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 |  |  | Frozen Love 03:46 I wanted to make a video to that song since the very moment I heard it. I kept the idea in my mind, but lately I got inspired by a movie and anime series more...about vampires. Anyway, hope you'll like it ;) If you don't understand the story, read the lyrics... that's why I put them here, they really help with understanding the movie. And notice one thing - the scar on the cheek of the first guy is the same as the wound on the second guy's cheek after he was attacked by the vampire girl. 'Yokan' Everything is false between us, i am still using you you dont notice anything, our negetive love is frozen to silent you with silent love give silent discomfort to silence me with silent love leave a silent scar you are the 18th girl for me you dont realize the way i am you dont notice my cold love behind my kindness to quiet you with quiet love quietly holding back to quiet me with quiet love quietly we cannot change we cannot return thats the silent love quietly quietly the two of us are entangled to a silent heart with a quiet heart pointing a blade at my heart to a silent heart with a quiet heart even if my heart wanders we cannot change we cannot return thats the silent love quietly quietly the two of us are entangled we cannot change we cannot return thats the silent love quietly quietly the two of us are entangled (spoken) 'I dont feel anything, even when i look at your face. you should just keep being decieved. thats nothing compared to what i had in the past.'(back to singing) you said 'i found about you sometimee ago. but im happy just being with you.' i just held you at the end youll never know this is the last time less Added: Feb 12, 09 Views: 78 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Embryo (The Sims 2) 05:43 -------------------- Lyrics translation:
so, a summer morning in 1983 my beloved mother always by my side hey, smile at me just like you always do more...in the sunlit morning your expression distorted
mother's neck is choked as she hangs down from the heavens bye bye, mother with silent tears and deep pain the flower, unable to bear it, is dying I am alone
Without a Face a gasping voice Without a Face a distorted voice
so rape me until you're satisfied that I am yours, father but see, mother is looking down on us from up above
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open Deadly Sweet Mother in hatred I'll wait patiently, holding back my nausea while I'm raped
now, a winter evening in 1992 my despised father always by my side hey, rape me again today just like you always do father's eyes wide open, burning into me
I thrust that thing I hid deeply, strongly, into his neck bye bye, Father mother, naked, blooms in the snowy landscape crimson flowers, blooming, bloodstained I am alone
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open Deadly Sweet Mother in hatred the tears streaming down my cheeks dry up, as the season dries up My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open Deadly Sweet Mother I'm pregnant my child crying I'll hold back my nausea less Added: Sep 24, 08 Views: 638 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  |  | Memories of... (ep 8) 04:27 Episode 8th. ;) After passing final high school exam, Nicole gets into College
'High School Never Ends'
4 Years you think for sure That's all more...you've got to endure All the (total dicks) All the Stuck-up Chicks So superficial, so immature
Then When you graduate, Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!" This is the same as where I just came from, I thought it was over, Aw that's just great.
'She's Got a Boyfriend now'
Her smile is turning upside down She's got a boyfriend now
She's got a boyfriend now And it's hard to see What she's got herself into She's getting used to The loneliness that's bottled up Inside she knows She'll make it through the sad times And all the bad times Cuz it's up to her to make some sense somehow She's got a boyfriend now...
'Everything'
Sometimes I give in to sadness Sometimes I don't At times I'm part of the madness Sometimes I won't Give in to you You see in a way I have been drifting down a river To nowhere And you've given me nothing But if you're ready to be my everything If you're ready to see it through this time And if you're ready for love then This I will bring But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time
At times I feel myself smiling At times I'm not What's with the guilt that you styling baby Talk don't look good on you You see in a way I have been looking for a reason to go there And you're leading me nowhere And if you're ready to be my everything If you're ready to see it through this time And if you're ready for love then This I will bring But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time....
'Waiting'
I've been waiting a long time For this moment to come I'm destined For anything...at all Downtown lights will be shining On me like a new diamond Ring out under the midnight hour....
'Let It Die'
We had fire in our eyes In the beginning I Never felt so alive In the beginning you You blame me but It's not fair when you say that I didn't try I just don't want to hear it anymore
I swear I never meant to let it die I just don't care about you anymore It's not fair when you say that I didn't try I just don't care about you anymore... less Added: Sep 13, 08 Views: 286 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 7) 03:48 episode 7th Enjoy ;)
'Brighter'
So this is how it goes Well I, I would have never known And if it ends today Well, I'll still say that you shine more...brighter than anyone...
'Sweet Sacrifice'
It's true, we're all a little insane. But it's so clear, Now that I'm unchained.
Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny. Sweet sacrifice.
One day I'm gonna forget your name, And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice.
(I dream in darkness I sleep to die, Erase the silence, Erase my life, Our burning ashes Blacken the day, A world of nothingness, Blow me away.)
Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny. Sweet sacrifice... less Added: Aug 22, 08 Views: 204 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  |  | Simon 04:37 Story about a boy, who is bullied at school. Enjoy ;)
Simon
Catch your breath Hit the wall Scream out loud As you start to crawl Back in more...your cage The only place where They will leave you alone
'Cause the weak will seek the weaker Until they've broken them Could you get it back again Would it be the same
Fulfillment to their lack of strength At your expense Left you with no defense They tore it down
And I have felt the same As you, I've felt the same x2
Locked inside the only place Where you feel sheltered Where you feel safe You lost yourself In your search to find Something else to hide behind
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence Did they see the consequence When they pushed you around The arrogant build kingdoms Made of the different ones Breaking them 'til they've become Just another crown
As you, I've felt the same
Refuse to feel, anything at all Refuse to slip, refuse to fall Can't be weak, can't stand still You watch your back, 'cause no one will
You don't know why They had to go this far Traded your worth for these scars For your only company Don't believe the lies that they told to you Not one word was true You're alright less Added: Aug 13, 08 Views: 93 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 6) 04:60 This episode is aboute Nicole's frendship with 3 people from school... After they heard that the building near the river is haunted, they decidet to go more...there...
Graduation Song
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of the night in June I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon And There was me and you, and then it got real blue Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and We would get so excited, we'd get so scared Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember All the times we had together And as our lives change, from whatever We will still be, friends forever
Life is good
I know i can't always win i can do anything i... do more then dream i...
think
you make everything,everything just try so alive
life is good when you're around! nothing can bring me down (nothing can bring me down) i can't believe what i have found nothing can hold me down (nothing can hold me down)
one thing i have to know just how far could we go? i want to go outside and show the whole world! that everything i got some say it's not luck but it's what i want
life is good when you're around! nothing can bring me down (nothing can bring me down) i can't believe what i have found nothing can hold me down (nothing can hold me down)
you wait to hear my call you know just what to say how could
life is good when you're around! nothing can bring me down (nothing can bring me down) i can't believe what i have found nothing can hold me down life is good when you're around! nothing can bring me down (nothing can bring me down) i can't believe what i have found nothing can hold me down (nothing can hold me down) less Added: Jun 22, 08 Views: 83 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  |  | Memories of... (ep 5) 03:32 Nicole has fallen in love from the first sight with a guy from her school. She's too shy to talk to him, but then unexpectedly he asks her to dance on more...a prom ball...
"Stolen"
We watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only, grand farewells Crash the best one, of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well...
"Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel... less Added: May 15, 08 Views: 189 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 4) 03:50 This video shows how Nicole changes after the things she has been through. Music becomes the most important thing in her life.
Miracle I've gone for more...too long living like I'm not alive So I'm going to start over tonight Beginning with you and I When this memory fades I'm gonna make sure it's replaced With chances taken Hope embraced I hope I told you
I'm not going cause I've been waiting for a miracle And I'm not leaving I won't let you Let you give up on a miracle Cause it might save you
We've learned to run from Anything uncomfortable We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know That inside we're broken I tried to patch things up again To cut my tears and kill my fears But have I told you how I..
I'm not going Cause I've been waiting for a miracle And I'm not leaving I won't let you Let you give up on a miracle Cause it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes Oh why
Get it right this time (this time) Let's leave this all behind Oh why
We'll get it right this time It's not faith if you're using your eyes Oh why
I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive So I'm going to start over tonight Beginning with you and I
I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable I just want, no I just need this pain to end right here
I'm not going Cause I've been waiting for a miracle And I'm not leaving I won't let you Let you give up on a miracle Cause it might save you
Yeah, it might save you Oh, it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes If you use your eyes If you use your eyes less Added: May 13, 08 Views: 76 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  |  | Memories of... (ep 3) 04:15 Nicole's parents are divorced and her father has moved out, but even after so many years she can't deal with what was happening when he was intoxicated....
more...
Emotionless Hey dad I'm writing to you Not to tell you That I still hate you Just to ask you How you feel And how we fell apart How this fell apart
Are you happy out there In this great wide world Do you think about your sons Do you miss your little girl When you lay your head down How do you sleep at night Do you even wonder if we're alright But we're alright We're alright
It's been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there the nights that we cried You broke my mother's heart You broke your children for life It's not ok but we're alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But those are just a long lost memory of mine I spent so many years Learning how to survive Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
The days I spent So cold, so hungry Were full of hate I was so angry The scars run deep inside This tattooed body There's things I'll take To my grave But I'm ok I'm ok
It's been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there the nights that we cried You broke my mother's heart You broke your children for life It's not ok but we're alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But those are just a long lost memory of mine Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive And I'm still alive
Sometimes I forget Yeah, and this time I'll admit that I miss you Said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there the nights that we cried You broke my mother's heart You broke your children for life It's not ok but we're alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But those are just a long lost memory of mine Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
And sometimes I forget This time I'll admit That I miss you I miss you Hey dad less Added: May 13, 08 Views: 89 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Memories of... (ep 1) 04:25 Story of a girl named Nicole. She may seem happy, but she's haunted by the past... Everytime she reads her diary from 4 years ago the memories comes back more...to her...
'Angels' Sparkling angel I believe You were my savior in my time of need. Blinded by faith I couldn't hear All the whispers, the warnings so clear. I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door. There's no escape now, No mercy no more. No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart. You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see Your dark intentions, your feelings for me. Fallen angel, tell me why? What is the reason, the thorn in your eye? I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door There's no escape now No mercy no more No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Could have been forever. Now we have reached the end.
This world may have failed you, It doesn't give the reason why. You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart. You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Could have been forever. Now we have reached the end.
Punk Rock Song this is just a punk rock song written for the people who can see something's wrong like ants in a colony we do our share... less Added: May 13, 08 Views: 169 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  |  | Memories of... (ep 2) 03:13 Nicole thought that Marta and Agness were her best friends. but when she realized that it's not truth she recalls what was happening in the past... Thank more...You I thought that I could always count on you, I thought that nothing could come between us two. We said as long as we would stick together, We’d be alright, We’d be ok. But I was stupid And you broke me down I’ll never be the same again. So thank you for showing me, That best friends can not be trusted, And thank you for lying to me, Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back Yeah! I wonder why it always has to hurt, For every lesson that you have to learn. I won’t forget what you did to me, How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen. But I was stupid, And you broke me down, I’ll never be the same again. So thank you for showing me, That best friends can not be trusted, And thank you for lying to me, Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back When the tables turn again, You’ll remember me my friend, You’ll be wishing I was there for you. I’ll be the one you miss the most, But you’ll only find my ghost. As time goes by, You’ll wonder why, You’re all alone. So thank you for showing me, That best friends can not be trusted, And thank you for lying to me, Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back. So thank you - for lying to me, So thank you - for all the times you let me down So thank you - for lying to me, So thank you - your friendship you can have it back less Added: May 13, 08 Views: 61 Category: Arts & Animation |
|  | Our farewell 05:24 Made with sims2 and adobe premiere, song is 'our farewell' by Within Temptation, hope you'll enjoy Added: Oct 21, 07 Views: 739 Category: Video Games |
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