hello 2008

What the hell are feelings?

my heart is just a pump
That pumps my blood around.
My stomach a sack and inner tube
That helps the food in and out.
My brain is just the messenger
That directs every thought,sight and sound.
But what the hell are feelings?
And why can't they be found?

My biological yearnings have got me all in knots.
My emotions and moods are churning me up inside
And it never ever stops.
my mental obligations seem to direct me,
And thier relentlessness tells me "I will   more...never be free."
I'am a slave to all feeling
I will sing the bittersweet songs they sing.

I am nothing without feeling
self conscience and all absorbing.
But what the hell are feelings?
And why can't they be found?
feelings give you reson for living,
With out them you would be nothing,
Love would not exist
so no one would make a sound.

John j bolton.  less

Waiting for judgmentday.

Thers nothing more selfish then anger or love,
Thats proved wrong but drags in as if its right.
Left to anguish like an old soul in a retirment home,
Or the stars that blase throught the dead of the night.

Every body suffers that has a heart,
sufferihg is the thing we all share.
Nothing escapes the sleepless heart or mind,
So why is universal understanding so rare.

I cannot help this perpetual feeling .
Feeling that we are all waiting for judgmentday.
Though   more...every one surely feels the same inside
Is it just not human nature to say.

United in hate and love like the angles below and above.
Or am i a anachronism who is trying to have his say?
Will I never be happy unless I miserble over love?
Or am I like Everybody else just fettering away till judgmentday?


John J Bolton  less

L.I.F.E. (lIVING IN FEAR EVERYDAY.)
"One and the same lot for the man who hangs back
and the man who battles hard. The same honor waits
for the coward and the brave.They both go down to death." Achilles speaking in the Iliad.

Death as old as life itself.
Life thats full and rich adds to deaths great wealth.
Good and bad we were all born the same,
Some challenge fate, most merely fade away.
society today makes the modern man tame
Where his life is being restricted   more...day after day,
With peoples greedy ignorance and arrogance to blame.
You need to learn from life and put it into practice,
" Think first talk last deaths little apprentice."
Time the great divider goes on regardless of its effect
Where the dawn of tlme did never happen
Only the start of death.
So you do not need to tell me we live in fear,
Life is the dream in the sleep and I am blissfully aware.


John bolton


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Love in disgust.

What you do not know will not kill you.
What you know might tear you apart.
pollute the world in your your mind,
poison the love in your heart.
Money is the poison thats infected the human race.
Filled the empty hole in life
where Freedom and love should have took place.

faith comes from oppression and fear,
This drives every bloodlust revolution.
Though love allways ends up insincere
So does every bloodlust revolution.

Life would be a great thing to share
If   more...we did not have to be alone to be free.
Even the other worldly stars above my head
Seem to shine just to spite me.
I feel like the snow out at sea.
it does not have the same effect on you as it does on me.
Everything I have ever done in life has crashed and draged
Like every wave.
What would be the point of putting flowers on our grave
When our love is dead and it can not be saved

Then if I lived forever I would long to die
I would feel like thers no one left to trust.
Then I would love love in disgust
Because every boby needs love but love doesn't need us.

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