nausea while I'm raped
now, a winter evening in 1992 my despised father always by my side
hey, rape me again today just like you always do father's eyes wide open, burning into me
I thrust that thing I hid deeply, strongly, into his neck bye bye, Father
mother, naked, blooms in the snowy landscape crimson flowers, blooming, bloodstained I am alone
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open
Deadly Sweet Mother in hatred the tears streaming down my cheeks dry up, as the season dries up
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open
Deadly Sweet Mother I'm pregnant my child crying I'll hold back my nausea less
Added: Sep 24, 08
Views: 638
Category: Arts & Animation |
| |  | Memories of... (ep 8)
04:27
Episode 8th. ;)
After passing final high school exam, Nicole gets into College
'High School Never Ends'
4 Years you think for sure
That's all more...you've got to endure
All the (total dicks)
All the Stuck-up Chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then When you graduate,
Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!"
This is the same as where I just came from,
I thought it was over, Aw that's just great.
'She's Got a Boyfriend now'
Her smile is turning upside down
She's got a boyfriend now
She's got a boyfriend now
And it's hard to see
What she's got herself into
She's getting used to
The loneliness that's bottled up
Inside she knows
She'll make it through the sad times
And all the bad times
Cuz it's up to her to make some sense somehow
She's got a boyfriend now...
'Everything'
Sometimes I give in to sadness
Sometimes I don't
At times I'm part of the madness
Sometimes I won't
Give in to you
You see in a way
I have been drifting down a river
To nowhere
And you've given me nothing
But if you're ready to be my everything
If you're ready to see it through this time
And if you're ready for love then
This I will bring
But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time
At times I feel myself smiling
At times I'm not
What's with the guilt that you styling baby
Talk don't look good on you
You see in a way
I have been looking for a reason to go there
And you're leading me nowhere
And if you're ready to be my everything
If you're ready to see it through this time
And if you're ready for love then
This I will bring
But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time....
'Waiting'
I've been waiting a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything...at all
Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a new diamond
Ring out under the midnight hour....
'Let It Die'
We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore
I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore... less
Added: Sep 13, 08
Views: 286
Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 7)
03:48
episode 7th
Enjoy ;)
'Brighter'
So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well, I'll still say that you shine more...brighter than anyone...
'Sweet Sacrifice'
It's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)
Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice... less
Added: Aug 22, 08
Views: 204
Category: Arts & Animation |
| |  | Simon
04:37
Story about a boy, who is bullied at school.
Enjoy ;)
Simon
Catch your breath
Hit the wall
Scream out loud
As you start to crawl
Back in more...your cage
The only place where
They will leave you alone
'Cause the weak will seek the weaker
Until they've broken them
Could you get it back again
Would it be the same
Fulfillment to their lack of strength
At your expense
Left you with no defense
They tore it down
And I have felt the same
As you, I've felt the same x2
Locked inside the only place
Where you feel sheltered
Where you feel safe
You lost yourself
In your search to find
Something else to hide behind
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence
Did they see the consequence
When they pushed you around
The arrogant build kingdoms
Made of the different ones
Breaking them 'til they've become
Just another crown
As you, I've felt the same
Refuse to feel, anything at all
Refuse to slip, refuse to fall
Can't be weak, can't stand still
You watch your back, 'cause no one will
You don't know why
They had to go this far
Traded your worth for these scars
For your only company
Don't believe the lies that they told to you
Not one word was true
You're alright less
Added: Aug 13, 08
Views: 93
Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 6)
04:60
This episode is aboute Nicole's frendship with 3 people from school... After they heard that the building near the river is haunted, they decidet to go more...there...
Graduation Song
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever
Life is good
I know i can't always win
i can do anything i...
do more then dream i...
think
you make everything,everything just try
so alive
life is good when you're around!
nothing can bring me down
(nothing can bring me down)
i can't believe what i have found
nothing can hold me down
(nothing can hold me down)
one thing i have to know
just how far could we go?
i want to go outside and show the whole world!
that everything i got some say it's not luck but it's what i want
life is good when you're around!
nothing can bring me down
(nothing can bring me down)
i can't believe what i have found
nothing can hold me down
(nothing can hold me down)
you wait to hear my call
you know just what to say
how could
life is good when you're around!
nothing can bring me down
(nothing can bring me down)
i can't believe what i have found
nothing can hold me down
life is good when you're around!
nothing can bring me down
(nothing can bring me down)
i can't believe what i have found
nothing can hold me down
(nothing can hold me down) less
Added: Jun 22, 08
Views: 83
Category: Arts & Animation |
| |  | Memories of... (ep 5)
03:32
Nicole has fallen in love from the first sight with a guy from her school. She's too shy to talk to him, but then unexpectedly he asks her to dance on more...a prom ball...
"Stolen"
We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well...
"Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel... less
Added: May 15, 08
Views: 189
Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 4)
03:50
This video shows how Nicole changes after the things she has been through. Music becomes the most important thing in her life.
Miracle
I've gone for more...too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
When this memory fades
I'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced
I hope I told you
I'm not going
cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill my fears
But have I told you how I..
I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
Oh why
Get it right this time (this time)
Let's leave this all behind
Oh why
We'll get it right this time
It's not faith if you're using your eyes
Oh why
I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable
I just want, no
I just need this pain to end right here
I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
Yeah, it might save you
Oh, it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
If you use your eyes
If you use your eyes less
Added: May 13, 08
Views: 76
Category: Arts & Animation |
| |  | Memories of... (ep 3)
04:15
Nicole's parents are divorced and her father has moved out, but even after so many years she can't deal with what was happening when he was intoxicated....
more...
Emotionless
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we're alright
But we're alright
We're alright
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive
The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This tattooed body
There's things I'll take
To my grave
But I'm ok
I'm ok
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive
And I'm still alive
Sometimes I forget
Yeah, and this time
I'll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive
And sometimes I forget
This time I'll admit
That I miss you
I miss you
Hey dad less
Added: May 13, 08
Views: 89
Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 1)
04:25
Story of a girl named Nicole. She may seem happy, but she's haunted by the past... Everytime she reads her diary from 4 years ago the memories comes back more...to her...
'Angels'
Sparkling angel I believe
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give the reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
Punk Rock Song
this is just a punk rock song
written for the people who can see something's wrong
like ants in a colony we do our share... less
Added: May 13, 08
Views: 169
Category: Arts & Animation |
| |  | Memories of... (ep 2)
03:13
Nicole thought that Marta and Agness were her best friends. but when she realized that it's not truth she recalls what was happening in the past...
Thank more...You
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back less
Added: May 13, 08
Views: 61
Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Our farewell
05:24
Made with sims2 and adobe premiere, song is 'our farewell' by Within Temptation, hope you'll enjoy
Added: Oct 21, 07
Views: 739
Category: Video Games |
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